his tv promo during the competition of campus superstar
Sunday, April 09, 2006
i can oni say, threats work on ppl who dunno how to protect themselves, or they have no way to fight back. n threats coem from ppl who dunno how to resolev issues properly, n jus wish to resolve it in their own-own way... whcih can b disastrous, esp when u thin that is the best way. rmb abt the "rash" period..
a threat for renfred.. an UNINVITED THREAT.. AHAH.. is this the cycle of life? when we r teens, we think og fighitng n threatening to shwo our aggressiveness, and vitality and for face. den as we mature, we seek other ways to express ourseles. den when we look back the yrs, we luff it off.. saying "i was rash in my younger daze".. den.. now... the teens of this digital age is still so threatening..
pretty much things to say... wil b a long blog
on friday, my last possible day of asgt submission.. haha.. somehow, i left office 30 mins earlier (office ok 1.. cos they know quality of work is not measured by quantity of time spent in office). wah.. luckily i check wif a classmate. he reminded mi of time lag!! 2 hrs!!! if not, i wun rmb it.. n i think i'l b late for sub siazz.. cos muz submit by 12mn their time. since it's so rushing, i rush home to do my asgt first.. den submit... phew... felt glad tat i submitted it. but den.. after submitting, i only felt.. "yes, i submitted liao".. but no feel of "HEY, I FINSIHED LIAO.. YUAHOO!!!! TIME TO ENJOY!!"... dun ask mi y.. i duno oso. n i decided, i'll def'ly go for swim next day to relax...
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sat, my schedule is PACKED... but lone activities lah.. went for bfast, den swim (did some stunts there lol.. n saw a few lean bodies, n cuties, had a pretty nice tan oso). 1 grouse. i exited from mrt train n went for the exit gate. usually the side of gates i exit from, all the gates r for exit. den today, oni the one meant for luggage access is available, all others got the X sign. umm.. ok.. i thot. den.. on the opposite end, got a few ppl wanna enter the gate. first, a caucasian lady. so, i went for the luggage gate exit. surprise, she went for it oso. n she got to it b4 mi. so, the gate opened, n i jus stood there, waiting to exit. den behidn her, got another indian ger. SURPISE AGAIN. the indian gerjust followed suit n entered from the luggage gate. i still stood there, looking in bewilderment.
and finally, right after the indian ger came in, an indian man walked in as well. i stared at him. he jus looked at mi n moved on.
wat r they doing????!??!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!??! is it so hard, so tuff, so far, so difficult, so impossible to use the normal gates?????? HEY, all of them R NOT CARRYING ANY HANG LUGGAGE!!! at most the caucasian ger was carrying a bag on her back! wat r they thining?? got ppl use the gate, so they muz follow n use?? so they simply bochap wat other ppl r waiting for, n proceed to use the luggage entry cos it's wider??!??!?! hey, there is no exit gate at that side, but oni the luggage exit for mi to use. on their side, unless smrt system cock up, 3-4 machines are FREELY available for them to use!! OMG!! n... mind u, whenever non-locals visit any country, they r acting as the unofficial embassador for their country. this is a fact. my impression of a friendly n considerate caucasian (they usually appear friendlier mah) has been tarnished by the ger. DAMN!
haha.. den forget abt bitching.. (i dislike it, when i'm in a rush, n loking urgent, den ppl think u have something up ur sleeve.. n give u those suspicious looks). den, i was at a busstop where.. varsity students' buses will pass by n students will alight n .. transit etc. hehe, got a cutie walk past mi, n we exchange looks. he reacted alright. den he sat beside mi, n i looked at him a few times again, he appeared ok too. den my bus came, n i boarded it n sat on upper decker. surprisingly, he came up n sat a 2 seats before mi!! i was... thinking.. shld i b so bold to go up n .. tok to him?? argh.. was confused siazz.. n i went up after 10 stops.
mi: sorri, do u take tis bus often?
he: no.. y?
mi: cos i think i find u familiar
he: umm.. i dun thin so
mi: r u from "poly" or "sec sch"?
