luv_ktv's untold moments

had a bad day today? somehow.. yes.. or i 2 sensitive loh... anyway, since i've been changing jobs so many times/yr, i been not having sense of job security laiozz... once i make the slightest mistake, i tend to worry abt how will i b judged. today, i suddenly kena my colleagues' dynamite. they all comes together bomb mi. somehow, wat i feel is tat, i sitting at a corner. sometimes i'm on the phone, den they discussing thigns. i duno wat the hell they are toking abt. den they decided on soemthing, or a new resolution was known. then i dino tat.

i think this is affecting mi. i know i mMUZ GET OUT OF HERE. n den, when i heard tat, a new guy is coming in, i thot... my gosh.. suddenly, job insecurity comes in again. den, the sup say i may go over to tech support instead... ok...

but now, i suddenly no mood to study. perhaps the work stress affecting mi alot? i feel tat, i've been studying a lot... the more i study, the more i feel i dunno anything. the study guide din help. kinda no mood to study anymore... dunno.. i plan to defer my exam 1 more wk. i'm really tired... but i know, if i can't make it this time, both monash n java, i gonna have a HARD time.