luv_ktv's untold moments

watched the "child of our time" again. it's the 2nd last ep. soemtimes hor i really wonder.. for those TV addicts, once a production catches ur attention, u'll forego some social events to watch its subsequent episodes. den when the series ends its run, u'll feel a bit lost, and need to plan wat to do next to fill up that empty slot.

anyway (i think this is another frequently used word...), watching the program really make mi know more abt myself. cos since young, i was ALWAYS at home watching TV. even my mum/dad keep nagging at mi to go out. but i jus stay home to watch tv. ask mi anything abt the TV show, i can asnwer u. but this actually affect(ed) my social skills. as in i dunno how to mix wif frns, n dunnohow to share... now learning it bit by bit.

siaozz.. these days i keep forgetting wat i wanna blog. had in mind the contents, but when abt to write i dun rmb.

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ok. 1 of my views for reln is that, i dun mind sacrificing to make things work. so i'm not exactly sure wat went wrong lah. first few, all din work out at all. den when i gain more confi abt myself, to mi, some ppl will want to know mi at the spur of the moment. once they get tired of it, of the excitement n the freshness, they'll leave u. or if they find any fault wif u, they wun tok abt it, n jus let go.

for mi, i prefer to really tok things out, and see if i can adjust to suit the other person. changing does not mean changing urself, but adapting urself to suit him better. in such way that u dun feel suppressed.

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i'm really planning (yes 2nd time i mentioning it) my oz trip now haha. den discussed wif my colleauges. seem like my hope to oz during xmas period may be dashed, cos due to work commitment. but i think cna work things out. den more jialut is muz call agencies to check on rates... sianzz..

n our place, the morale is really going downHILL. almost every1 is contemplating on resigning. mi, is to programming side. agent side, i din tell any1 yet.