luv_ktv's untold moments

finally finished reading my java bk. not sure if i am realyl ready for the job, but at least i read up on java exam again, so as not to paiseh SJCP. now tat i've finished the book (tis time, i din really force myself to rmb the thing, but more to getting the gis n udnerstand it), i dun really know wat i shld do nxt lol..

anyway, r humans really so inclined to new stuff? over the yrs.. or even mths, there have been new faces appearing ont he tv. every now n den got new n appealiing faces.. i have liked pierre png, qiyuwu, julian hee, zzen. but as time goes by, it seems like, i have gradually lost interest in the formers. julian has the fig, n adam oso. so i still love them. others, nope, the interest is lost. i still rmb, taking pic wif zzen when i saw him at It show. but now he's jus another person. seem teh chronicle of life, tat getting accepted is 1 thing, but proving urself n maintaining that level is another..

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ok.. on fri ngiht, i slept pretty late.. so on saturday, i can say i still drowsy. den on saturday, i did some things.. along the day, my eyes have been twitching non-stop.. to an extent, i give up interepreting n rmb'ing abt it timings n meanings.. den.. on sunday, they seem to come true bit by bit.. all the no-gd things, n the gd things..

n i ask my sis abt my work. she spoke from a mgmt POV.. criticised mi for my work attitude going down, not the right thing to do even though i'm leaving, n i shld have discussed wif the sups. i had wanna... but the sup, i feel she surely... dun allow, ccos she bias..

den today... seriously.. i realyl doubt the snr know why i reduce my call load.. the KK seldom pick calls. so during my last wk, i reduce my clal load. so tat he is forced to pick up. den last fri, as i mentioned, i was bombed by snr, tat i din pick enuff calls. ok loh. i will help to pick calls. but i really cant imagine wat'll happen when i leave siazz..