luv_ktv's untold moments

am i tired out?

i dunno... jus tat these days, i'm again living in solitude.. haha.. when i'm stressed or too occupied with something, i tend to just "forget abt asking frns out.." cos... stress?

but this time, i knw why.. 'cos we sometimes have to rush production on our side.. n i dunno when i cna make it, when i cant. i mentioned that, i helped a nsf pay off his "debts".. tat's a gd example too. cos tat day, my upperstudy (toking abt her.. maybe she really stressed out tis time.. i managed to rmb things she din haha) n i were checking some stuff.. i thot i will finish soon.. but end up working longer... ya, i knw it's expected.. tat y i dunno when i am really free..

and... sigh, ytday, i was so happy tat i had nothing much left to do.. den suddenly my sup came over n said, he wanna change some logic in the program... den later, my boss came over to tok abt other issues, she n i realised tat, the logic can be further improved... i felt i let her down.. n since tat moment, my mind is totally blank.. i dunno if i too tired, stressed out, stunned, or wat.. i really duno wat happened... until tis mornign, i din even feel like going gym..

somehow ,its like "a wk seems to end perfectly, but some hiccups happened.."

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thsee days, i seem to be losing my thinking edge... i dun mean those thinking n planning type... but at least to thnk further at a more matured level.. i duno how to put it, but i cant seem to read what other ppl are doing.. or guess their thoughts.. am i 2 stressed out? umm, maybe i mean, i seem to only do wat is required, not wat can b done further..

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anyway, i was toking abt a movie.. an anime.. which touched my heart.. i din catch thef irst part, cos it was not my intention to watch anime.. the summary as follows:

a (7-8 yo) ger's parents were kidnapped to a magical world, and transformed into pigs in a farm. the ger went into the world as well n tried her best to be employed by the employer of the place. she was den assigned to help out in the bathtub. during her stay there, she made a couple of frns.. n all these were unique in their own ways. 1 lady even thot for her own future. she oso got to know a guy who.. she met before.

thru her innocence n kindness, she managed to give a new lease of life to almost everyone she met. in the end, she managed to do a good deed and the employer decided to give her a chance to save her parents. she needs to find her parents, who have turned into pigs, among the whole... herd of pigs.

n.. ya she did it.. n she is allowed to leave the place wif her parents.. before leaving, she asked if the guy is leaving oso.. the guy says, since they met before, they surely would meet again.. n off she went... back to her world.. the movie ended wif a happy tuned folk music... somehow it struck a chord in me..