luv_ktv's untold moments

this week.. for a whopping 9 days... i've been having a diff lease of life.. i've cut down on tose crusing n focussing on knowing new guys/gays. more of focussing on knowing new frns.

as fate/luck may decide, i got 1 asgt wchib i really dunno how to do. den, i was intro'ed to a study group for this asgt. it's formed/.. or planned by a gal. i almost saw no pt in going. but well.. for the sake of doing well, i still went for it. i felt.. awkward n kinda uncomfy to contact a ger for meeting details siazz.. at the plc, i contacted her, n met her up.

to my surprise, there's a cute guy wif her!!! n the 3 of us hit off pretty well... esp wif the guy!! on our first meet, i n he got some chemistry n i even hi5 wif him siazz.. it felt gd. it's really fun n nice toking to him.. we exchanged msn in no time. den i even took the chance to pat his shoulders/back from time to time.. well, frnliness to some extent lah.

den over the wk, we still met up for discussions.. it's really nce.. everyday i;ll see him.. he's photogenic, n wif his hairstyle, n smile, he's charmingly cute in person.. n wif his chatty nature, it's.. jus so nice we can chat a lot.. n he's outgoing, nh thru him n tat ger, i got to know a couple of frns oso.. staerting to build some outta-circle frns.. it';s nice.. it's based on frnship. not based on "ts guy is cute" or "i wanna get close wif him" thots. frnship seems to be building up.. n i m making a cute frn as a chatty pal...

no wonder.. some ppl say, they have a cute frn.. but too bad, see no touch.. haha.. n he's kinda innocent.. in the sense, he dun think too much into ppl's response.. whcih is quite nice loh.. unlike mi, think a lot n so much.. unless it looks odd, he usually dun thin 2 much

we been meeting almost everyday to discusss asgt. n wow.. i'm glad i can b close to him n guide him along siazz!! cos some qns i did liao, i know ans. den i explain to him.. felt nice to be close to him. in fact, we spent 1 hr sitting togeter... jus mi n him haha..

but dunno wat happened.. maybe some.. bias? he wanna mit up next day to discuss again. n he's joining 2 frns to do it. i asked to go.. he's ok. den i ask him chk wif his frns.. those 2 frns, r from my other class. they know mi.. 1-2 times toking liao. but after tat "ask", no response at all.. it makes mi think .. after they added m on msn, they... dun feel gd abt mi anymore.. esp the ger.. i can see tat she liked mi. but after the msn.. ahha.. she grew DISTANT.

haha.. oh ya, i n the charming guy, we chatted on msn.. he saw mi msn pic, n ask mi change it.. cos he DETEST such muscle guy pix hahah.. i teased him abt it, but he buay song. den he send mi 1 pic to use... haha.. well, to appease him.. i used tat pic/. he thot i into muscle guys.. n ask mi go WWE download. oh well.. den we met again to discuss asgt.. i cant feel any.. distance from him siazz. n ju snow, he still having prob wif his asgt, ask mi for help.. i said "i help u, how u gonna repay mi?" hahaha.. he was giggling siazz..

until now, oni my campmate (my ns understudy) so qiao in my class.. knows i enjoy toking wif him a lot. n it feels gd oso.. when he call to ask mi for help haha.. i dun mind spending time helping him..

den tok abt work. now, i'm using my SCJP cert to secure tis job. but the pay is low. den, by rite. this fri, i'll have an interview for a J2EE job. tis job chimzz siazz.. even need to take a test to maybe certify. umm.. i was thinking.. will my J2ee notes help mi secure the job?

once again, by going for interviews, i can know my mart rate.. den during my confirmation interview, i perhaps can ask for more pay.

oh..if things go well, i'm havign some plans in mind abt my future.. including singing in pubs, taking up language courses, saving money for ... trips, volunteering my services, n going gym to tone my body up...