luv_ktv's untold moments

i think he may read it in time to come. but jus wnana voice out loh. i know it happened to mi in the past, n haha, i can empathise how those frns felt back then. supposed to go sitex tis fri. but on thur, he told mi his bf coming, so cant meet mi for sitex, n they going to the veh exhibition. they going sitex another day. den i say, maybe i go along wif u guys? he reply, "u wnana b light bulb meh?". i was stunned.

anyway, he later msg mi that his bf is not coming, so he wanna go wif mi again to sitex. i told this to jnr. know wat she say? minus the 2nd para, she say "den dun go out wif him lah!". ahah, not a listener :) den i was calling my mentor agent, den trying to tell her my predicament. but she din listen at all, simply gave wat she thot shld b the reply.

finally, a long time no see guy... or acquaintance called mi, asking if tat day still onzz for sitex visit. he din msg mi at all he's onzz. i had told him when i can reach there though. i din wan go, cos will b a trip there, den i jus visiting oni. but since he wanna buy pc, so imight as well go n help him. umm, 2 yrs back, we had an arg lah. cos mi haha.. had bad attitude back then. den today, we met still. the funny thign is, i was at mrt 705pm. he not arrived yet on his bike. later he called mi, syaing he reached liao, but dunno where he is, cos he seldom take bike. he is at a carpark. den i keep asking his location, like landmark n etc. he say he at some carpark n hall. but haha, cant find him still. later, i finally managed to find my way to his location.

his trademark is tanned skin. we went into the sitex liao. sicne he wanna buy pc, n taking note of the specs oni, i know wat to do. but he... kinda... VERY fascinated by the technology of comptuers, tat he keep asking all those figures n meanings. look at acer, he check out how to use the pc. move the mouse. i ask him to try the keyboard. he bochap. den he say, acer not bad right? i reply "not really, jus the avg". he say wanna call his frn to ask. cannot get thru. den we look at other brands. reach fujitsu there, he tried the system. i ask him whether he like the design anot. he insist he oni focus on the specs. den i explain clearly to him "do u wan to face this model 2 yrs in ur room, or tat model?". he din say anythign.

den 1 infuriating exp. we took the dell pc brochure. got state the specs like "pen 4 processor D" and "pen D pro 550". he try calling another frn to ask abt the specs. he cant get thru.

he exclaimed, no 1 to advise him liao.
i den say "u can ask mi wat"
"but i ask u oredi wat"
"ok, when u buy the pc, u dun need to know wat the 550 means, jus need to see the 'pen 4/D' n the GHZ."
"but there must b a diff mah. nvm, i go ask the staff"

thestaff painstakingly explained the things to him. i was even giggling inside. cos, u wan mi accompany u here, is offer advice n help to decide, or to oni b a vase?? so tat someone u like is wif u?? he seems like, his first time to buy pc, so VELI VELI excited n jus wanna buy "best" pc there is. "best" 'cos pc depends on ur needs. dun mean the top notch specs means it's for u. u r oni wasting ur $$ in tis way.

ahha, somehow, i feel tat, i've really controlled my moods. in the past, i sure will flare up, cos "u ask mi along but dun care abt my opinion. when i tell u, u dun blif as well". i'm feeling unhappy inside. coming to tis pt, i rmb the "child of our time". ppl prefer frns who show a smiling/happy/casual face even if they not happy. does it mean we have to b pretentious? 'cos we r hiding our feelings. if we flare up, it's not good.

in a way, he seem like he wanna show tat he can make the decisions n take care of mi, but haha... i think otherwise. n the way he does things, ok, he reading the brochures, n i standing in frotn of him. he den brought it closer to his face. the paper oni 2 cm away from mi. i shunned the paper n moved away. i din say anythign abt these. cos it' so crowdded, n he's focussed on reading the brochures n visitng around.

actually hor, i feel like telling him, i have a dip in comp. he can trust mi. but my guess is that, he dun feel a thing. when i told him abt my plan to buy a digicam, he say he know abt digi cam. but when we at the canon there, he said he had used the top notch cams b4. is he tryin to impress mi?

come to think of everything, am i having high expectatiosn fo frns? erm, i dun think so. more to understanding how diff humans behave n think. yes later he sent mi home on his bike. haha, on the bike, as we on the road, he seem to move his butt nearer to my crotch. to seduce mi? well, i simply shifted my bag from my back to the front. n he oso wanna teach mi how to mount a bike :) i told him i took bikes b4.

i find tat, as my thinking matures n i can think for future, my ability to think n control my EQ increase, i begin to know better why some ppl respond in some ways. i try to make it an amicable meetign n a win-win ending. jus tat, ok, i not good at PR so i tend not to say out some thigns so ppl wun feel threatened or exposed. just tat, if u think something can b done better another way, will u tell that person? or leave him to discover as time goes by?

going to apply for java jobs... hopefully, the company can buy mi over. n yes, i do believe, i've gained lotsa insight n confidence from reading the EQ book. at least i am confident of my skills. n when ppl try to put mi down, i know my abilities n self worth n dun bother fighting back too much. if they seem to have a lot of things to back them up, i will listen to them, but wun reply, unless we have a lot of time. so tat we can discuss. but then, from the tv, it was mentioned that youngsters tend to accept challenges as they are often overwhelmed by their winning instincts. have i grown old?

ahha, back to work stuff. teh fat sup loh. the main sup was chatting wif us, den he joked tat if fat sup owe any1 money, better get back fast. i responded "hey, u owe mi $50". fat sup smiled. den later main sup said "u shld buy us dinner for xmas". i responded "*applause* yeah i support tat". i think the fat sup affected liao. cos later he commented tat i antisocial.