Saturday, April 01, 2006

focussing on reading my monash book "Introduction to Management Science", cooping myself up at home. For economic reasons as well as for academic purpose.

however, over months, n months (yr is 2 long), an ex-frn of mine has been tryign means and ways to contact mi. msn, frnster, hp. n perhaps some other legal ways. my way of forgiving is, is the person really sincere in making up, he'll try his best to contact u n stay in contact. this person has now tried really various ways. he even register in flix movies n asking mi to join him. although i'm not sure if the "joining" is done wif real intention, or he's still having my address in his contact list.

if he's really so keen, i dun mind staying in contact with him, but our closeness will b cut to minimal. i no longer can share my intimate moments wif him, n no longer trust him wif watever he says to mi. being "used" is 2ndary. used, as in, he making use of mi for monetary gains. n.. now i'm really tight financially, or as always. he's a person who enjoys going out n staying out. i'm gotten out of that cycle. i'm nto sure, if i still keep in contact with him, will these affect our "frnship" ("" is on purpose) adversely?

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