luv_ktv's untold moments

for a long time, din blog liao, n din check my visits' log.

anyway, hope can do a quick re-cap. on monday, mum's bday. BIG DAY! was ready to celebrate it. but later mum say, no 1 confirm anything, n was abt to cancel it. sis call mi to ask if bro caused it, as he's not free. ok, she added "jus cos he not free, den dun celebrate anything?". so i called mum to enquire. heeh, i spurred her off, n in end, i made the arrangement wif mum, sis n dad to bring us to seafood restaurant!!! ME!! ahah, feel quite good tat i managed to coordinate them haha.

but hor, GOSH, the seafood is live animals. i see them, n we are supposed to choose which we wan. i was struggling within mi. why am i carnivore? i hate to see myself eating these aniamls, causing their deaths. but then, if they're already dead, i feel better. u see, if i choose to eat 1 dish, 1 of them will be killed right on the spot to satisfy my hunger. i din even dare go up and look at them, i stayed behind my family. i feel so terrible. i almost wanna cry. wat's more, later, when we wanna the prawns, the person went to catch it. know wat?

she put the net in, the prawns were all resting n swimming around, and later all JUMPED away from the net. but 2 bad, din manage to escape from the net. i even thot, shld i smash all the tanks so tat they can escape? i think i dun dare eat anymore live seafood... prefer them dead b4 i see them.

den my boi celebrated my bday, n got greetings from some ppl heheh. over these times, i kinda realised more abt myself when it comes to relns, so i "came out" to my boi. well, perhaps due to some invisible wall tat is blocking my emotions frm flowing out? or some self defence due to failed relns?

when my boi celebrated my day, hhe, i was pretty happy :) din really expect him to buy mp3 player for mi, cos my life was kinda... set to not need it. cos it wasn't on my list of MUZ haves, i was happy, not excited :) hehe, ya it sounded a bit cold lah, but in front of my boi, why i wan hide my true feel and show .... well :) but the thing is tat, he tricked mi1!!! he din take the mp3 out from the packaged set, n wanna mi to feel n guess wat it's, while it's inside paper bag. WAH YOZZ... in the end, i guess "mirror" and soem other things. heheh. bue teo.

den went to my buffet dinner at jap restaurant. hehe, quite ex... n he hor, made a joke/fool out of us siazz...

nowadays my monash start liao, n java i MUZ pass exam by end aug. so damn stress. n java is a crash course wif (i blif) certified instructors. and they teach everything so much so fast (14 chaps) in 5 days! wha liao, so fast, so stress. den saturday i went to take monash course, wah yoz, suddenly not used to the speed of the 3 mths course. slow steady not QA from the instrcutors.

den after class, i was like a kid (or perhaps birdling) waitign to see my ... loved one / mum. rushed down by foot to meet him up haha, wah liao, so many ppl there, so i ask my boi to meet mi outside. ok lah, i originally really planned to jus msg him if he wanna mi go along. if not, i go home do java. since he need, i willing be there for him. but really din expect to b home oni by 240am.

ahha, got some jokes again. a wingless crow walking from 1 side of the bush to another. and crow masturbating wif his feather LOL. these 2 jokes made us luff till boi's kakis all come to find out wat's wrong siazz...

but after 1 wk, jus wanna say, if u wan ur frns to live well n do well in relns, pls DUN TEACH HIM WAT TO DO. he's not ur servant who lives by ur orders. u may think u know wat's happening in the background n to him, but, as the lines started, u MAY. this is assuming, assumption. n dun backstab oso. if u got any bad impression of a frn, provided u take him as a frn in the first place, why nto jus sort it out, instead of assuming wat he did n giving the wrong advice, by thinking of a certain way of how tat frn did things.

u may think u know wat's best for him, but u are NOT him, how can u b so sure? When it comes to mattyers of the heart, only the parties involved know wat;s happening. Others can only listen, and advise, but shld NEVER NEVER NEVER (damn, i almost wnana repeat 5 times) ask him to follow.