Tuesday, February 07, 2006

again.. i got lotsa ideas to write.. well, too much things to say, too lil time. esp when i dun have internet to use... sianzz..

1) i'm happy tat li xiao zhou managed to get into the finals!! wah, i rmb, he got 1 time almost kena kick out. tat was when the kiddy host lost least prof pt. den LXZ kena the least pop guy. at tat pt, my gal pal was wif mi, n when he managed to pull thru, i got so excited i hit her wif my bolster! ahha.. from then on, i decided to send 10 sms to support him, so tat less chance of him getting kicked. these days, he 90% of time sure the top scorer 1. but pop level need to improve. but can see tat more n more ppl support him.. from the least pop wks back, now he somewhere in the middle. but hor, the gers seem like soooo god at PR siazz.. everytime, get top 2 in pop votes.

2) i managed to see that, other than PC, i can still engross myself in watching DVD. haha, well, tat's how boliao ppl kill time.. watch anytime, anywhere.

3) over the weeks, esp after coming back from Oz n enjoying NY celeb wif a new found pal, close frn, buddy watever (dunno how to group him yet), i am learning more abt the importance of going out n catching up wif frns. learnt more abt wat's life n enjoying life means. y ppl often meet up n catch up wif frns.. but tat will happen oni when i really financially viable.

now my hp svc plan is 2k mins free tok time, 300 sms. but then, i seldom call out to ppl to chat. rather than calling, y not jus sms or meet up? i will change my hp service plan, intend to go for the more sms n adequate tok time plan.. den sms to stay in touch n gossip wif frns, den tok time, to pick incoming calls. use sms to plan stuff, calling is when it's urgent. anyway, i'm moving back home tis june, so ph tok shld b no prob

4) i've just sent out my termination letter. on monday, the new boss say will print out the proper contract n get director to sign n ask mi sign. they agree READILY to my proposed start date. like no urgency like dat. i'm thinking, if the delayed start date is not ok for them, they will voice out to mi right? wun keep mum, n confirm other ppl.. this may happen lah, but hope they wun do this. n wat's more, the person confirmed mi 1 day after my interview 1 leh. i sent out my term letter fast, as i need 45 days notice. not a 1-mth. the later i send, the later i can start. anyway, i jus hope things will turn out fine for mi. my first time to get a higher pay.

even if *CHOYZZZZ* nothign good turn out, i will still keep applying for new jobs. now i got a 45days grace period to secure a position for mi. if not, i think i'll ask if i can stay longer longer longer... to reach my full 1 yr of svc...

5) i'm trying to control my EQ properly so tat i wun commit the "at the spur of moment" thingy. i wonder if i'm doing well. a frn who my.. new pal intro to mi on NY, i complimented he's "desirable". "hot" is nice, but it's used too much, esp another person tat day commented i am hot. i called tis frn after CNY, den he was going for his gym routine. wnana tok more, but he no time. but he ok for a dinner.

so tis noon, i called him, rej my call. first time, he picked n hang up, 1 sec. 2nd time, he jus rejected. i called him jus now (a 6 hr lag) n he still rej. so i sms him..

"u bz the whole day?"
"yea sori"
"den u free for a dine?"
"not today. sori. another day perhaps?"
"i din mention today, did i?"
**no reply at all**
"gosh, nw u r too busy to even reply sms. u muz b really tied up, man. u free for dine ?"
"hi, sorri for not answering u. was in a arg wif someone jus now. i cant confirm my time wif u for thurs. can i let u know again? thx!"
**no reply from mi**
"umm, hope e arg din piss u off 2 much."

haha, did i sound impartial, pissed, firm unhappy but calm, or? i hope i sounded firm, direct, calm, but putting the pt across tat, "hey, i asking u out for dine. dun thnk 2 much, dun assume. rej my call 3 times? r u avoiding mi, or really tat busy? if u really think tt, jus 'cos u r desirable, i will have some ulterior motives for dining wif u, get a good view of ur life."

next day, will tok abt wat i learnt from my current job. yes i still managed to learn things from here. haha, tat's y i getting sianzz here. i cna oni say, they dun have any professionalism.

*time to KO...*

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