luv_ktv's untold moments

n i have thot of, again, changing company today.. well, due to non-enjoyable lunches.. but.. kauzz.. everythign is alright.. the workload, wat i learn.. is alright.. less the tranport fees lah.. n how isolated we are from public transport. lunch is cheap as usual. but.. i wonder if.. enjoyable lunch is part of criteria for an enjoyable work env.. 1 fact to consider is, the age of my dip.. n the fact that i'm new to practical knowledge.. n.. i'm REALLY really alright wif the workload.. jus tat.. i can't click wif the ppl here.. i can b a loner during lunch.. no prob, since i cant click well wif some colleagues..

ok.. tok abt mi now.. wah liao.. last nite, the whole office at 610pm, i all alone in office liao. den decided to KO earlier oso.. sigh, din enjoy bus trip, den teh mrt came jus as i went up escalator, so i boarded it. when i alighted, the positioning n location of the point so not like the past times.. felt so odd.. n my timing oso funny.. bit too early to dinner, but if go back home, will b 2 hot, go family, dunno if dinner is ready.. i decided go family. but... alas, dinner not ready. after dine, tried to rush home.. to catch a guy smoking.. den oso no luck. next morning, not on time to get TODAY.. n the bus to work not crowded like usual.. plus the cutie not there..

enuff.. today, after work, chill out wif frns.. umm.. n i somehow find tat, since my asgt stress, i kinda gettign anti-social.. n short tempered if care is not taken. cos i dun like to mix wif crowd liao.. but.. is the stage of coming out.. really so std?? eg.. flirt wif ppl, have flings, chiong pubs, getting picked up.. in the chill out, met up a frn.. who.. although he had turned gay 1 yr back, i jus know oni today. now, he's really getting much more flamboyant, n conclusive, impatient, n maybe impulsive liao.. he tok abt his clubbing exp, tok abt getting bfs n having sex.. sounds so much like.. or perhaps exactly like.. mi n oz pal 3-5 yrs back, when we started enjoy gay life.. does this cycle happen to ppl who jus came out.. n wanna have a glimpse of gay lifestyle? cos in clubibn n sauna, it's easiest to look at good bodies... n get to know ppl.. but oso an easy way to lose urself..

i perhaps m stressed out.. so when i hear his tales, i merely thot "oh well, another punk telling his coming out exp..."