luv_ktv's untold moments

ahha, although i'm not 1 of those VELI popular blogs in the world, i'm pretty glad i have some faithful readers. although i dunno who u r... (ahah, n even wondering if i shld thx u cos u r reading my private life details, or shld u thx mi instead for sharing my life wif u haha) but i still glad u keep on reading :)

i think it's time to really give myself a break. i just realised today, i suddenly got 3.5 days leave remaining. thot was oni 1 or 1.5 oni. intend to, for this xmas, go Oz find my pals.to seek solace n to enjoy time wif them, n cheer up them n boost their morales!!! i VERY great hor ?! =D

den, as i plan to open up diff accts in various banks to facilitate fund transfer, i check ocbc/posb etc. kauzz... ocbc hor, it says minimum is $1 mthly balance. den it say mthly balance muz b 500$ if dun wan kena 2$ admin charge?? wah liao...

sometimes, i post pictures of interest to my blog. these usually generate HIGH traffice to my site. haha, am i using it to promote traffic? dunno.. m i unscrupulous? ahhah...

den sigh... 2 groups of frns... 1 is poly 1 is sec. sec frns now become closer to mi. den poly frns... last yr, or some time, i toked tat a frn was getting mi into MLM. ppl den started to dissuade mi. well, in end, i din join cos no $$. but i was keen for 1-2 mths. den when i decided to quit, tat frn din contact mi anymore. n.. for mths (starting from the time i take up java course) till now, they din cotnact mi for outing at all. i checked with the person who usually org such outings, n he's the 1 who intro mi to MLM. gues wat? he say they still go out once in a while.

huh? go out den din ask mi along? nvm, i shan't make a fuss. oni when i'm wif the group n someone ask, den i speak the truth loh. he say they going tree top this sat, den he say will lemme know details of the outing by today. so i ask a close frn of mine in the group. she say she know nothign cos she not informed. huh? n den today, the outign is cancelled................................ dun ask mi y...

when i was celebrating my 21st bday, i came out to those frns who came to the party. my gal pal, noted tat, the poly ppl, din ask mi to join in their game. jus den, a street wise poly frn ask mi join in. dunno.. they seem quite ok abt mi in the past.

right now, wat i need to do is to get back my lifestyle. it means to realising myself better n living it according to its likes n dislikes. cos, it seem like i'm more suited to a lone living style. this yr is more of a realisation yr for mi. when i realise wat's the real direction for mi to strive harder.

i know i'm bad at PR, so i reading boks. n i will b callign frns up to meet n go out. i posted links to my chn zodiac sign, monkey. these 2 mths, i begin to really enjoy myself n b noisy. till now... at this point, i kinda find it boring to stay home at times. i guess frns r there for u to realise urself? haha... perhaps i'm learning to, no loonger b so quiet n begin to njoy life more?

but a lot of things r still in planning stage.

like.. plan to buy contact lens, chk monash payment modes, buy blue tooth head, buy digi cam. haha... digi cam n lens r most jialutz. cos each cost xxx $. siongzzz