luv_ktv's untold moments

umm.. have not been updating my blog hor? so, my last update was on 18 nov.

friday, suddenly myboss say i cant take the half day leave on 20dec, cos i oni got 3 days left. i was stunned. den was really wondering wat to do for my half day liao loh..
went to watch harry potter later. watching for the story n magical effect. kinda disappointing, cos they delibrately set the ending to be a suspense: the evil man is coming back. wah liao, thot that was oni the mid of mov. n tis trip, made mi realise a frn of mine, has come staunch xtian. believing the bible to the detail. living by wat the bible tell him to. forcing himself, or persuading n limiting himself to stop thinking abt men, but go for gers.

den sat. my left eye twitched. i was busy preparing my things for the etic, n felt it shld mean i will b late for the tic, ie the shop close lioa. but things were alright lei... i even ate the slice fish noodles. was really fine. went to the shopping mall nearby to check out prices for digi cam, n bluetooth ear piece. hehe, first time to do research siazz.. but felt so bad, tat i let the ppl describe to mi n tlel mi things, later i still go off n dun buy from them. sigh, can see their disappointed look. but i reaslise tat, i am really BIASED against spec'ed guys. n maybe i 2 despo for guys, whichever guys attend to mi at their shops, i find them alright or nice looking. but 1 guy, he's in specs, i immedaitely... dun feel anythign for him. anyway, i decided liao. if the comex price dun meet my tartget i going back there to buy.

den 1 funny exp is, i was shoppping in the mall. went all way to top flr, den walked along those quiet n isolated lanes. den saw some heavy makeup women stand at thei entry fo their shops, calling "shuai ge, wan massage?" liao!!!! i was stunned!!!!!!!!!1 i din dare look!!!!!!!!!!! the first 1 who call mi, i was courteous enuff to smile back n decline. others, i simpyl looked away. i wonder how will i react if they are guys ...ahha...

n during the touring, i really found that, i do like moving n travellign abt. if i'm at a certain plc, i will wanna roam around there. n explore, but if i'm stuck to a table, i prefer ot jus stay there...

den come sunday. my left n right eye twitched. i found that i may not have been given visa at all. n when we checked, really no visa. sianzzz.. do ihave to go down again?!?! the invoice oredi wrote i need etic n visa, but the lady diun give mi?? i had even checked with her how do i check in? she demo tat i jus need to show passport, tat all. den i left. now, got such issues. sianzzz... den hor i got home, n chatted wif a guy from fridae.. another guy. n... hehe, gradually we met up haha. n i had the longest session ever with a so-called new guy... LOL...

monday, had wnana cheat half day mc siazz.. but later seeing how bz we are, i gave up. n somehow i realise how diff their way of solving prob is. we ar putting up xmas tree. they insisted n preferred to make abox to make into a stand for the tree. i will actually prefer turning an existing box into the stand. n surprised n sad n disappointing to say, a frn once again stood mi up for apptmt. when i told him tat, he got defensive n said he din promise to go. well, i den wondered how does it mean by "promise to go". by word of "promise", "agree", "confirmation", "will let u know"?

so i contacted a few otehrs. none is free. ok, anyway, i decided wat i wanna buy liao. canon a520. it's not entirely new, but it's got all thre things i need. movie, pic, usb, good optical soom, at least 4M pixel, affordable price. there really is not a need for mi to buy the "latest model" cos it does not suit my purpose.

n my half day leave kena sabo again. they say boss may not allow half day leave. even unpaid oso cannot. end up may take unoffical time off.

tuesday, met up a fridae guy again. chatted a bit. after work, my boss n mi discussing y we need to keep upgrading. he say "u learn 1 skill or specialise is not enuff. once that thing is outta fad, u r back to low level. like those web designers. best things is to keep on upgrading, learn a bit of everyting, make urself priceless.

i dun agree. by being a person who generally knows everything, but practically know nothing (jack of all trade is master of none) is quite useless. if u know wat u wnana study, go for it. y bother to keep upgrading the paper? unless ur industry is reayll so tuff, tat it realyl require to know bits of everything. but if u have the foresight, u can focus on 1 subject and delve into it.

boss even say, i got my java cert liao. if i really gd enuf, i'll have created an electronic leave clearing form. wah liao, as though challenging my caps??wah liao. when i first heard it, i did think of accepting it n develop such tings. but later i thot: why shld i? he may b either pushing mi to do something for them, or really underestimating my caps for java.

den come wednesday. suddenly, i realise my values is diff from the ppl here. i blif customer is king n we shld b nice n try to help them whenever we can. but they, prefer to b firm n rude if needed. n hor, to tis pt, they still dun agree to let mi take half day unpaid leave. DUNNO Y. push it to mgmt, saying even if sup allow, mgmt may not. but, comeon, if sup say have enuff ppl, n i taking unpaid, y shld mgmt refuse? more to like they dun wanan bother the mgmt liao.. for scared of trouble.

den these days i been trying to find new ways of motivating myself... so sisnazz at work. my ideals not met, objectives not achieved. work is so boring.

thurs. i was toking to user in an understanding tone. den the jnr jus took over n told mi "dun need tok so much to him". ok.. she win. well soemtimes, she's just so direct with her words n bochap ppl's feelings. den the snr likes to sing praises of watevr she like/prefer, n critises watever she dun enjoy. sometimes hor, i realyl fee tat they not my level of communication.

abt the half day leave, i really dunno them. cos, at times, the jnr oso went off 3 hrs prior to KO time, den they ok. anyway, i jus attended antoher seminar for new advisers. i told my office, i going for biz seminar. correct right?! it basically to tell mi more abt wat training n job prospects to expect from the company. n... wah liao, no basic income siazz.......

i kinda draw out my plan liao. but dunno.. how shld i get my family to support mi siazz... tell them, then they later discourage mi again....... ok, i plan to hunt for jobs again. this time for java jobs. i aim to switch jobs by start of 2006 cos my cert is good, n hopefully the new coy can buy mi over. den 3 mths time, i probation dun pass, den i go become adviser. sounds nice?

1 last thing b4 i sleep, dunno y. after the sunday rendevous, i been "forced" by my mind to sleep early... near 12, i wanna doze off liaozz...