he: no..
mi: u join any public activities.. like flag day?
he: not realyl...
oh well, tat spells the end of my luck in.. picking ppl/frns up... sighzzz.. i tried it in oz.. in the pub.. tat tiem failed. n tis time failed oso... argh.. i'm bolder these days.. but.. i need results to encourage mi siazzz... haizz..
den in my monash class, the beng style guy.. today wearing tank top.. lol... haha.. saw his full arm, n the side f his chest lol... i think.. for our sake (studies hor.. du think wayward), i'll try to ask him join mi n 1 guy.. to form study group.. at least to discuss asgt/exam.
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later went to meet a frn... umm.. i know tis will surely b enjoyable.. cos my premonition told mi meeting will b fun, but 1 hr later ,beware... so, true, meeting for dinner very smooth n fun!! we toked freely, no boundaries or limitations.. some teasing here n there.. n building chemistry. near an hr later, we went off for another hearty chat elsewhere, or so i thot. den we saw an organic vege restaturant. we den discussed abt the food. i realise.. if i insist n describe further, it may lead to conflict of thinking n heated discussion.. so i stopped. i thot tis is the bad omen coming true..
but later we resolved it, by discussing it in a frnlier tone.. n open minded thnking. we later went to tis frn's office... ok lah. call him my poly frn.. dun say "no name" given. i thot... really thot... will b sitting down n chilling out.. in end, he started telling mi his biz plan... till now (blogging time), i still thinking, is the biz plan the bad omen, or the organic thing..
yes, i'm not ready for him to tell mi his biz plan suddenly. but since ppl (everyone, ie) has such needs, n i can afford for this need to take place, i;m ready to hear his plans. in my heart, i was thnking of "wah liao, again another person keen to jus earn money..", but i thot, since it'll b beneficial for my future, n i can afford it, y not listen thru first?
we oso toked abt blogging siazz.. haha.. n i quite surprised tat. he, being someone who is not IT inclined is oso blogging n managed to make a grp of frns thru it... but y shld i b? he's walsy been pretty out/easy-going for frnship.. he's relaxed, cheerful n.. etc lol.
in fact, i oso yearn for such... big group of frns.. but oh well, i am not ready for such... happening yet.. i stil lneed to scrimp n save..
the most interesting part of the ngiht is... my gal pal, offered mi a movie marathon (like past 2 wks). i am ok, so we supposed to mit n watch it. den later ,she say no good movie. unless i watch her HDD movies. i'm ok.. but the catch is, i muz bring my lcd monitor over. WAH KAU! i den suggested she come voer.. since my place got internet n monitor. den.. in end, she did come over.. n we had a fun chat lol.. however, in the end, we realised tat, we read too much into each other's lines n thots!
she was thinking.. i am bored n needed movies to kill time. tat y i so persistent to watch them.
but, i was thinking, she is feeling bored to stay home, n wanan find chatmates, so, well, i dun mind catching up wif her..
haha.. she even say her request for "bring lcd monitor over" is a hint tat we dun need to mit liao.. but i thot she was serious abt tat.. cos she always grab every chance to take adv of mi 1.. making the whole thing suit her good. in end, she came my place, n went off at 3am. shiok hor?
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sunday, super mood. cos... a long time no felt mood came back. i felt dejection in going for work tmr... while i ironing my work attire. i jsu felt.. i dun wan go back to work.. i dinno wat gave rise to tat.. till sunday evening, when i felt it may be due to "i was nto doing anything productive, as the progress is sLWO. n the reln in office not tat good ,but i will overcome in tiemt o come." n den, for bfast, we went amk there... hahah.. there, my mum saw politicians there.. n she.. BOLDLY went up to greet them n shake hands!! WOW!! n she was beaming afte rthe handshake!
1 thing to mention here is, i din realyl care abt hand shaking wif them.. but it';s a muz.. n basic courtesy... i dun even find the moment glamourous in my sense.. other than highlighting this handshaking thing to my frns... to boast the once-in-a-lifetime chance.. hahah. i wun even bother to take pic of them n post here..
