collection of contact lens
wah liao... i sent my contact lens 2 wks back on tues (incl tis wk) for checkup, den optometrist told mi to go eye checkup oso, saying tat, lens chk may take 2-3 days, den eye checkup liao n collect lens is jus nice timing. ok.. i'm fine. damn it! 1 wk has passed, n no news?? i called them up, n they say the ger is on lve n she is personally attending to it, so they dunno progress. i called when she came back, n she ask mi if got news from eye doc, cos she waiting for my response. huh?? she say she oso told the lens side not to do any repairing till i get back to her. kauz! she din tell mi anything?? in end, i had to rush her siazz.. n told mi to chk wif her again at 2pm, 2 days later.. damn. if i cant get my lens ready, i sibei bo-bin liao..
med chkup 4 new job
den, my new job need mi do med chkup. i went for it on monday, but queue too long, i dun wan wait. den decided to go on sat. den i chk wif family, the wedding start from 8am till noon. den i thinking.. shld i go med first, or wed first?? wat's more need to take lens, n do hair.. wah.. packed day.
sudden change of timing on sat
wah liao.. in end, my sat timing had to change a lot.. my original plan:
1) wait for wedding
2) go med
3) go take lens at 2+
4) do hair at near 3
5) attend wedding
in end, dad come fetch us at 4pm. argh... in an instant, my timing had to change.. okloh.. mum told mi, bro fetch bride over here ard 10+. so if my med finish in 1 hr shld b ok. med there say avg 1 hr wait, 1 hr chkup. they open at 830am. so i went med at 830am. but gosh!!! 832am oredi got ppl inside sitting for their turns?? arghzz. i waited.. n finally my turn... haha.. the doc.. same name as mi.. n quite a nice looker though.. we even had a frnly chat. haha, certanly recommend him to any frn of mine!!
smooth process
phew... i went home, n everything was quite on time.. not late for wedding. but hor, those guys who came wif my bro back home, not yandao 1.. maybe ok n decent looking lah.. after the wedding.. den i know we need to leave for the dinner @ 4pm. kauzz.. my hair dressing timing again must change.. den i have to go eye ger there earlier. n luckily!!!! my lens is ready liao!! i actually intend to tell the ger, she din inform mi abt the repair issue, but nah... next time den i tell, i got no time to waste.
cute hairstylist
ya ya.. i still like him.. den the hair stylist, feel so much like hugging him, when he is facing mi, doing my hair. he is so my size. tis time, i din get to ask him out for gym.. think next mth i will.
n the cute thing is, when i went in to sit, he was walking past mi, n i waved my hand at him.. he came over, n.. became my stylist for tat day haha.. den as he coloring my hair, his body was so close to mi.. n somehow, either his pouch or his zip (hahha) was pressing onto mi but i.. din check out lol.. den whenever he tok to mi or near mi, i'll peep at his body size, tone n everything.. gosh.. felt like eating him hahah.. den as he was doing my hair.. tat felt HEAVENLY...
i told him, i going for wedding later, den he oso prepare to style up my hair siazz.. n hehe, the main stylist, an auntie, dunno if she on purpose, she let the guy solely take charge of my hair hahah... n say "mus do very good har".. although it's not a very colorful (hair) result, cos it's not so startling n refresh style, i like it. yes, cos it's him. n i actually find it kinda.. msian styel lol.. no offence lah.
den hor!! cos the cover sheet for hair trimming taken away liao, n he use the blower to clear my hair, those tiny strands of hair fell onto mi.. den i try to remove them.. n he try to use the blower to sweep it off.. but haha.. hair fell onto my zip area.. the area a boxer brief covers up.. n he so paiseh when he blow it there hahaha.. CUTE! ya, i know y he paiseh lah.. fancy using blower to blow tat area hahha...
