i've discussed my work situation wif my sis... sianzz.. i feel tat, i've just stepped in the company, n kena some silent politics wif my upperstudy.. well, i jus wanna do my best at work n contribute to the company. but somehow.. she dun like dat..
imagine.. i was idle for 2 wks, and after tat, she den gave mi the docu abt our ssytem to read up. n tis docu is in shared drv.. why the hell did she give mi oni 2 wks later, when i was swamped wif work??
den.. tis wk (starting 11 sept), i need to work on xml and xsd codes for our new system. she has been working on the xsd n xml for wks b4 tis wk, cos tat's her role: to play around wif it. den i need to modify an existing script's code that will translate the original doc to our required format (its work concerns, so i cant mention the specific stuff). tis 1, i tried to convert... first time dun work, so i work hard to find out the reason. 2 days later, i cant. i got prob.
i wnana edit the code, den she say i acnt jus change like dat.. den i stuck liao.. no matter how i do the conversion, the document cant b opened directly. i thot of changing the conversion code so tat the conversion is smoother, but i was OF COS wrong. it's too complicated to be understood. i just touched perl for wks.. maybe abt 5-6. n i am debugging a perl script. WOAH... of cos i cant make it.
end up teh script got more complicated. sianzz.. i den checked with her... she den said, she got an UPDATED XSD file. n sent mi. i took it, n managed to get the XML to work better...
n later, i asked wat files do i need to translate, den the sup reminded her to send it over. but sup ended up sending.
n... i had to work OT over the wkend to finish the job. n lol.. somethign interesting happened... 1 bzbody bitch (proj lead role) saw mi stay back for the night, n saw mi in morning again. so i told her i slept in office for the night. she den went to tell other sups tat i work over the nigte. even my boss came to show concern. lol.. when my sup came, i felt the need to explain.. cos, it reflects BADLY on mi, if i work over the night, but no result is evident. n i really did not work over the nite. the sup was stuned... den when i told him the truth, he felt better..
den.. over the wkend, i realise tat.. the upperstudy's part was CRUCIAL to my success!!! wat the conversion does is jus tat. to convert documents. but the upperstudy's work determines if the file can be opened successfully.... sighzzz... i can oni depend on myself.. REALLY..
getting more emotional
n these days, i realise i'm really getting pretty emotional.. outta emotions, i can understand why ppl do certain things.. n my tears start flooding my eyes...
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