luv_ktv's untold moments

finished my web design 2nd asgt. but... from lesson 1 of asgt 1, i dunno if it's according to the specs anot.. sighzz.. den now, teh bk i borrow from NLb, seem like veli losoh in the bad way.. some things which not in my exam oso got cover.. dunno how to study... the best thing is, ok, cos i've taken the basic exam wif such study guide. tat SG really goes step by step, bit by bit, clearly tell u wat's going on. but tis 1, it's for exam 310-080, but i'm taking 310-081. it seems oni tat my exam is more updated. so i still use it to build my foundation. den now, i find tat it's got lotsa things tat i nvr saw in the exam tat i FLUNKED in b4. i start to wonder if i shld really read everything.

cos my plan was to read the bk, return to NLB, den study the SG on the web (tat say "purpose of this document is to help in preparation for exam CX-310-081 but we shldn't depend on it solely.") as it's online, available for reading any time. but now, i doubt my planning. the bk covers.. maybe much more. and it's not accurate. cos it';s published in 2003. got a 2nd edition, but NLB dun have it yet. den the SG for my exam, in mcgraw-hill show it come out liao. 60USD. in amazon show not arrived. NLB dun have yet.

i scared later i learnt too much useless things. cos this SG i having now is quite confusing, cos java got thigns wif similar names, den i have troubles remembering whcih belong to which "dept". now i wonder if i shld, read the web first, den read the bk. cos the web will lemme know wat's expected in the exam. have some idea of the topic. den i read the bk again, to build my foundation. tose whcih r extra, i skip. is it a better idea? sighzzz.. this yr is really.. a test for mi...

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Les, yes telling lies to certain ppl def'ly true. but when u r toking to a pal, close frn, it's always better to b frank right? if not, who are u being truthful to?

sighzz.. for my meals, i think i will try to curb it. my appetite getting bigger these days. something maybe wrong. malnutritioned causing it?

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writing of this line dun mean recalling anything of the past, but a mere thot of it. W often seeks hsi frns opinions on thigns, as he's confused n cant b sure of whcih path to take. so, gradually, i started to guide along, mentioning the reason behidn it. haha, it actually backfired. i was said to b demanding, over powering, controlling, n autocratic. oh well.........

n these days, i been hermit. i din read papers. jus stay home all day to do asgt n projs. keeping in touch wif my pals, n they making the time a memorable 1, i start to wonder of the past. i'm so introverted, closetted, unfriendly, antisocial, and quiet. wat made them speak to mi, and change the way i live my life? haha, foudn out from them, it's all fate...

den abt the citrep subsidy. by rite, when the date is over, i can't claim anymore. so i called up and was given a str8 no. gosh, my subsidy gone as well?? 100 $ gone case?? i was disappointed. den i tried a subtle manner, asking if anythign can b done. 3 days later, or 1 wk?, they re-opened it n wnana mi send the supporting docs to them ASAP. i did it promptly. now they r processing it. phew... hope this means a good turn of life for mi... it means if i try again, there will b a hope. i shldn't give up so easily. ahhaha... bullshit?

den hor, my PACNET 4 mths NEVER SEND MI MY BILL!!!! 4 long mths!!!! wat's happening??? den they keep deducting from my giro. din send any bills to mi?!?! wat the hell?! today i cancelled the giro. I WANT MY BILL.