luv_ktv's untold moments

wah liao... i dun feel so good.. a master who i know during CNY eve... i like him from that day... den i told him abt it few days later.. he oso said he like mi.. but can't commit as he attached. den i say i fell for him liao.. he say dun scare him.. cos he said he attached lioa.. at least must wait till his bf say break, den he break, cos his bf had wanted to be together.

den today, he chatted wif mi.. n said someone asked him out, and was so keen on him that his someone (Elder) kept claling my master "dear".. a word that master forbids mi to call... and some reserved words as well.. cos those are used by his bf... but Elder kept calling this.. till master oso started to address him in this way..

i was alright...

until, master shed some light on Elder's background... and said Elder got into some trouble.. master wnana help.. but lost the contact of an influential frn. n master ask if i know of any1 who can help... i immediately felt that my master is truly keen on this Elder...

this is when i felt something BAD...i can't describe it.. i did not lose any battle;was i feeling despondent? dun think so;feeling sad? no; perhaps i jus felt that.. master treated someone better than he did me.. i met master first... n told him abt my liking first... but nothing happened...

den Elder came in, was persistent in calling names... my master had a liking for him as well... told him the limits.. but thigns still went on... n they even did more things than i did (sighzzz.. dunno y... need to control my... tears... from squeezing into my eyes)

well, i dun wan to affect his mood in helping him.. so din tell him how i felt (sighzz.. i seem to feel another heartbreak inside of mi..) jus listened to his woes... n even though i feel like... if i advise master further, i helping my rival.. but i still decided to help.. at a neutral POV... dun care whether i'm trying to help master, help Elder or whoever... i'm only offering my advice... to anyone who bother to trust mi. n believe in wat i say.. at least know there's some truth in wat i say, n not kids tok...

i oredi told him.. i like him liao.. since he (somehow... once again, controlling my tears.. my gosh.. how many times lioa?!) is keen on Elder.. dun thnk i shld spoil it.. gd guys are hot stuff anyway... i shan't say i like him again.. i mean, in teasing manner ok.. but not those serious qns questioning wat he take mi as...

i like him.. umm.. is it fate? i met him on CNY eve, den like him.. den right ont he next working day (fri), i "lost" my hp.... unable to contact him at all... msn saw him, but we both working, so hard to tok.. den i din bother asking him for his nubmer.. was thinking if he'll contact mi.. never did he.. at most online tok wif him..

den he jus told mi something bad happened between him n bf.. i wanna chat up wif him today (sunday).. but antoher thing happened... to his grandma... so the meet is off... later, he said he met his Elder.. for a chat... i guesss these are fate (yuan)?