Saturday, March 11, 2006

got a lot of work issues to grumble.

1) i dun have much idea y is tis happening suddenly. on thurs, snr ask mi to update some cases. i discussed 1 case with her, but she dun get my pt. i told her, the user wanted to resolve a prob, but die die dun wan visit us. den she dun get the pt n keep asking mi to try again. ok, den i call. after calling, she actually declared i din pass the right msg. i sounded i jus wanna close case, instead of solving it. i jumped at her, telling her tat she dunno wat the user told mi. she diam diam..

2) she ask mi hwo coem a case not closed, n jus pending there. i told her, i'm waiting to find out, who resolved the case. den she say, waiting dun mean i cannot jus close the case, n let it pend 4ever... kauzz... say until like dat.. again machiam my fault. den i told her, last time i ask her, she say she will find out for mi. den she stunned.

these 2 times, sup is around... AND THEN, wat irritated mi most is... on thurs, i have to go for sch. b4 6pm, i asked openly if i can go earlier. no reply, i took it as silent consent. den i went off, after announcing i leaving. den as i reached ground flr of office, they called mi, demanding i go up again. WAT?? i went up, the sup reprimanded mi for not respecting snr, who is asst sup. i shld always ask snr for permission. den, snr said, ok i can go...

how does tat feel huh?? going up, to get a scolding, n going down in mins. can't they jus tell mi when i get backt o work the next day?? sighzz.. other reasons i oso dun wan mention.

n these day, sup seem to be picking on mi... i can oni say, i've lost ym respect for him being impartial..

den for snr.. i find her.. silly.. during work, i was chatting wif a developer about java stuff.. we chatted for abt 5 mins. den right after we ended, snr tok to tat new ger. it felt like.. snr was listening to our conversation.. den, today we working OT.. wah siao.. i felt so much discrimination. sup n snr came LATE. very late. machiam, early birds do morr work. den.. snr hor, actually oso secretly observe wat i do siazz... obvious observation... hahah.. somehow, jus observing, how far this helpdesk will stay cohesive...

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watching the show hosted by adam chen. it's abt rescuing of dogs. they are just SOO pitiful!! adam n the real rescuers went to find the stray dogs. den, the narrator said, u have to squat down, to reduce ur aggressiveness, wif them, and feed them food, to get into their gd books. den once they lower their guard, u can pick them up n pat them. they'll feel safer.

i support their cause, n happy tat it's easy for them to rescue the dogs.. but then, i scared tis part will b abused.. in such a way tat, dog haters will know how to entice dogs n... threaten them.. dogs are JUS SO TRUSTING! IT'S GOOD N BAD!! when the dog was rescued n patted, i was weeping.. it's so just trusting!! wat if those guys r jus hoax????

den as the dog is brought to kind souls' houses for a voluntary washup, i felt so happy for it.. it's been rescued, n in good hands... den as adam ended tat part wif the dog, i felt happy for it... n wept again... ;) now, anotehr dream of mine, is setup a home for the dogs... FOC.. for ppl who really abandoned n no 1 wanna them.. i dun care abt taboo n disabled dogs...

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