Wednesday, May 17, 2006

i'm still contemplating of whether i shdl stay on anot.. muz think of whether it's a personal reason,or mroe for prof reason.. i dun wan to leave due to my sensitivity.. sigh, how come my career prospects always o uncertain 1?

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tell mi wat to do!! i msg the mgmt guy morning. den ask him how is his life n stuff. cos he gona b overseas working, i ask if he will b going into distance LTR. he reply "it's nto tat smooth going". i ask wat happen... den no reply.. so in evening, i took the courage to msg him "jus to tell u tat, no matter wat happen, u got a listening ear here, to let u pour out ur sadness and sorrow, take care "

he replied "thansk kevin, i regret of wat i've done.. i'm alright. u have a good evening. good luck in u studies"

upon tis msg.. emotions overwhelmed mi once again... thtos flooded my mind. i wanan reply to him, but i wanna keep tab on my intentionsn wordings. phrasings, n dun scared him off wif over the hill expressions.. yes i may b thinking to much. i took 2 hrs to compose the msg. i wanna say "i'm still here, waiting for u", "hope we can have a chance", "u still have mi here". but i wanna sound encouraging, n not too obvious (too direct) in my lines... n although it's easy to gain entry when someone's depressed, i dun wan take tis route.. i finally sent "hope u r really alrite, as such things need time to heal. rmb, i'm still here for u...in all ways. hugz

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haha. how does it fele to know tat... someone';s waiting for u? or did my sms pass tat msg??

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