wearing tie
haha.. den after hair do liao, i went to tidy up. wah liao, i really getting more inclined as an exhibitionist siazz.. cos i wanan take off my top n clear up the hairy mess.. but i decided to go into cubicle to do it.. hengzz! nhor, after wearing my tie (i'm proud! i still rmb how to do a tie even after 10 yrs of not doing!!), i felt so damn formal... n loitered around till family came.. n as expected, my mum dilly dally till the timing mess up.. sigh.. cant blame her.. i guess she always sore, whenever my dad is rushing for time, n she maybe not totally prep to marry her son off.
waiting in hotel room
we got to the hotel, n while waiting in hotel rm for dinner to start, a ger tok to mi.. i was so stunned.. cos i dunno how to react!! cos her topics quite daring (we were toking abt how nice the sauna is n she mentioned things abt "strippin" n "getting into pool") but, i am biased against my bro.. n although i;'m open abt myself, i cant b 2 relaxed wif them, cos they still knw my bro.. as in, i am open enuff usually to make n knw ppl.. but these ppl know my bro, n i am biased against him. i dun really wan anythign to do wif him..
n wat;s more startling is, when i reach the dinner hall, i forgot something n wanna go back to room. den this ger came over, gave a blur n innocent expression, n ask wherei goin.. arghzzz... if a guy... i guess i'll give him a hug siazzz...
den while waiting for my sis, my aunt oso spoke to mi. i knw where she's coming from, but few days later, i decided i'll challenge her words.
cos she's saying, i shldn't bring home guys overnight, cos i muz oso think of my sis. wat if they do soemthing to her?
i understand she's trying to make the pt tat, my mum feel strange i bring guys home. so aunt give alternative view, using my sis as excuse. but till now, i oni bring guys home for a while. overngiht is oni 1 time. n she (or they) focus on tis 1 time.
bring guys home i personally feel i can use "work" as excuse.
overnight, if they forbid, i'll wan to know y.. frns stay inside my rom. r they not trusting my frns? do they think my frns will tease my sis? my sis dun even knwo them n we r staying inside room. yes, i'm aggressive tis time. perhaps 'cos i really wan my freedom..
at the dinner
at the dinner, haha, i guess its my first time to b so outgoing in front of these (long distance) relatives. i learnt how to play a host hahha.. by moving around n toking to them, greeting them. it's kinda fake to mi, but well it's called "socialising". n i;ve evolved to.. someone who dun need to care much abt personal feels n emotions.. it is a time to b gracious n b kinda outgoing... n so fun to tok n chat around my table siazz.. n felt so nice when my sis (she always had the optimal view n opinion) ask mi how shdl she pose hahha.. cos i got imaginative n creative minds when it comes to posing hehe..
n now, at my age, i can see things from other angles.. such as, ppl who live alone, they will wan to have someone listen to them, toking abt the daily happenings.. in short, bitchin. n my uncle, oso tok more to mi..
n had a great time wif foto shots. my dad.. oso stun teo, when i put my arm over his shoulder during foto shot. wel,l cos i nvr did tat b4 haha..
photo taking time..
when i got home, i even.. took a series of shots of myself.. umm, when ppl get radiant, do they feel more confident of themselves in every way? be it verbal, image, behaviour? cos i really like my pix siazz!!! n having the courage to look at myself int he mirror n pix.. n may even turn myself on siazz..
n now, i find myself not tat "eee, i dun like dat person" n shun person anymore. but as courtesy (unless something real bad happen), i'll still say hi n chat a bit. will try not to, jus 'cos i not familiar with them, shun them.
sunday happenings..
on sunday, i supposed to have a foto shot session wif soemone, mi the photographer. but last min, change timing. den my left eye twitched.. oh well.
turns out tat, a frn i meeting for a concert was late. late by 30 mins. i thot abt it: well, wat's teh pt in losing my anger at him? he's late. he's oredi flustered. n if i get angry somemore, wat's teh use/pt? n later, i realised, he usually dun come city area on wkends, so the traffic conditions on sunday, maybe he dunno.
den during concert, had a fun chat wif him haha.. he quite on the screw loose side. after concert, in toilet, got a guy look at mi into mirror but wat can i do? i jus shied away.. i mean i look down.. den later, look up again, he still looking.. haha..
