luv_ktv's untold moments

totally depressing day. had expected a better 1, but, oh well.. "some ppl" say i'm too logical and lack the emotional side. *somehow i dun wan write 2 much, cos no pt in toking so much crap here... but jus cant stop myself*

i can oni say, it does not take jus 4 mths to understand a person. yes i may be full of reasons. tat is 'cos, logic rules the world. passion get you going. u know tat i cant control my emotions at times. tat's when my emotions set in, and i cant control it. reasoning comes in when i am able to think properly.

when i can't, it means my mind is really taking a rest n dun wan b disturbed. i dun dare say i know u well enuff, but still trying to understand u better. going by reasoning, n thinking, i will not think of buying u some food u always love, when u've just finished a meal. however, even during cold days, i oso conflict myself by eating ice-cream, but find it too cold to drink cold water.

'cos i simply like the ice-cream n jus wanna take it. u dun need to rmb exactly how i'll react in some cases, or wat 'll i say. cos ppl change n grow up. jus b urself, n b natural. if u keep pressuring urself, n do things u DUN enjoy, wat happiness will u get from it?

yes, i did give up parties for u. tat's a natural sacrifice. cos i need to respect u. but till now, i still observe. or, as you always claim, i look at guys. if u wonder, how come i'm SO BUSY these days n timing so cock up. imagine urself in my shoes. my blog has written it. for timing cock up, when part 1 of my strezz is relieved, i really have no wish to plan once again. u may be thinking, my exam over. surely wanna relax n wanna mit up.

yes i do. but think of the impending asgtmt i have on hand, and the exam left for mi. i have lil confidence i can do it, cos.. tat's mi. i wanna relax, but i cant. i have oni so much time remaining.

on the emotional side, no word can repair it. oni care n concern can heal it.