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I PASSED MY JAVA BASIC EXAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111

wah liao!!!!!!!!!!! i was so stunned!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when i was told i passed, i dunno how to react. den when i saw the paper myself. wah liao, if my frn (or my boi) wif mi, i surely scream. heeh, but i controlled myself n kept smilign all the way. i wanna give the admin guy a hug, but he prefer jus handshake haha. gosh!!! i can't wipe my smile away at all!!! i was beaming wif delight!!!!

i almost wanna weep... i finally know wat it really means by ???? (which means, tears of happiness) i really felt tat my effort has paid off!!!!! study so hard, n finally my first obstable is over!!!!! i msged some ppl. most replied in 10 mins. sighz, the 1 who i really wanna share my joy wif, replied 1 hr later. i was hoping he reply mi, den i call him to elab. or he call mi, oso can. den later, i received a sms/call from him, but he seems bz wif his frns, not in mood to share my joy. more to telling mi how much he miss mi. i guess wrong timing loh.

den later, heard he'll b playing game. thot of surprising him, by appearing there outta blue. din expect him to mean, he'll play 1 hr later.

anyway, i am so excited!!!! u know, for mi, i ... ok some history. ok lah, i dunno how to hide lengthy story, unlike some gal LOL, so... a bit loh soh here. history: i first touch java in '97/98. den for my graduation proj in 2k, i oso used java. den till now, dun have exposure to java at all. den for this java cert i taking, got 2 parts (read: component), 1 is web, 1 is basic. in order to take web, muz finish basic first. my poly dip cant allow mi to bypass the basic. so, i jus had to pass it somehow. due to bochap n anyhow n chin chai attitude, i dinno i had to pass the basic till i took the web component class in mid jul. den i know i MUZ pass basic first.

siao liao, 2 exam at 1 go. preparing for web is tuff enuf. i dun think got time to do pracs for basic liao. so, i borrowed book from NLB, n i know, i muz finish the boko in 1 wk, cos i MUZ finish web n basic by aug. so i PIA PIA like siaoz. diner oso tbuy outside meal. everyday jus go home n read bok. in office oso same thing. luckily got n'day, i got timet o read more. but had to neglect my boi.

the theory wise, i thot everything is in mind liao after reading boko. den when i did the self test section, kauz, i realise some topics, 50% is my accuracy. i was so stressed n despondent. i dun even know if i can make it. here is the strezzz factor:

in order to take web, i MUZ pass the basic. if basic dun even pass, web can forget abt taking it, cos got a rule saying, if i cant pass an exam, muz wait 2 wks to take again. n if 3 times liao, still cant pass, muz get permission from Sun to re-take. if i dun pass basic, it mean i cant take web, n cant pass anything, den all my $$$ invested in it gone case liaoz. as it's after aug liao. so i muz PASS basic by hook or croak in order to advance. wah liao, damn strezz!!

but from the self test, seem like my solid foundation has melted. i got basic foundation oni. i was so fed up wif mysefl. felt like crying to relax, cos i really so damn strezz! but i dun wnana take teh ez way (read: d**th) but fight for my future.

den i thot my timing for studying quite ok liao, but in end, cock up a bit. last min still revising a bit. but i told myself, i need to know how to ttake the exam wif confidence. so i planned wat time to be at the exam place. relaxed a bit, n took it. ahha, asked a no of qns abt the procedures cos i first time. den while taking, *am i letting out some secrets of Sun if i say something? cos they got some agreement whcih i "agreed" w/o reading thru, as the reading is taking up exam time!!!!*, so while taking, i wonder if they oso allow some kinda passionate marking.

some questions, i somehow rmb mi reading them in the selftest, or theory. but i kinda forgot the results. SHIT! in the end, had to guess. n some questions i really doubt my answers. plus, somtimes my selftest ans is wrong, end up i dun really know if my understanding is there. chamz even. even best, i read the exam requirement: it shld not have a topic, but it appeared in the exam!!!!!!!!!!! err, hehe, i jus check the req again, oni got 4 words to indicate it's included in exam.

den during exam, some ans i not certain if correct or not, n some questions, at first i din ans cos totally blur. in end, i ti-kam the most possible 1. when everything is done, the 2 hr exam left oni 10 secs to kill. good hor? no wonder some ppl feedback the time is too short. i wasn't confident at all tat i'll pass anot. i even resorted to praying to my religion n ancestors as per std.

when eveyting's done, i jus wnana have a break. i know i cant do much, cos still got asgt, n 1 moer exam, but i MUZ relax. hehe. n finally did. took pig trotter for lunch, n watch recorded male superstar. wah liao, know wat? the trotter hor, i used to eating it from those kway chap. first time eat from choy fan stall. kauz, almost like operating on it to get the meat siazz. den the owner say, if i buy trotter ($4), he dun add rice cost. haha, i bought trotter, cos i wanna somethign diff. n he oso din add any cost when i wanna add some tofu.

oh, the superstar thing. luckily i recorded. cos, the old songs, wah really remind mi of the old days siazz. was singing along wif them. hehe, to mi, i did sing well too haha. esp tat "???????", "????????? ????????????. brought back happy memories... i mean the song is VERY touching. hehe, maybe i relaxing, so for 2nd n 4th song, i used lotsa falsetto. haha. for weilian, he sang GOOD. but i scared judges say he seme to be imitating. for the junyang, wah liao, he din use his heart to sing siazz. den wei jian, not bad. but he does sing well. 2 bad, it seems weijian is out.

and these days ch 8 is always showing those old movies.. old but good hehe. as usual, after the exam, felt like going irc, but ahha, now i got my boi wif mi, y shdl i? hehe. oh ya, Lin Ching Hsia is really good at acting...