luv_ktv's untold moments

QUEER POWER IN ACTION!!!!

hehe, i kinda can luff my head off when i think abt it. cos it'smy first time to b so drama n ... obvious.

i boarded the bus as usual to work. 1 or 2 stops later, (i thot of this description in 2 secs, and think it's pretty cool) a fat arse wif a dick came to sit beside mi. i quite ok. but somehow, i feel tat his body is getting nearer n nearer to mi. wah liao, den suddenly, when he taking something out from his pants pockets, his arm really rubbed onto mi!!! really those intentional rub, not accidental type!!! gosh!!! cos he din oni touch my sleeve n adjusted himself, but after rubbing, he bochap n continue as though nothing bad happened.

i was unhappy. i stared at him. he no response. so i shifted myself to stick to the wall. but i moved my bag so i ensured there's certain distance between us, n if my bag kena shifted, he's moving his legs to my side. i felt tat, his body still seem to move nearer n nearer. n his leg had touched my bag. he moved his arms. i can see tat he's not keeping the distance we had.

i was oredi thinking wat' i will do if anythign i not happy happened. i thot of jus standign up n move away. but secs later, i cooled down n din do anything. moments later, he moved his arms again, n it's even crossing over to my seat area. i pissed. i stared at him again. i was reading my bk, n i simply closed it, without making a mark. i stood up wif the book in my hand, n carrying my bag, n moved to the standing area. this happened jus as the bus was stoppign at a stop. those who r looking at my direction can see what's going on. cos 1 guy was at the front door, he was looking oso. den as i read my book, i noticed the arse hole was looking back oso. but i think it'll jus embarass him, by doing so.

cos i did such drastic n drama thing, ppl will surely feel something is wrong. but he simply looked back at the commuters... haha.. stupid act. wah liao, i'm surprised i really did such a exagg thing. i think the rest sure think tat arse hole got something wrong.

i dun get it. cos all along, in my mind, i was thinking, he's such big arse. yet when he sit, he bochap his size, n squeeze into the seat?? when he sat down, was ok cos he did keep a frnly distance (ie, not those stick to u pattern), but hwo come late rhe move more n more?? i adjusted my seating liao. den he still sit in some more......... liaozzzzzzzzzz. yes he's big, n i petite. so wat?? dun mean i muz have 30% of the seat, while he have 70%. kauzz.

den at work, was pretty fun.. or kinda fun. cos, somehow, i managed to chat up wif some users of our program. am i really getting frnly? dunno.. jus find tat, some ppl i can tok n joke wif. but, if ppl were to ask y, i wil jus say, it's 2 b frnly to them, so they wun b so nasty in future? cos if they know we are helping them, they wun b so hard n harsh on us...

n somehwo, i realise wat's wrong wif the work. our side is the listen phone type. we got 4 seats, each separated by a table. boss at 1st seat, snr 2nd, jnr 3rd, mi 4th. den snr know the system well, n jnr has been hard trained on the system, so not bad oso. den hor, let's say, if snr n jnr got discover things, they'll jus discuss among themselves. realise wat's going on, n keep it to themselves. unwittingly? duno. if i not on ph, i may know wat they trying to say, n hear. but if i on ph, i DUN THINK they will update mi. cos it's oni 1 time problem?? wat's more, snr is sitting 1 seat away from mi. aything they discuss, unless she really say loud, i sometimes muz go up to discuss. wah liaozz... anyway, i dun have hopes i will stay on.

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watching arts central now. i think from the show, i learnt prtty much. abt myself. i'm an introvert. hhah, tried to b extrovert, but over time realised it takes LOTSA hardwork n effort, whcih i'm not entirely used to, so soemtimes went back to my introvert self again. meaning, i can mix wif groups (extrovert), but i can b a lone ranger too, spending days myself. yes, i cna do it. well, i tried being extrovert, cos i oso wanna frns mah.. but my socialising skills SUX big time. so i tried to b more outgoing, but i think i overdid things, n.. haha, backfired :)

den they oso show kids mixing around well at the age of 3. n they will either watch TV or computer to kill time. haha, think of my past, i oso spent my day watching TV. nvr go out wif frns. after sch jus goh ome, watch TV. tat y during tat time, my uncle commented i super tv fan. ask mi anything abt TV, i sure know. den they oso show tat, kids learn from tv. i think i am, too. but duno how it affected mi.

n they had put 3 kids (all age 3) together. 2 kids started to mix around. 1 kid jus stood at a corner, watching, as a bystander. hehe, i think i oso same. in the past, i'll jus.. stand at a corner i isolate myself. n yes, i need getting used to, if i in new env. but now, due to wokring, i know i have to mix around. so maybe, i'll take some timet o warm up lah. hehe, let's say, .... dun need "let's say" lah.. take it or leave it. right now, i resume my monash studies.

perhaps 'cos i nvr attend class for 1 mth, i lost.. quite some time in mixing around. so, when i resumed my attendance, some ppl r oreadi chatting up. mi, i waited for an initiator. nothign happened, i jus stay by myself. i dun wish to mix around so much. perhaps, 'cos ppl r oredi acquainted with 1 another. may have problem wif ice breaking, so might as well... dun. :)