wonderous experience in gym

wow.. been real busy these days.. but today, i felt it has an influence in my thinkni lifestyle n direction.. i have to jot it down..

a few days b4 the completion of ym proj, i decided to go gym on sunday to chill out. i got a 1-day trial anyway. n sunday, is my hand-in asgt day. so, sunday, my family went for bfast lah. the place where we had bfast, got a hunk working there to help his mum tend her shop. this hunk was a colleague of mine. den he buy kopi, i waved to him, he stunned, n turned back. hehe, later we went to his shop, n he say he din see mi wave at him ahah. but hro. his muscles REALLY REALLY big siazz!!! arms chest all got trained 1 siazz!! Mr S'pore junior? he FIT the bill!!

den later, i went to gym. my first time alone to a gym siazz.. tried outt eh things there, n looked at some passers-by. some seem aj-alike. got 2 who caught my attention. 1, he went past mi n smiled into his direction. i dun thin there's any1 he's aiming at... 2, nvm.. not impt.

after 2 hrs, i decided to go steam rm. i bath liao, n went for it. got a guy inside. he looks quite nice. n when he was sittign there, he loosened his towel but still covering properly. den i ask him wat's the temperature set, he moved to my side n told mi. n he sat there.n hor, this time, his towel is not covering his ass at all!! he';s showing his ass to mi!! n the towel is covering his thgh n below. i kept looking at his direction n looking at his ass oso. he den leaned back, n i oso look at the shape of his body.. quite toned... den he left the room...

so, i loosed my towel oso n sat in a paikia manner. those.. put 1 foot ont he seat. den he came in again. this time, he realy.. jus sitting on other side where we can still see each other.. n the towel this time, he is jus sitting there, wif towel loosely covering him n he strewtching himself! i kept looking, or rather we exchanged looks. den, he even lowered the towel to reveal his pubic hari siazz!!.. i den adjusted my towel oso.. until ,i got erection siazz!! but i was paiseh n din reveal it lol.. he look at my direction, n i stared at his pubic hair.. so seductive!

i was so stunned tat id unno wat to do.. i thot of using verbal communication to praise him.. but duno how to!! sigh, i decided to elave the rm... i stood up, took off my towel to rewrap, n compliemented him saying "you are sexy :)" he said "thx you" smilingly.. n i left the room.. i really dunno wat else i can do.. but before i step out of the the area n returning my things, i was thinking of wehther i shld go back n find him, or let it pass. i know i had to go office to finishs ome work. i duno if by going back, will i delay anthing anot.. but he's delicious! n it's now or never!

i den went back.. n went to the rm. sian, he's not there anymore. i was disappointed, n headed out directly.. n i sms'ed some frns abt tis... sigh.. all of them ask y i din take any actions.. do i look lik someone who def'ly take action? i will, when i feelt he need to, n know wat to do.. but this time, i really stunned. uninitiated for such ahppenings. i was actaulyl oso waiting for him to do something.. from wat i see, maybe i was sitting in paikia pose, he felt i'm a top n active.. so i shdl take action. i was oso thinking, how to make the verbal contact. but nahzzz, screw it. in future, i'll know wat to do.

such thigns, impromptu 1, where got verbal? everythign is abt understanding, mutual interaction. n reading of body lang. i decided, if i see such thigns, i'll probably sit over. if thigns go smooth, i'll reach for his hands, n start touching fondling n touching. duno wat will result.. dun wan to go for ons but dunno if such things usually end up as 1.

the funny thing is tat, i kept thinking of how i can improve my handling of such situations. n oso, i actualyl dunno a proper way fo getting to my office from there.. wah... SIAN.. but lucky, i took a bus n saw a way to reach office. n i'm prepared to finish work at 10pm. but strange, i managed to resolve the issue in 1 hr... den.. i tookt he time to.. try and find tat guy.. posted ad in sgboy, n updated my fridae profile... dunno wat will come out, but at least i try...

however, toking abt these.. i start to worry abt my directions in my gay lifestyle... ppl (who read my destiny b4) told mi abt my love life. it seems to be true.. tat y i'm waiting for the mgmt guy... but the mgmt guy,.. he's going overseas to work. if he does, lil chance for us to b together.. n.. i duno if he's stil lattached. the reason i bring this up, is that since this gym-ons experience, i find tat, other than exercising, it's a nice way to look out for ppl wif gym tone bodies.. my idea of those gay spas/saunas is really bad.. ppl really wif the main idea of F'ing each other, honry dudes, n really looking for ward to soemthing defl'y happening. esp in the dark rm, where releasing is top priority. tis gym, (today got lil ppl) is more serene, small size. thesteam room is oni for max 6 ppl. quite cosy. but if my intention, after this trip, is to seek out bodies from gym sessions, wun i b falling into the gay-gymers always seek sex category?

i dun like those gay themed place, cos every1 thinking of entering each other. but this plc, is probably wif a str8'er theme. n it's in working office area. probably catered for workign class ppl who wanna relax n chill out. i duno.. i dun wan fall into the gym-sex group, but tis exp has.. changed my thinking.. cos, it's where we can see each other, look at the bodies, n they probably of a certain lvl of thinking n maturity. n the lighting is clear enuff.

i had been to another steam room in the city area. those ppl... umm.. probably intend to visit city, so they visit the gym oso. overall, the gym has given mi some changes in thinking
1) gymt o keep fit n relax. - whih i love.
2) gym in such place, has a relax theme, instead of every1 rushign for a die-for-u gym figure. n it's not crowded. haha. again, well, it's sunday... ppl probably b heading for city to chill out, n not to office area..
3) in the steam rom, like today.. u know...

i dun wan go those.. rush hour gym... will b too packed. n esp those.. gay themed gyms..

oops... i'm losing my point.. wat i wanna say is, i'm waitignf or the mgmt guy. but wif the way things go, he's attached (?) n going overseas.. will there b a chance for us? if not, n wif my mindset tuning towards gym n relaxing (in all senses), i may really.. not consider LTR as a possible route for mi.. but take frnship as my priority.. n to heal my needs, may go such gyms to work out, n relax my self.. cos i find tat everytime after i workout (be it jus swim, or gym), i feel honry. cos i'm re-vitalised?

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a side issue. the bus whcih i took to work to day, i thot it ends at the mrt b4 my house. but kauzzz... it;s not... i even gong gong sit till it's reached its terminal stn den i can get home.. gosh.. for this wk of work, i oso expect ymself to... put in extra effort to make things work..

gdnite

happy, confused, bewildered,
kevin