luv_ktv's untold moments

i finally understand n realise, if a frn is sad, why we muz not mention the names of those ppl involved. after bfast wif family, i went back home. if someone mention abt my boi at this time, i blif i'll go silent. to think, when my dog left us, i can still tok n chat wif ppl abt how come it died. but tis time, at the mention of my boi's name, i blif i may jus weep.

perhaps my pessimistic self has come back once again. if somethign is to happen to us, i really have no idea wat gonna happen to mi. work, i'll still do. but my life, will b in a total mess.

I HEREBY VOW THAT I'LL MAKE MY BOI FEEL LOVED N PROTECTED ONCE AGAIN!

how come so qiao. i strugglign to finish my java prac. once a while, i'll watch TV. so qiao, certain scenes appear make mi think abt mi, n my boi. those lovey dovey scenes, n those tiff scenes. i really feel like crying (n yes, i wept). not being able to b wif him when he needs mi most, making him so angry tat he dun sms mi anymore.

i jus came home after dinner. on way home, i can imagine the pain my boi is going thru now. it makes mi so sad. my eyes are all watery. i even had to look at the sky to ctrl myself. my boi....

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as i jus got home, i realise my room has been broken into again. too much evidence for mi to discover, jus 2 much. if he read my blog, he shld know wat to do.

perhaps after my exams, i'll move out aagain. cos there's no way to prevent him from trespassing into my room.