*phew... took 1.5 hrs to blog... WAH...
on friday, my last possible day of asgt submission.. haha.. somehow, i left office 30 mins earlier (office ok 1.. cos they know quality of work is not measured by quantity of time spent in office). wah.. luckily i check wif a classmate. he reminded mi of time lag!! 2 hrs!!! if not, i wun rmb it.. n i think i'l b late for sub siazz.. cos muz submit by 12mn their time. since it's so rushing, i rush home to do my asgt first.. den submit... phew... felt glad tat i submitted it. but den.. after submitting, i only felt.. "yes, i submitted liao".. but no feel of "HEY, I FINSIHED LIAO.. YUAHOO!!!! TIME TO ENJOY!!"... dun ask mi y.. i duno oso. n i decided, i'll def'ly go for swim next day to relax...
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sat, my schedule is PACKED... but lone activities lah.. went for bfast, den swim (did some stunts there lol.. n saw a few lean bodies, n cuties, had a pretty nice tan oso). 1 grouse. i exited from mrt train n went for the exit gate. usually the side of gates i exit from, all the gates r for exit. den today, oni the one meant for luggage access is available, all others got the X sign. umm.. ok.. i thot. den.. on the opposite end, got a few ppl wanna enter the gate. first, a caucasian lady. so, i went for the luggage gate exit. surprise, she went for it oso. n she got to it b4 mi. so, the gate opened, n i jus stood there, waiting to exit. den behidn her, got another indian ger. SURPISE AGAIN. the indian gerjust followed suit n entered from the luggage gate. i still stood there, looking in bewilderment.
and finally, right after the indian ger came in, an indian man walked in as well. i stared at him. he jus looked at mi n moved on.
wat r they doing????!??!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!??! is it so hard, so tuff, so far, so difficult, so impossible to use the normal gates?????? HEY, all of them R NOT CARRYING ANY HANG LUGGAGE!!! at most the caucasian ger was carrying a bag on her back! wat r they thining?? got ppl use the gate, so they muz follow n use?? so they simply bochap wat other ppl r waiting for, n proceed to use the luggage entry cos it's wider??!??!?! hey, there is no exit gate at that side, but oni the luggage exit for mi to use. on their side, unless smrt system cock up, 3-4 machines are FREELY available for them to use!! OMG!! n... mind u, whenever non-locals visit any country, they r acting as the unofficial embassador for their country. this is a fact. my impression of a friendly n considerate caucasian (they usually appear friendlier mah) has been tarnished by the ger. DAMN!
haha.. den forget abt bitching.. (i dislike it, when i'm in a rush, n loking urgent, den ppl think u have something up ur sleeve.. n give u those suspicious looks). den, i was at a busstop where.. varsity students' buses will pass by n students will alight n .. transit etc. hehe, got a cutie walk past mi, n we exchange looks. he reacted alright. den he sat beside mi, n i looked at him a few times again, he appeared ok too. den my bus came, n i boarded it n sat on upper decker. surprisingly, he came up n sat a 2 seats before mi!! i was... thinking.. shld i b so bold to go up n .. tok to him?? argh.. was confused siazz.. n i went up after 10 stops.
mi: sorri, do u take tis bus often?
he: no.. y?
mi: cos i think i find u familiar
he: umm.. i dun thin so
mi: r u from "poly" or "sec sch"?
he: no..
mi: u join any public activities.. like flag day?
he: not realyl...
oh well, tat spells the end of my luck in.. picking ppl/frns up... sighzzz.. i tried it in oz.. in the pub.. tat tiem failed. n tis time failed oso... argh.. i'm bolder these days.. but.. i need results to encourage mi siazzz... haizz..
den in my monash class, the beng style guy.. today wearing tank top.. lol... haha.. saw his full arm, n the side f his chest lol... i think.. for our sake (studies hor.. du think wayward), i'll try to ask him join mi n 1 guy.. to form study group.. at least to discuss asgt/exam.
