luv_ktv's untold moments

been a rather quiet weekend for mi...

so quiet tat... ya... i shot vids of myself.. or rather... ya lah, vids.. but oni 1 final product :)

was cruising in irc.. got someone who got nice bods.. he looks quite tall in the pic.. den he oso seem to be interested in me... had wanna ask him come over. but too bad.. he wanna go disco with frns.. den he ask mi join oso..

i was thinking will i appear despo if i join the disco? like i veli keen on him.. my close frn advised mi to jus go.. treat it as a chance ot know him better. ok loh... i guess.. will jus join... his profile is http://www.facelink.com/cruz.

but hor... wah liao... ok.. i too anxious.. so i got there 1 hr earlier... den we met up. he brought mi in... he was kinda smiling all the way. when inside, his frns are in liao, but.. dunno why he din intro.. den in this kinda place, knowing my voice limits, i dun tok much oso... den he never tok to mi at all as well. oh well, a few lines he did. but i seem to tok more..

he did ask if i'm bored at the start.. i was fine then. but tat does not mean i am not bored at the later part, when i was like.. expected to kill time myself... he din tok to mi, oni entertain his frns... i told him i din plan to chiong.. so went out oni to see him. but he so bochap mi...

too bored, i msg him i go out first... he can come out to tok... for 30 mins, he din reply mi at all. i was jus staring into blank outside the disco. finally, i sms him i'll leave first.

den 1 hr later, he sms mi... tat he din notice my sms oni until now. apologied for "seeing my sms oni now", "for not toking to mi". and "paiseh". at that point of time, i was still thinking ok loh... at least he replied. oh ya, when i finally left disco, i deleted his name liao. but hor, soem time later, i thot abt it, n find that he IS insincere.

see, i was there, with him in the disco. toking to him for a while. den during the time i left the place... did he not notice mi missing at all? if he din, i'm disappointed. cos i'm nothing to him. if he did, din he even bother to call? I'm an adult. if i were to leave, i sure will inform him. this is courtesy. den he din even bother to find out.

this is really diplomatic loh..

why must ppl jus hang so high up when someone hints of a liking for him?!?