luv_ktv's untold moments

i realise tat, the 3 mth prob, other than determining if u suit e comp n vice versa (i finally am in such a position to say tis, instead of merely "if u can integrate wif the comp policies"), it's also a period tat employers dun wna u to source for other jobs.. cos, u dun have any LVE to take at all... unless u take MC lah..

for mi, i'm sourcing other jobs, n if no job get mi yet, i.. guess.. i stay on. but if someone start looking for new job, wat's the probability tat he wun jump ship?

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wondering if there's an aspect of mine which needs serious improvement.. jus now, 1 staff ask a snr staff whether something will be stored permanently in memory while prpgramm running. i was typing away at my pc.. n overheard the subj. n i decided to chup in. they were thinking for secs, n i suggested they can store in session variable.. haha.. the jnr (not jnr to mi, but to the snr) den.. (haha, i think he's EQ unstable type.. the normal person who do things by his emotions) den the jnr diam diam, n try to do his own way still n proclaim "den like tis still can rite?".. i din say further n moved back to my seat.

den snr ask if any1 wanna bfast. i exclaimed "no thx, had mine.. but if u treat, i go". a while later, they went for bfast. i din join. ya i know it's a good time to join them cos i nothing to do. but.. i really dun see the need/pt. over 2 mths, din really find a common topic to tok.. usually, they chat soemthing, i luff it off; i ask soemthing, i chip in; or i say soemthing, den someone try to reply in humourous way.. haha...

basically, there's nothing much to keep mi here.. oni "i been doing tis proj for 2 mths n know soem info". prev'ly, still had 2 reasons. 1 being can see a cute guy on my bus almost everyday, 2 being my office is near the mgmt level guy.. but both r leaving in jun.. wel, these jus side reasons lah.. not impt 1.

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above post was done days back till now. today is 25/5/06. jus had a chat wif... or rather a discussion wif my sup. i initiated it, to resolve any conflicts n misunderstanding btwn us. after tis, we had a better understanding of each other, or rather, he understood mi better. perhaps i have more free time, so i am better able to reflect on wat happened during 2 mths, while he is more focussed on work.. but the discussion was nice... i dunno if it's gonna b good yet.

we resolved most issues... den he told mi, we r still lagging behind a lot. n he is still grooming mi.. but in fact, i dun need any honeymoon.. i even asked if he got anything for mi to do.. he say he is still arranging... oh well... i jus take now as a relax period..