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later went to meet a frn... umm.. i know tis will surely b enjoyable.. cos my premonition told mi meeting will b fun, but 1 hr later ,beware... so, true, meeting for dinner very smooth n fun!! we toked freely, no boundaries or limitations.. some teasing here n there.. n building chemistry. near an hr later, we went off for another hearty chat elsewhere, or so i thot. den we saw an organic vege restaturant. we den discussed abt the food. i realise.. if i insist n describe further, it may lead to conflict of thinking n heated discussion.. so i stopped. i thot tis is the bad omen coming true..
but later we resolved it, by discussing it in a frnlier tone.. n open minded thnking. we later went to tis frn's office... ok lah. call him my poly frn.. dun say "no name" given. i thot... really thot... will b sitting down n chilling out.. in end, he started telling mi his biz plan... till now (blogging time), i still thinking, is the biz plan the bad omen, or the organic thing..
yes, i'm not ready for him to tell mi his biz plan suddenly. but since ppl (everyone, ie) has such needs, n i can afford for this need to take place, i;m ready to hear his plans. in my heart, i was thnking of "wah liao, again another person keen to jus earn money..", but i thot, since it'll b beneficial for my future, n i can afford it, y not listen thru first?
we oso toked abt blogging siazz.. haha.. n i quite surprised tat. he, being someone who is not IT inclined is oso blogging n managed to make a grp of frns thru it... but y shld i b? he's walsy been pretty out/easy-going for frnship.. he's relaxed, cheerful n.. etc lol.
in fact, i oso yearn for such... big group of frns.. but oh well, i am not ready for such... happening yet.. i stil lneed to scrimp n save..
the most interesting part of the ngiht is... my gal pal, offered mi a movie marathon (like past 2 wks). i am ok, so we supposed to mit n watch it. den later ,she say no good movie. unless i watch her HDD movies. i'm ok.. but the catch is, i muz bring my lcd monitor over. WAH KAU! i den suggested she come voer.. since my place got internet n monitor. den.. in end, she did come over.. n we had a fun chat lol.. however, in the end, we realised tat, we read too much into each other's lines n thots!
she was thinking.. i am bored n needed movies to kill time. tat y i so persistent to watch them.
but, i was thinking, she is feeling bored to stay home, n wanan find chatmates, so, well, i dun mind catching up wif her..
haha.. she even say her request for "bring lcd monitor over" is a hint tat we dun need to mit liao.. but i thot she was serious abt tat.. cos she always grab every chance to take adv of mi 1.. making the whole thing suit her good. in end, she came my place, n went off at 3am. shiok hor?
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sunday, super mood. cos... a long time no felt mood came back. i felt dejection in going for work tmr... while i ironing my work attire. i jsu felt.. i dun wan go back to work.. i dinno wat gave rise to tat.. till sunday evening, when i felt it may be due to "i was nto doing anything productive, as the progress is sLWO. n the reln in office not tat good ,but i will overcome in tiemt o come." n den, for bfast, we went amk there... hahah.. there, my mum saw politicians there.. n she.. BOLDLY went up to greet them n shake hands!! WOW!! n she was beaming afte rthe handshake!
1 thing to mention here is, i din realyl care abt hand shaking wif them.. but it';s a muz.. n basic courtesy... i dun even find the moment glamourous in my sense.. other than highlighting this handshaking thing to my frns... to boast the once-in-a-lifetime chance.. hahah. i wun even bother to take pic of them n post here..
*phew... took 1.5 hrs to blog... WAH...
Friday, April 07, 2006
um.. hahah.. have i grown (too) sensitive on ppl's behaviour?? somehow, i can interpret human behaviour (thru life exp) n guess wat they r thinking and their person. but at times, they did not mena to say tat... although they r doing such actions...
at my workplace, got 2 guys who same level as mi, but worked here longer than mi of cos. then, on my first/2nd wk here, they ask mi along for lunch. but soon, they din really care.. i mean, 1 time, they jus went off for lunch w/o telling. den the fat guy, when i try to make a joke, he will play it down...
oh well, i dun think my job need mi to b on GOOD terms wif ppl.. jus toking terms will do.
