Wednesday, November 03, 2004

after hang up, roommate checked the schedule again, n "realised" it's showing today... kauzz... of cos, i oso went ot verify too... and i'm correct. so i called them again.. and they agree to watch the show loh...

KO on time sharp. liao.. again, they late... they sms mi, i tell them i there liao.. although i still abt 15 min away. in the end, i bought the tix liao for 3 seater, den they sms mi roommate bf is coming... liaozz.. suddenly tell mi like dat.. went to get extra tic loh.. 1 tic at the back..

took our dinner... din really tok much to roommate cos dun wan b pissed.. anyway, we nothign to tok abt liao.. duno why oso... cant think of anythign to tok to him.. maybe too little interaction, so nothing to say. guess... we living together... umm, sorta... den nothing much to say, he oso nothing to tell mi abt him.. so nothing to tok loh...

when movie end, they went home, i went backt o family to get financial support... they still not willignt o lend mi... although i had promised to do my best n return them the money... still wun support.. kinda argued with mym mum in fact...

returned home disappointed.

saw the msg tat roommate wrote... he explaine dhow he spent his days outside... n kept re-iterating that he dun have monye.. so i wrote back loh...

well, how can someone who can go out all so often actually dun have money? watever is done outside requires money. is there anything that don't? he say he play mahjong... oh.. play 16 hours huh? all day long huh?

i am unahppy cos.. i really dun feel his frnship towards mi at all liao... i've already given him hints, like "if u go out to something tat i can join u surely will tell mi 1.." he heard.. but dunno if understand anot...

so this morning, he came back abt... before 7...am... cos he using Pc, i sat down alone.. killing time.. he den came orward n asked if i ok.. i din bother... jus dun feel like toking to him anymore... if he really cared, he'll ask again.. he din.. so, since it's only casual asking, wat's the pt?

fake.

den jus now, he wrote mi msg, "watever i say, u jus dun blif i have no money.. alright will raise money to pay u back"...

i feel nthing.. alright, i did feel hsi anger... but so? wat ground has he got not to share the load?

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