luv_ktv's untold moments

i'm on mc today.. too tired from the gym i guess.. cos, in morn, in took instant mee @ 1130am, went for class from 1-4pm, or rather 3pm as it ended then. den i went for my gym (finally went for it.. darn time n unexpected hiccups)

umm forgot exactly wat i wanna blog abt.. but i watched lotsa guaitan on youtube. anyway.. jus some grumblings.. duno who wil read.. though

remind mi if i sound too sensitive.

a pal about 10yo my senior, asked mi out for a dinner n movie outing. he was expecting mi to go. den i wanna ask a frn who went out wif us a few times. but he's na. so i asked another frn.. who know us both. i asked the 10yo snr to update me once he's decided on the outing details, he agreed.

the next day, i asked the person. he said to let me decide. i was stunned. my original plan of going gym, followed by movie outing was spoilt. cos, to watch movie on wkend, 1 has to buy the tickets first.. whcih mean, i will need to go. sigh..

and.. as much as i tried to RUSH down, somethign unexpected happened. this pal said he cannot make it due to work... it's usually normal for someone to miss an outing due to work commitment, but somehow, i dun feel this is teh case here.

den, i had to meet the other guy alone. yes alone. n somehow, tis frn is not feeling ok at all, but putting up a strong front. it's hard to strike an interesting chat when he's so protective and defensive of himself... the worst thing is, he really walked in a style tat tells people "i'm matured in my thnking, than you see. don't disturb me"..