luv_ktv's untold moments

today is the LAST straw. i muz confirm whether i can go on leave anot.

but hor, today i find tat a lot of guys like to wear green tight Ts. i saw a poly guy sitting in front of mi in it. den antoher boy boarded oso. ya i keep loking at the back oft eh poly guy. den the boy hor, dunno y, 3 gers (forgot if got guys) who sat wif him all move to other available seats very soon. some ppl of cos peeped over to see if anything wrong. den, haha, i was thinking, i dun mind sitting there loh... n find out wat's wrogn n understand his thinking/mindset.

den hor, wah liao, a guy from the back seat, went over to sit. he sat there till.... his time to alight. ahah, at tat time, it felt like a guy is able to control him n take care of him siazz... and it's a grown up man.

den hor, the dec leave schedule, wah liao, no 1 willing to discuss, as tho dun wanna face reality n put things infinitely off. well, it's not mi loh. issues still need to b sorted out, n i will, for sure. discussing it, den finally reach some conclusion. for mi, i somehow really dun feel any clash at all. true, my schedule nvr clash, cos snr exam period is after xmas. i leave b4 xmas period.

but 1 thing unhappy is tat, sighzzz.. jnr had planned for a family trip in oct i think. n leave approved. den snr's exam leave now den made known, after i repeated asked her to. now her exam clash wif jnr time. family trip, of cos impt. den exam, is from informatic. ppl say can defer the exam, but snr insist cannot. haha.. dunno. so now, dunno their timing yet. but hor, i find tat, perhaps i blif it's not clashinig wif mi much, or i insist, within mi, to behave as tho all thigns will work otu fine for mi. i kept my mood n feels inside mi. thru out the plannign n discussing, i was always putting a smile n joked. cos i know: i know wat i wan, n know their schedule. it's gonna b a team effort, i wil ltry to think for them, but oso dun lose my point. dun get tense up, relax n discuss. tat, know urself, know ur enemy.

the jnr, cos it';s affeting her, well, in both ways ie her leave clash wif snr, n her moods oso playing her out. affecting her so she kinda focus on listening calls. i oso pick up, but tell them i call back later. well, cos she sure feel she at the losing end. bobian, the snr think tat, she got exam, so surely wil lget the leave 1, so dun care when she let us know.

n hor, i jus know they oso getting a new colleague. a female. i dun really care... cos, perhaps they oso know i got my cert, so jus to prepare for mi leaving or anythign, they gettign new ger to come in. i oso thinking of jumping to agent. but i dunno if they willing to buy mi over. other way is, i find java job, den get themt o buy mi over, but i fail the 3 mths probation? hhheeh...

back to office thigns. we shopped around n went to robinson in orchard, the flr where they sell men's office bag. har, cos the staff hor, looks like a GUAI sec BOY, wif thick EYEBROW, N SHY. CUTE! i look at him, for 2 secs, he suddenly scared, n dunno where to plc his ahdn hahaha..

wah liao, tis time i oso... dunno wat going on wif mi. today is last day to buy air tic. den i forgot to bring passport. i know which blk is the shop, but forgot the unit number. funni hor? jnr n snr oso ask mi, if got prob finding the plc, can call them. haha, well, i prefer to search n explore myself, rather than really so jialut ask for help.

but i discover 1 thing abt myself. i do enjoy moving around, looking, browsing n seeing new things/places. but i tend to b stukc at my plc. i dun wan to move around if i'm at my desk. but if i'm oredi outside, i'm ready to explore.

right now, i really tryign to plan n meet up my frns... haha, sigh plannign really need take into account abt time mgmt siazz... think ahead. n plan when i do wat. hehe, guess i gonna use sony's organiser.