a close frn recently msn mi, wanna chat wif mi.. but i left abruptly, he den grumbled tat we din get to tok much.. n i din update my blog often oso..
well, sad to say, i din have time to do those thigns... really.. this period of time, i'm really damn damn darn caught up wif my asgt n catchign up @ work..
not havign a relaxing time.. nt tat the honeymoon period is gone.. i dun enjoy honeymoon anyway. nt a nice period to get over.. esp when u got nothing to read up, jus sitting there to kill time. but it's cos.. of being overloaded wif tasks...
it's not an enjoyable time.. the catching up n understanding of the wat's required n duties @ work, i'm ok, but need time to catch up. cos.. due to some mis-arrangement, documentation abt proj, additional tasks, troubleshooting all came together.. pressing on mi.. den.. oso got asgts coming, or dropping from sky, n we need to do a proposal for a new system.
tuff luck.. wa'ts hard is.. abt the new system, due to asgt, i din have enuff time to read n thus i quite blur at start. but somehow i managed to realise wat's required of mi. but.. as fate may decree.. my upper study kinda mis-led mi (tat wat i feel.. perhaps lack of chemistry n understanding?) n i strayed into doing something tat ended up 2 b futile. so right now, i dun really knw wat's exactly need of mi to chk on. i feel i;m the bottleneck. but i realyl felt misled.. cos, during 1 meeting, upperstudy said i din pass her the file yet. so later i sent her, she den say it's nt wat she want. she told mi to copy her contents n use it. so i did. next meeting, she again said i din send her yet. i was STUNNED. so i asked her wat file she exactly wan. she say she wan the file to b exactly like wat she sent mi...
gosh, how am i supposed to get it?? i even told my supervisor, i think i losing my direction in the proj. i knw it's ok to say so.. cos the programign side, i've been ok, but in tis proj, i knw i fail some ppl's expectations. but somehow, i feel the upperstudy is.. trying to obstruct my progress at times..
cos.. when i got there, i managed to solve a bug tat irritated them till they had to get additional head count to kill it. within 1 wk. they were troubling over it u know? den, they wanna setup a linux system to test something.. i managed to set it up in 2 wks. all done within timeframe. but durignt is time, upperstudy shld b sharing wif mi, on how the proj is abt n its directions. but since then, for 2 wks, she din tell mi anything. i been asking her on alternate days, but she keep saying she busy. so i been staring into blank.
den u know wat? she later sent mi the link to the shared folder, where the docu of the proj is kept. soft copy. at that time, i was thinking "since it';s shared ALREADTY, why not jus lemme have it donkey time ago??" i canread it n raise any concerns!!! oni when i got busy, den she passed mi the docu. wat worse, days later, while doing a task, she asked "u haven read the docu yet ah? the things u asking mi actually inside docu.."
alright... nvm.. have to do wat i can..
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for days, or weeks, i've been knockign off from work late.. from 8+ to 11pm. sighzz.. tired..
n den, jus nw on my way to class, i find tat i'm really... desperate for guys.. desperate for good bodies to play wif, n for fingers n tongues on me. well.. jus nw i was at my aunt plc, cos singnet guy going there to fix WLAN for her. i was thnking wat kinda guy will b there.
den... a guy knocked on the door.. he's got a beng face, n hair (style, not color), his body is those 30+ yo type. den i thot, how come my aunt got tis guy fixing her WLAN, but mine is a 40+yo ah peh guy?? wif tis beng guy, if nt for my aunt, i could b standing beside him while he setting up WLAN, n mayb tease him a bit n massage him? but he's married. when he mi n aunt r discussing thigns, we did exchange glances. but tat's all. n well, due to tis reaction of mine, i conclude, i'm really desperate for guys...
n i realise again... i'm really getting honry... cos once again, if any guy jus came up to mi, as long he lookable.. i ok 1. but.. well it's my despo side.. i dun wan to jus.. do it... when i cant think properly...
anyway, i was sent tis website... the guy has a pretty hot n good body.. but i totally dun like his hair do.. those.. strands of hair hanging in front. n some pix, he looks better.. frnlier.. outta these, hottest picture inside.. enjoy..
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