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i've finally finished my assignment.. haha.. sigh of relief yet.. but.. as the module say. project mgmt... n time mgmt. doing tis proj.. it's kinda.. not jus ans from the bk, but we really muz imagine n think of a possible scenario n give them the details of the proj in words.. this is the challenging part. when i tried to start on the asgt, i thot it'll b a simple first assignment. but as i progress to the project plan, i began to feel the strain, cos we have to really.. imagine a proj tat we wanna do, n plan the times n contrsaints wel. tis is indeed time consuming for mi, esp, when it comes to those biz rules n description.. like contigency plans. this is a really biz-like side.
haha.. i realise ta,t i really shld not jus assume this wikl b easy first asgt. probably shld have read thru it, and saw.. some sample...
anyway, asgt hand in liao.. tmr i gonna swim to relax...
at my workplace, got 2 guys who same level as mi, but worked here longer than mi of cos. then, on my first/2nd wk here, they ask mi along for lunch. but soon, they din really care.. i mean, 1 time, they jus went off for lunch w/o telling. den the fat guy, when i try to make a joke, he will play it down...
oh well, i dun think my job need mi to b on GOOD terms wif ppl.. jus toking terms will do.
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i've finally finished my assignment.. haha.. sigh of relief yet.. but.. as the module say. project mgmt... n time mgmt. doing tis proj.. it's kinda.. not jus ans from the bk, but we really muz imagine n think of a possible scenario n give them the details of the proj in words.. this is the challenging part. when i tried to start on the asgt, i thot it'll b a simple first assignment. but as i progress to the project plan, i began to feel the strain, cos we have to really.. imagine a proj tat we wanna do, n plan the times n contrsaints wel. tis is indeed time consuming for mi, esp, when it comes to those biz rules n description.. like contigency plans. this is a really biz-like side.
haha.. i realise ta,t i really shld not jus assume this wikl b easy first asgt. probably shld have read thru it, and saw.. some sample...
anyway, asgt hand in liao.. tmr i gonna swim to relax...
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
wat the heck. my asgt is due on fri. on mon n tues night, i was trying my best to stay up till late night. but heck it, i felt drowsy/dizzy/sleepy n let myself lay down on bed. soon, i dozed off. i woke up at 4am on tues morning. i decided i MUZ finish a part b4 i get some more rest. as a result, i got tired at 4pm.
tues night, oso thing. sianzz.. i even dozed off, at 1155pm, n woke up in shock at 1214am. i saw the time, cos adam's show was on liao. i den drowsily answered 1 asgt qn. but felt disastrous, n fell back on bed. i woke at 4am, but decided to have a proper rest, if not, my work sure sucks.
tonight, i have to resort to watching vids to keep myself up liao. hope itll work.
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anyway, this morning has been pretty fun... well... the cute guy takes the bus, den is in the lift wif mi. den i was sms'ing. n i took the chance to take pix of him silently LOL........ den, i saw him twice. 1 time, he bought back his lunch to eat. den, 2nd time, i saw him wif his colleagues discussing abt electronic devices.. when i went to toilet. hahaha... den when i came out, i again looked at him LOL..
den.. today, is my first time not to feel tiresome when i KO. usually, i'll b in foul mood.. maybe today, i chatted wif my tech lead. so, some weariness is gone.. but hor, the pt is, i saw a guy on the bus, whose features is alike my.. first date.. n when i took my dinner, there was a beng-type guy sitting opposite mi hhaha..
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somehow, am i missing out on lotsa fun? not sexual fun, but blessings for the eyes LOL.. i am thkning, when everythign is over (umm.. including work? studies n asgts? or watever i can think of), i'll probably.. (or when i feel LOADED) probably visit those pubs n discos, sit outside there n drool over those fashionable dudes lol.. i know i wun go for ONS.. so, probably will oni b looking and enjoying the scenery.. hahah
tues night, oso thing. sianzz.. i even dozed off, at 1155pm, n woke up in shock at 1214am. i saw the time, cos adam's show was on liao. i den drowsily answered 1 asgt qn. but felt disastrous, n fell back on bed. i woke at 4am, but decided to have a proper rest, if not, my work sure sucks.
tonight, i have to resort to watching vids to keep myself up liao. hope itll work.
