Sunday, November 13, 2005

haha... last night, i mustered my courage, yes mustered, n went to irc. cos.. LOL, u blif it? i was reading an article dated in june tis yr, toking abt youngsters (sec sch boys) who, due to their immaturity, traded their bodies with materialistic stuff, and ended up kena those diseases. i was really appalled, n wanna b good samaritan, by going into irc n see if i can help in anyway.. haha, i know, and knew, it was mad movement cos how am i gonna help at all?! but i just felt justified to go in. haha.

i jus parked inside for abt 1 hr n went off. cos i din promo myself, so no 1 chatted up haha. n abt 12am, after my bath, i.. decided to b noti.i used my webcam for irc hahah. some ppl connected to mi, but due to the poor std of my cam, those ppl who demand for quality cam left disappointed, kept complaining how dark the cam is, how slow it's. but i jus bochap loh. they wanna see, jus see. dun wan, den d/c loh. some ppl oso wan mi show my face.. NAHZZ, those ppl who gong-gong den show face lerzz..

if u gonna do anything tat ppl can blackmail u wif, think of the possible consequences tat ur acts may bring. protect urself.

hehe.. den at last min, someone dun have cam but wanna see. den he quite courteous lah, cos he dun have cam mah, dun dare to b over-demanding. so we did play around, showing parts of my body haha... quite fun siazz.. although it's not bad to have someone coming over, i'm not sure if i'm prepared to meet new ppl. wil it be really ONS, or we can tok? aiya 2 much thigns to think. so jus over cam will do loh. hee, but he's oso someone who can control himself loh.

i kept asking him to come over, n teasing him, but he insist not to, saying he need to study. n oso keep asking mi to show "live action" n face. but i wun. cos, too risky :) so it's like we both try to get each other to do our bidding but none conceded. heeh.. long time never had such fun liao.. LOL

n hor, i'm really getting excited over my oz trip. hope everything can go smoothly..

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for long time, i din have a dream tat make mi feel down. it somehow reflected my inner world.

it's some festival.. maybe CNY? den we at a relative (dunno who) place celebrating. every1 is having fun mingling around n mixing around. i'm the odd 1 out. i choose to stay away from them. i dino where to go. i jus walk around in the house. helping to keep the place clean. i even rmb, using a broken mop, den putting it back/

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btw, this page is really ridiculous.. or hilarious..

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