n here, i re-met some of my old acquaintances.. got 1, i saw on mrt b4 1, he.. jus socially say "hi n keep in touch" (not so short conversations lah), but i wonder if he even rmb my name n anything at all. yes i forgot his myself. but.. if he oso dun rmb, n jus say tat social phrase, its jus so bo-sim..
umm.. haha anyway, i was dressed in basketball singlet.. making sure my arms r shown till armpit, but the opening there is small ahaha...
n i finally have my room!!!
i am totally excited!!! in my family house, having my own room, arrangin my own things here/there. no 1 can interfere... shuangz. n i oso plan to re-arrange the furniture inside. haha.. reasons:
1) tis is my room liao, i wanna have a diff feel n look
2) adjust fan position, so tat it wun block any enjoyer
and top reason!
3) now the pc is .. when the door open, the pc rite at the door. den when use pc, my back is facing the bed and the bed can see watever is appearing on the screen 1 loh.. so i'll shift the things so tat.. the bed will be e first thing ppl see when enter room, den pc will b next to window.. haha.. den the monitor will blocked from view from bed!! yeah!
n now, in process of re-arranging my vid collection (yes a lot.. when i preview them to re-cap, i still get high :P).. den will share wif my frns..
work stuff...
at work, my sup ask mi do documentation. ok i accept it, cos it's needed for the person taking over to fully understand the structure n flow of the program. den sup say he give mi 1 wk to complete, cos "i have asked ppl to do such docu b4, so i understand the time length needed". hahaha... from tis line, it tells mi a lot abt the turn over rate liao!!
tis company abt 5 yo nia. if turnover rate not high, y oni got 2 ppl working here for > 3 yrs? i really pity them.. everytime mus get new staff n train up.. n have i mentioned tis b4? tat 3 yrs back, the econ not gd. tat time, employers select their staff. so, when the 2 ppl started, it was probably no choice, n get any job tat comes. den now, 2 yrs down the road, it hard for them to jump ship lioa. cos the longer u stay in company, the harder for u to leave, as the exp is gained n u got recognition from the company. unless the plc really sucks...
mum showed mi a digital watch.. haha, i grabbed it from her n wearing it. my old watch is losing battery and jus now, got a new watch. no need to buy battery or new watch. n tis watch, by std (or default, in pc terms), got a "ti-ti" sound every hr. wah, hearing it really tells mi how fast time flies..
having a strong sense of how work process shdl b carried out, n havign a power mind of building a proper career path, n wnana make it a good path, i am focussing on having a career, instead of jus a job which lemme earn $$. perhaps if i jus treat it as work, i wun b so moody working here, cos all the procedures n mis information, i'll jus bochap n forget abt it. but nah.. i wna a proper career...
n tyday, i was honest abt my payslip. i felt bad abt myself, by being so frank, as i got $300 less. but when i discussed wif my sis, she said it's GD. n somehow, it was a blessing in disguise... to think my rite eye twitched.. haha
cos, when i saw the big pay, i wonder if i shdl tell them. as, i dun think they will b chking accts. n if they find out, they can stil ltake back money. but somehow, i kay poh, tell them. i den regretted it, n was so moody siazz.. even had a 15-30 min break to cool n get over it. den later, the ops mgr came in n reminded the hr ger tat i took 5 days lve. but she was so ahppy siazz.. i overheard her mentioning it uprite "i reminded her abt the unpaid leave" 2 times siaz!!
at tis pt, i think i may have made the rite move, cos, by informing, i showed my integrity. blessing in disguise hor?
den next morning, the ops "manager" ("" cos it's jus the title, he is blur n unprepared at times.. suitable for a small size company, where there is no std to take up certain posts..) told mi to help do some work.. at tat instance, i know i had nothing to do, but i dun wan to b made use of. so i told him i got things to clear up still. it's the day/time for mi to protect myself against "abuse".. lol
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Congrats on all this happy stuff. Make sure you post the pictures, now!
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