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anyway, this morning has been pretty fun... well... the cute guy takes the bus, den is in the lift wif mi. den i was sms'ing. n i took the chance to take pix of him silently LOL........ den, i saw him twice. 1 time, he bought back his lunch to eat. den, 2nd time, i saw him wif his colleagues discussing abt electronic devices.. when i went to toilet. hahaha... den when i came out, i again looked at him LOL..
den.. today, is my first time not to feel tiresome when i KO. usually, i'll b in foul mood.. maybe today, i chatted wif my tech lead. so, some weariness is gone.. but hor, the pt is, i saw a guy on the bus, whose features is alike my.. first date.. n when i took my dinner, there was a beng-type guy sitting opposite mi hhaha..
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somehow, am i missing out on lotsa fun? not sexual fun, but blessings for the eyes LOL.. i am thkning, when everythign is over (umm.. including work? studies n asgts? or watever i can think of), i'll probably.. (or when i feel LOADED) probably visit those pubs n discos, sit outside there n drool over those fashionable dudes lol.. i know i wun go for ONS.. so, probably will oni b looking and enjoying the scenery.. hahah
Monday, April 03, 2006
the mgmt level guy did not msg mi for a few days. n i din send him any greeting msg as well. den on monday, i recv a greet. i check that it was from him. gosh, was i excited! almost like those "Charmed" sisters.. phoebe, who wil lsay "OMG, OMG, wat shld i do now??" n the guy is a matured thinking person, who wears a tie to work n has his own office those type. haha, these were my thots lah... but i din put these thots to action lol (read: drama).
i'm studying proj mgmt now. my first asgt is abt managing a fictious project. wah, i'm in luck siazz.. in my current job, we handle projs. so, i can think of a proj tat my company is handling n use it as a sample. wah, if i still at my old job, i wonder if i'm able to think of 1 siazz.
n these days, i been taking mrt to work. soemtimes, it seems that commuters who r in executive wear (long sleeve type) are more ready to give way, when i whispered "sorry" during ym exit. for those who in tshirt n some elderly ppl, they prefer to stay put in their area, n not to give any space for ppl to alight...
umm... did i mention, these days after KO, i'll get withdrawal symtoms in my head? will feel my head is very heavy n in bad mood. why? somehow, i guess it's 'cos this time i really look at my pc all day long, w/o letting my eyes rest. i din even try to tok n chat wif my colelagues.. been veli silent, n not mixing around much. but i guess from tmr, i'll try to chat more..
i'm studying proj mgmt now. my first asgt is abt managing a fictious project. wah, i'm in luck siazz.. in my current job, we handle projs. so, i can think of a proj tat my company is handling n use it as a sample. wah, if i still at my old job, i wonder if i'm able to think of 1 siazz.
n these days, i been taking mrt to work. soemtimes, it seems that commuters who r in executive wear (long sleeve type) are more ready to give way, when i whispered "sorry" during ym exit. for those who in tshirt n some elderly ppl, they prefer to stay put in their area, n not to give any space for ppl to alight...
umm... did i mention, these days after KO, i'll get withdrawal symtoms in my head? will feel my head is very heavy n in bad mood. why? somehow, i guess it's 'cos this time i really look at my pc all day long, w/o letting my eyes rest. i din even try to tok n chat wif my colelagues.. been veli silent, n not mixing around much. but i guess from tmr, i'll try to chat more..
