luv_ktv's untold moments

gosh... blogspot is not smooth operating.

dinr eally expect CUTE to read the blog so fast. anyway, the definition of cute is, it depends on who u are looking at, n the person is being looked at. it's a feeling. someone can say a person's cute, but that person may appear avg, normal or even, eeee. but wel,l beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder.

if u dun think u'r cute, above is my explanation. but if u shy to admit it, ahha,. it's another case!!!

but hor, wat i despise is... or r those ppl who claim n crown themselves as cute. where got ppl so thick skinned say he's cute 1?? if ppl dun comment, fair enuff liao.. wah stil muz say "i not cute meh???".. in end, oni paiseh n sia suay oneself =D

but for my exams, i din pass, cos i wasn't tat well prepared for it yet. for the basic, i had the study guide to prep mi. fo the advanced 1, i oni depends on the lecture notes. but these have no connection to the monash classes i skip.

haha, william pal, thx for thinking it thru for mi... unless some ppl who jus care abt claiming to b Mr Cutie. CLAIMING TO B. wel,l i do try not to "relive" the past, but when it leave some impressio in mi, i do get reminded at tinmes. thus at times, i'm at a loss.

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today i went to buy the exam voucher again. 266.75$ again. haha, i veli extravagant hor?? i oredi reserve e guide liao, n intend to borrow it by this wk, den study for it. i jus check my monash exam schedle. 24/10 n 28/10 is my exam day. 19th is my (tuff) asgt due date. so i think my java exam can b se tot 1st of oct.saturday. dunno temp plan still. but tis java exam, i'm determined to pass.

but to buy the voucher, i had not much time for lunch. end up, i buy oni 3 sotong balls for my lunch. cool huh? den pull thru the day. den wah liao, jus as i abt to go home, it RAIN!! pouring so heavy siazz!!! dunno whether tot ake train or bus home. cos train sure veli fast. bus may jam, n slow. but i still decided to take bus. haha boarded the bus. strange, cos i know inside of bus got space to stand, i moved in. den after 2 stops, the guy i facing is alighting, so i got a seat LOL. yes it's crowded.

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some conflicts is running thru mi again. i dunno wat made mi conflcit myself. u know, a frn of mine.. my ex-master, he got tix to a free entry in gym for trial test. he invite mi along since it's free. wkday after work. he told mi on fri or sat. i say need time to plan n think, cos my timing still veli messy. den today, he ask again, i say not free, cos wanna prep java. he of cos bobianzz

den, CUTE ask mi if got job to intro. i check wif my frn. frn say maybe can try luck at some pubs/bars. n can probably meet up n see if CUTE can be taken in. i am the mid guy. we decided to meet 2 days later. i originally thot can get them to mit, i dun need join in. but then, they duno each other. i still need to b ice breaker. at tis ppoint, i din make any adjustment to my plan. i felt tat i shld meet n intro them, so CUTE may get job. so i jus agreed to mit.

wat abt my ex-master? is this double treatment? y is this happening? wat am i doing?

anyway, after dining @ home, i actually was singing "2 hearts, 4 rows of tears" to myself. all the way home. i din sing in sad tone, more of jus humming it softly. meaning to say, i din feel scared to sing. yes it's soft, but at least i manage to still hum it out even when i walking past ppl. usually, my voice will go silently auto'ly.