about work

somehow, i really feel the need to source for new job... i really starting to feel tat, my current pay is veli low.. for a cert holder, even. cos after developing programs, writing code for 1.5 mths, i'm certain tat my cert means i'm of a certain calibre in order to obtain the cert. cos, within this time, i oredi managed to develop a full scale program.

having earned some exp in coding working programs, i guess i can say i'm more geared up for better prospects. not to say, i wil ltender, but i'll search around for openings. if the offer is gd, i'll jump. anyway, now i still prob, so oni 2 wks notice. at my plc now, other than doing wat i learned from my cert, i oso did things whcih i learnt during my java lessons.. more than wat i am supposed to do..

my oni worry is, how is the next prospect? and.. i oso hope tat i can b confirmed for a programming job.. dun let my mum worry.

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damn, my supervisor last min pass some work to mi, saying it need to b done by today. but tis work, he can jolly well give mi days ago.. no need so late. i know it's still my duty to ensure something can come out.. jus felt.. it's so the damn last min. somehow i feel tat, the sup is getting personal wif mi... not gettin back, but more to not having chemistry wif mi, although we have worked together n discussing for 1.5 mths. n sometimes, when his idea dun match mine, he is persistent in finding out why. but sometimes it aint impt... he knows his stuff n why things shld b done in his way. but all r in his thots, n when i cant catch it, he'll speak louder n harsher. kauzz.. oh well... it's worklife.

n a worse thig is tat, he ask mi develop an interface.. i took pains n time to develop. den suddenly this last min work, is to put an interface he thot of (functions similar to mine) to work, and making it work. i dunno wat gonna happen to mine. n i thot mine will be presented to the client tis fri. end up, his will.

he asked mi to make an interface, tat y i did. n i oso ask if mine will be used... he said it'll.. but not for tis friday

n jus now, i overheard his discussion wif the boss. when asked abt mi, he gave a "sigh.. " bla bla.. but i dunno which side of us went wrong. i feel tat i din get a clear enuff picture, n the way he describe things is not the way in which i understand things. got a few times, when i understand wat he saying, n when he asked mi to explain, i told him abt my understanding, but yet he dun get it, n thot i dun understand him.