luv_ktv's untold moments

been a long time since i last blogged... all 'cos my pc is down.. really down.. a lot of things have been happening.. good.. n bad? well, i oni rmb the good things though... wanna forget the bad 1s.. yes, i got internet in office, but i dun use it when i'm not working OT (unlike now). i dun blog during office hours, but after.

umm, well, toked to a poly frn.. jus frn lah, but we chatted for 1.5 hrs siazz.. but, come to think of it, we din meet for a yr, thus lotsa things to say. n i'm happy tat, she comented i've become more confident of myself. yes, i agree. i'm more confident of wat i am, my purpose in being alive and kicking. i exude confidence in my dressing (image), opinions (unless ppl intentionally put mi down, n i dun wish to tok back), relationships, n self worth. my 25th yr of living has been a self-realisation yr.

realising tat frnship last longer than LTR,
even if we like someone, it does not mean we have to have physical contact with him, seeing him happy is enuff liao,
n if u take someone as a frn, u'll want the better for him. u wun mind helping him out watever n however u can.

funny. i'm addicted to a new song now. yes, i was addicted to TATU's All About Us, n stuff. now, i can say, if any GUY is to sing "O-Zone"'s "Dragostea Din Tei", i'll most likely melt. ya, this song came out some time back, abt 6 mths. i heard the song on TV, but tat was when it sounded like disco wif some cutie cartoons. i wasn't turned on by tat.

when the singaporean "guo mei mei" sang it, oh-my-gosh is my response.

den, somehow, i heard on radio or some tv channels, the song starting at "nu ma nu ma..", followed by
"Miya-hee
Miya-hoo
Miya-ho
Miya-haha"
i immediately fell for it. it's cute, funky, simple, relaxing, w/o stress.. jus a fast tempo song, giving u no chance to think too much abt wat it's trying to do. ah, ya, its non-english lyrics helped lotsa. in the english lyrics, its meanings are all revealed. but i still prefer the non-eng 1. feeling the music wif its "non-sensical" lyrics made mi feel someone is entertaning mi to appease mi or to accompany mi when i'm down. saying "relax, calm down, everything will be over soon. i'll b here for u".

haha, am i getting 2 engrossed? well, i'm loving it n ... falling for it.. whichever shld come first logically.

oh ya, after reading up on the 2 bks from NLB, i starting to enjoy reading books. to kill time n to improve my general knowledge. not inot those fictious bks. more to general knowledge... psychology, interpreting ppl's behaviour n finding out the best possible response.

is this a lot to write? nothing in mind to bitch abt. letting things take its place slowly n naturally, writing down wat's happening to mi internally...