luv_ktv's untold moments

den morning, woke up quite early... n went for bfast.. wah this time i oso du lan abt my sis liao.. tat during bfast, fior the first time, i dun sit beside her at all!

i think she kinda zat teo oso... n for the whole meal, din look at her at all.. totally ignoring n bochap her.. later she striked a conversation wif mi.. den.. our ice kinda melted...

den when things are done, i went home to settle PC stuff... den hor, my roommate actually sms'ed mi to record a show for him.. i replied "i not at home, n dun assume". wah liao, fancy telling mi directly to record his show. but later, i did record... cos i know he was kinda rushing to go out, den din record...

but hor ,i... kinda expected too much from.. thot he'll thanks mi for recording for him... but he din... he still din change at all...

so, i continued my stuff of daily routine.

din have any chance to tok wif him at all... or arther, i din give any chance... he wanted to tell mi tat PC got some problem, but i oso din bother much...

later, my date wanna call mi, but i rejected. roommate did offer his hp to tok.. but i either bochap or din care...

but jus when i abt to sleep, date msg'd mi something tat left mi devastated for the night. totally ... lost n disappointed.,. left mi weeping thru the night.. was trying hard to stop the flow of tears, but a few rows stlll dampened the pillow... suddenly, my flu came back. was kinda struggling hard to keep my voice low and my legs fidgetted as well...

came to work in low spirits... totally... no mood to tok... changed my msn from "why am i so easily heart-broken" den "why am i always the victim"?