Saturday, April 01, 2006
toking abt premonition... or omen...
hahah... at 12pm, my left eye twitched. den 1 hr later, my right eye. den a while later, my left eye again. 4pm, i will b in my class.. wat will happen? duno.. my usual time to arrive for class is 415pm. i got there at 425. the prime seats on the left, 2nd row taken up by the stylish guy (i tink i mentioned him last wk?), 3rd row by 2 gals (who i asked to look at their textbk last wk). so i took the 4th row. when i went in, the guy looked up, i abt to smile at him, but he dropped his head down liao.
after sitting, on my right is a hideous male. who is talking to 2 gers in front. when they stop, i ask the hid male abt an individual proj we need to finish.
me: have u done the asgt?
he: no.. haven yet..
me: den which qn u done till?
he: err.. qn 2...
me: so for qn 1, how long did u take to finish it?
he: err.. actually i haven do qn 1 yet. i did qn 3-5, den went to qn 2. so ahven do qn 1 yet.,.
me: oh.. ok.. thx :)
gosh.. lie oso dunno how to lie properly?!!??!?!? his words n his thots dun match at all!!!
somehow i thot tat is really a bad thing. at 4pm.
den thre was a break at 6pm. i decided to ask another person. ask, so tat can know soeone from the group, n know a new frn lah.. the stylish guy went off for his break. den i turned around. got 1 ger n guy sittign separately. i asked the guy abt asgt. we hit off quite alright. we even exchange msn. den hor, i saw the stylish guy come in, n saw tat we chatting there... well, nothing to say abt it lah
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den on sunday family bfast... i made my dad irritated/angry. i know, cos he's mumbling non-sensically. toking about a topic outta the blue. well, i was taking a fried item (you tiao), n saw a black dot. i ask mum, she say it's sesame seed. i was bewildered. my sis looked curious, so i showed her oso, den my dad chup in, saying "jus a sesame seed. nothing 1 lah. can eat 1 lah". but the thing is that, he din see it at all. i was oni asking. he sounded as though, i about to throw it away, without eating it. i retaliated, "i am oni asking. can i?".. den his mumbling started..
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today is oso the final showdown for campus superstar. of cos, the zhiyang has the vocal talent, but .. well, renfred has got the stage... presence.. or in my opinion, he can perform well on stage, and knows hwo to showcase his (dance) talent. i hoep renfred will win, but i know it'll b disastrous if he does, as he cant match any of the 3 finalists. however, wif his family bg, he managed to score high in the popularity votes. for the first 2 rounds, he's the more pop guy in terms of viewers' voting. den, suddenly at the deciding round, he lost the edge. i know it's "definitely the right way thigns should b". however, why did he suddenly lose the edge??
when he gave his thank-you speech, he mentioned "god parents". at tat instant, i felt soemthign was wrong... did he realise tat, he really shld not advance anymore, so, at a point, he requested his family to stop voting? if not, i really dun believe his votes cant surpass zhiyang. renfred know tat, his g-parents r supporting him tremendously, so when he gave thx-u speech, he really thanked them a lot for supporting him to this stage.
wow... the power of money. n the power of good looks =D
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sigh, back to my monash.. a proj mgmt asgt (very theory) supposed to hand in on 7th apr. i thot of focussing on it on 2nd apr, n finish. den thot, i might as well start reading up on 1st apr night. so, i did read up on 1st apr. but till 2nd apr, i finished reading the notes (wif a headache caused by stress), evening liao, i stil din start yet.. haizzzzzzzz
after sitting, on my right is a hideous male. who is talking to 2 gers in front. when they stop, i ask the hid male abt an individual proj we need to finish.
me: have u done the asgt?
he: no.. haven yet..
me: den which qn u done till?
he: err.. qn 2...
me: so for qn 1, how long did u take to finish it?
he: err.. actually i haven do qn 1 yet. i did qn 3-5, den went to qn 2. so ahven do qn 1 yet.,.
me: oh.. ok.. thx :)
gosh.. lie oso dunno how to lie properly?!!??!?!? his words n his thots dun match at all!!!
somehow i thot tat is really a bad thing. at 4pm.
