Monday, October 17, 2005

haha, ever heard of banana being circumcised??

ytday was really a joke. for the morning bfast, my left eye twitched. i went for bfast, n had a bad time. the main course not satisfying, n the side dish... wah liao, pissed mi off siazz... den it's raining when we reached home. so i took a nap, as no plan for the day. n i dun wan do anything. jus wnana rest my life.

den suddenly decided to go out. had wanna go home first den go out. but wah liao, too late liao by tthe tim i leave my home. so, at my family there, altho i dun have much things to wear for outing. i jus grabbed soemthing tat match den hair oso nothign to cover. my dress code VELI poly/sec age siazz.. my hair is the spoilsport. wah liao, den hor even got ppl wanna cruise mi siazz.. (leave it to last para, provided i rmb to write)

but, jus b4 i step out of house, i got left eye twitch again. sighzz.z. guess i gotta b careful? it's seem my 6th sense? right eye is good thing, left eye bad? in e end, i supposed to do laundry in evening, but end up doing in EARLY morning. resd 1am. guess i shldn't keep on the tease. scali it backfire...

abt the cuirsing, well, cut short e story. i have bad impression of ppl, who wanna make their presence felt by "coughin" or some rude n rough gestures.

den today at work, i kinda... got surrpises... i defended my snr when the boss felt soemthing is not rite. den when solving a case, the jnr gave some suggestions, but i felt they dun apply so i din do, and these r drastic acts. so i took the time to resolve it. n finally made it. haha, even the user was happy isazz... n the jnr, although keep urging mi to use her ways, was silent when my persistence paid off. lastly, a new prod is coming out. n i volunteered to check wif the person in charge, resultign in new findings...

den hor, as usual/normal, i was on way to work, den i stunned all the way. i jus stared into blank. duno wat to do abt my future. cos i think IT is not my way. pub singing, teaching, columnist, technical writer, biz, tuition tr, n things tat dun need CERTSSSS (check the number of Ss).

pub singing. sighzz, a fat/wet dream?
teaching. can give a try, but how much can i earn? scrimpt n save is 2 tiresome for mi liao
columnist. i may b a braggart, or over confi. cos my colleagues in office,their language is not my level. i feel tat i am good at language. n wif my view of issues, perhaps i can join in n offer some readers my POV? but no idea where to start
technical writer. dunno wat tat is. but i can write, n got technical background. know how to explain in layperon term. do i fit the bill?
biz. i oso gto think, wif my character, i like to b in charge n do things my way. if i have my biz, i can decide wat shld happen. but wat idea do i have to start it? n captital?
tuition tr. quite ok, but i haven't touched books a long tiem...

den i thto of being adviser. cos i kinda know how it works liao. but den, it's VERY odd tat i suddenly approach an agency n ask ot b adviser. n no 1 find mi. i'm stuck.

den today at work, got 1 case pending for some tiem. she got prob sending proposals. no update from her yet. so i called her to check again. she say he bz n will call back. later after lunch, she really called. n she really appreciated tat i still rmb her case n followed up. cos, she;s right to say, "even if i dun follow up, no 1 knows, n she forgot oso. n everytime she say she will call back, but never did. end up i call her". she is happy tat i got such attitude.

so we chatted a bit. she ask mi more abt myself. she is agent, but developing into leader. n cos i told her, i wanna earn more money, so tat later on in life, can enjoy myself, she ask if i wanna become agent. n ask if anyone ask mi thsi qn b4. i told her some ppl wanna us buy policy from them lah. but first time have ppl ask mi to b agent.

she say she sense tat i'm diligent, n have the intention to make more money. n she told mi, there's no pt in keeping up wif paper qualification. she got dip in BA from SP. den took some ACCA oso, n later on some IT cert, cos she feel IT will b the trend. now she in insurance. i find tat it's really qiao loh... she frankly said, i muz b shameless (thick skinned) n willing to work hard to succeed. last time, due to a large amount of investment fund lacking, i cant go for passive income. now, for insur, i duno liao. cos for now, the oni investment i can think of is, the laptop for the job, n courses tat i need to attend. of cos, i may need to pay for the courses tat i gonna attend.

i'm not sure. the adviser was keen to get mi. n, wif my inclination to take a short rest every now n den, i think i really wan a job tat can let mi control my own time. n i dun mind changing myself to b extrovert, i mean, i can make myself frnly n b chatty. yes it's tiring, but i'm ok wif it. at end of day, i still become a loner? haha, sound superficial hor? oh well, at work, who aint?

recently, got 2 incident. i dunno if it's considered racial prejudice. got 1 indian staff. a guy who joined us 2 mths back commented in the office openly tat, the air freshener smells nicer than the indian's perfume.

n the snr, i dunno wat happened. suddenly, the indian was blamed for not performing a job well. he claimed tat the snr din state the special terms. snr at this time, called the mgmt office n exclaimed tat the indian din fllow the special terms. the indian den defended "u din state the terms, dun say i din follow" in a defensive n soft stance. den the snr later said jokingly, "nvm lah, even the mgmt has not finished wif the prep stuff yet"... wah such quick change in attitude.. hahah...

is there a good working env, where the ppl really is serious in makingt he place good to work in? where every1 is open?

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