luv_ktv's untold moments

haha, sometimes i fidn it strange. when u hate or dislike something, u tend to put a link to the page that you had such feelings for. but then, if u realyl dun like it, why bother put up the link? it'll jus generate interest. u know, bad publicity is better than no publicity. if u say soemthing is bad, n give a link, ppl usually visit it to check out wat's wrong. it'll generate interest. esp when u feel it dun really have the content to call for such attention.

umm... skip the sad side a while.

ahah, i swam today, den hor, i was actually attracted to a hubby, who's guiding his toddler boy how to swim. cos the boy was using a float, n wearing tights, i somehow, at first, thot tat the hubby was an instructor. den gradually, realise it's dad-son. dad wearing those metallic finish goggles. clean face. got slight tummy, but tone body. haha, my eyes r usually on him siazz... till he left the pool for the slide, n sauna.

den quite surprisingly, today... ya it's sch holiday. den got a group of 6 sec sch BOYS playing water. some wearing bermuda kinda pants. they having fun in the pool. but den, kauzz, 1 guy was abt 10 cm from his group, i was swimming to wards this guy, den i really dunno if i shld swim which way siazz, cos skali i swim, den he move again. den i said "sorry" firmly to him. he stunned n moved. haha, funni part is, his kinda "beng" frn den swam up to mi, to see my face. i bochap them totally.

however, later on, maybe i 2 sensitive, they keeping getting at my way. but well, they r having fun together, so i can oni swim away. i got a feeling, if i tell them off again, they will fight back.

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these days, i really wonder.. wat's the diff % frn n lover? both shld b similar in many ways. but latter can offer sex, understanding, support? somehow, for most of my relns, they seem to leave once they not happy or find someone better. for mi, i'm pretty persistent. not willing to give up without a fight. perhaps 'cos i believe in communications.

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*GOSH, I WAS POSTING YTDAY, DEN SUDDENLY BLOGSPOT SEEM TO HAVE SERVER PROBLEM. ALL MY UPDATES R GONE FROM TIS POINT ON!!*

shall write wat i rmb:

commercial awards presentation. a singer jus came out wif a new album, n entered into the competition as well. n hor SYZ tis time, she seem to act cute wif her voice. is she imitating jolin?

i'm quite used to telling the truth. but at times, when things dun appear as simple as it seems to b, i try to tell truth, but end up ppl misjudge mi n think of mi badly. like, when i have my reasons for doing something, den when tell them the truth, they think i dun value them. got 1 time, got 3 groups of frns ask mi out for NY coutndown. 2 groups cancel last min, den i go for the 3rd group. i told 1 guy the truth, den he was like taken aback by my rsponse...

so now, i'll judge who r the ones i can tell teh truth... but i think, i'll b frank wif all i know... unless i fidn they r lying to mi...

lastly, i put up links to various interpretations of my zodiac sign. somehow, now i blif in the readings of the zodiac sign liao... cos it really tell abt mi internal feelings n thots. i was suppressing myself a lot... haha, due to various reasons...