den thre was a break at 6pm. i decided to ask another person. ask, so tat can know soeone from the group, n know a new frn lah.. the stylish guy went off for his break. den i turned around. got 1 ger n guy sittign separately. i asked the guy abt asgt. we hit off quite alright. we even exchange msn. den hor, i saw the stylish guy come in, n saw tat we chatting there... well, nothing to say abt it lah
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den on sunday family bfast... i made my dad irritated/angry. i know, cos he's mumbling non-sensically. toking about a topic outta the blue. well, i was taking a fried item (you tiao), n saw a black dot. i ask mum, she say it's sesame seed. i was bewildered. my sis looked curious, so i showed her oso, den my dad chup in, saying "jus a sesame seed. nothing 1 lah. can eat 1 lah". but the thing is that, he din see it at all. i was oni asking. he sounded as though, i about to throw it away, without eating it. i retaliated, "i am oni asking. can i?".. den his mumbling started..
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today is oso the final showdown for campus superstar. of cos, the zhiyang has the vocal talent, but .. well, renfred has got the stage... presence.. or in my opinion, he can perform well on stage, and knows hwo to showcase his (dance) talent. i hoep renfred will win, but i know it'll b disastrous if he does, as he cant match any of the 3 finalists. however, wif his family bg, he managed to score high in the popularity votes. for the first 2 rounds, he's the more pop guy in terms of viewers' voting. den, suddenly at the deciding round, he lost the edge. i know it's "definitely the right way thigns should b". however, why did he suddenly lose the edge??
when he gave his thank-you speech, he mentioned "god parents". at tat instant, i felt soemthign was wrong... did he realise tat, he really shld not advance anymore, so, at a point, he requested his family to stop voting? if not, i really dun believe his votes cant surpass zhiyang. renfred know tat, his g-parents r supporting him tremendously, so when he gave thx-u speech, he really thanked them a lot for supporting him to this stage.
wow... the power of money. n the power of good looks =D
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sigh, back to my monash.. a proj mgmt asgt (very theory) supposed to hand in on 7th apr. i thot of focussing on it on 2nd apr, n finish. den thot, i might as well start reading up on 1st apr night. so, i did read up on 1st apr. but till 2nd apr, i finished reading the notes (wif a headache caused by stress), evening liao, i stil din start yet.. haizzzzzzzz
focussing on reading my monash book "Introduction to Management Science", cooping myself up at home. For economic reasons as well as for academic purpose.
however, over months, n months (yr is 2 long), an ex-frn of mine has been tryign means and ways to contact mi. msn, frnster, hp. n perhaps some other legal ways. my way of forgiving is, is the person really sincere in making up, he'll try his best to contact u n stay in contact. this person has now tried really various ways. he even register in flix movies n asking mi to join him. although i'm not sure if the "joining" is done wif real intention, or he's still having my address in his contact list.
if he's really so keen, i dun mind staying in contact with him, but our closeness will b cut to minimal. i no longer can share my intimate moments wif him, n no longer trust him wif watever he says to mi. being "used" is 2ndary. used, as in, he making use of mi for monetary gains. n.. now i'm really tight financially, or as always. he's a person who enjoys going out n staying out. i'm gotten out of that cycle. i'm nto sure, if i still keep in contact with him, will these affect our "frnship" ("" is on purpose) adversely?
however, over months, n months (yr is 2 long), an ex-frn of mine has been tryign means and ways to contact mi. msn, frnster, hp. n perhaps some other legal ways. my way of forgiving is, is the person really sincere in making up, he'll try his best to contact u n stay in contact. this person has now tried really various ways. he even register in flix movies n asking mi to join him. although i'm not sure if the "joining" is done wif real intention, or he's still having my address in his contact list.
if he's really so keen, i dun mind staying in contact with him, but our closeness will b cut to minimal. i no longer can share my intimate moments wif him, n no longer trust him wif watever he says to mi. being "used" is 2ndary. used, as in, he making use of mi for monetary gains. n.. now i'm really tight financially, or as always. he's a person who enjoys going out n staying out. i'm gotten out of that cycle. i'm nto sure, if i still keep in contact with him, will these affect our "frnship" ("" is on purpose) adversely?
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