luv_ktv's untold moments

regarding riots, i do know its negative effects. but, seeing that other countries have riots occurring so easily, what is it that prevented any riots in singapore? laws, work commitment, or simply not-in-our-blood?

horniness? no lah.. jus to blog my growing up n realising process.

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been watching the ch8 idol contest. i din stay tuned to it, but at least saw who kena boot out. these ppl r still young. is tat y, they may not know anything abt acting? they jus have a passion for it, but not sure wat it entails? cos as an actor, u have to take care of ur every movement n gesture. i heard may phua teling them, every gesture has a motive. i find the word too heavy. i prefer purpose. using ur eyes, lips, facial, hands, body, legs. these all carry meaning when they move. n.. sometimes, when they boot out, they'll say, the stage let them experience the taste of life, n to see things from a diff view. haha.. well, i can say, as helpdesk person, i have been doing tat as well.

anyway, now i finally realise, why some ppl can experience a change in mindset after taking up a role. cos, when they take the role, they have to immerse themselves fully into the role. tink as tat person, feel n move like tat person. u have to really make urself into tat person to pull it off. u may have been ppl expericing certain stages of life. but without being thru it, u may not udnestand the emotions running inside them, n wat they r thinking of at the moment. n if u really manage to live in tat person's world, u could really b affected by his culture n mindset, until u lose ur original character, or u gain another perspective from his view...

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i've just collected my amei latest cd. when i saw her posters being pinned up in cd-rama wks ago, i suddenly felt like crying. it's been a long time since i saw her.. at all. it's like someone who i idolise, i have not been in touch wif her. den when i collected her cd, browsing thru the cd info, i almost wanna cry. it was like i am picking the things she left behind, without a word.

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seems like, it's my first time, to wait for so long b4 i buy somethign. i've oredi made up my mind to buy it liao. first time to actually still wait, b4 i purchase it, n wait for 1.5 mths still. cos my contract ending 7th mar. i'm tight now, i cant afford to b a spendthrift. have to wait till tmr 7th mar to get it.. wah long wait siazz.. but at least, i learnt to bide my time.. no need to rush into things to make it work.. sometimes, "good things come to those who wait" is true.. but, never forget, "opportunity never knocks twice" :)