luv_ktv's untold moments

w/o my boi by my side, i begin to get flustered. still rmb, 1 time, i sms him something. he duno wat i meant, so he called his frns in midst of night, asking their opinions. now it seem to be happening to mi. his sms to mi were suddenly so cool n calm. now i wonder if i shld also ask my close frns for advice...

during our 3 mths, sometimes he feel tat he's a bad bf, cos it seem like, watever i tell him, it does make sense. he feel bad he din think of the conseq tat i told him. but come to think of it, y shld i impose such reasoning onto him? i din manage to catch this emotional side of him, but merely kept asking him to think of wat'd happen shld he do tat. y din i jus tell him nt to do it?

i jus hope tat, 25th of aug, will b a romantic day for us both.

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jus got home, from "my classes". damn it. really stuck here. both asgt, do haflway. 1 asgt, the tr inform via tmc tat he'll go into the asgt briefing at the class, after lesson, today. i really dunno if i shld attend it, learn more how to do asgt, or simply carry on wif prep for java. in end, i thot i need to go back office to get some files, so might as well go ahead.

everythign seem perfect. when i got to class, the tr oredi 3/4 thru asgt briefing. ok, i got to classes oni 30 min b4 it end. i was stunned tat during the class, he go into briefing liao, instead of starting it after proper lesson finish. den later, he started to guide those who stayed back to learn more. i oso duno how/wat to ask. seem like it's a waste of time for mi. cos i really thot, i can get some obvious hints on asgt, den no need spend so much time. but end up, he oni emphasize on how to find the ans. i really blur liao. 22nd is asgt due date. 29 is cutoff date. duno, siao liaoz.

25 is my exam, now when i resume my prac, it dun seem to work tat fine. n i forgot, really forgot wat i did in the previous exercises. i assume the earlier ex were pretyt important as they set the foundation for mi. now i oni got 2 choices, to restart on the whole prac, or try to resume where i left. but may lose my foundation.

i really duno.