luv_ktv's untold moments

hehe, last night, i can say i kinda enjoyed my sleep. although i think i slept a bit late. in morning, i thot will b late again, but hehe, i was on time. phew, luckily i ontime. cos the sup actually called up those who were late. the morning period, can say quite busy, din have time to followup cases. lunch went alone again. ok, this time, i had wanna.. ask my snr "wat time u going for lunch?" when she reply, i'll say "wanna wait for mi to go lunch?" cos i know, 90% she'll say "i going wif mi frns", so.. but i jus trying my luck again. at elast i asked. but 2 bad, no chance. she went off b4 i can ask.

later , in the vening, i was asked to reinstall our program. but i never had the chance to. dunno how to uninstall. den my snr was looking surprised siazz. ya, somehow i do agree tat, i not good at PR. perhaps including socialising. den our agency came over to tok abt our being late at work. i was not invited. i can oni say, i'm stillon probation, so din go. dun wna think -ve'ly. n hor, my sup say, i on probation, so no MC to take. but my contract i dun thnk said so!! later muz check.

den, jus b4 KO, my colleague tease tat i din gel my hair, n ask if i going cine haha. she actually saw mi there last week. ahhaha. well, i did see her, but she was walking fof, din wanna greet her. n she commented, luckily it's a guy, not a ger. den jnr say "r u gay?" i exclaimed "yes!!" she den say, dun play psycho tricks wif her, she can read it. haha.. so wat? but i dunno whether shld i coem out to them anot. dun wan any -ve response from ppl. skali later, even my rice bowl not safe.

anyway ,during this period, 1 thing i learnt is, always b confident of myself. once u exudes it, ppl will oso b confident of u. b confident of ur work ability, n ur person n char. today, my own office pc broke down again. i began to check it,. but my jnr colelague, wah, make it a big hu-ha. keep exclaiming "wat happened" "wat u do?" "i never saw this screen b4 leh" (when tech guy is behind mi)"help is behidjn u liao".

but somehow, i feel tat my tech colleague beginning to trust tat i have some knowledge on hw. cos he asked if i know how to plug out the ide cable. i dunno, he ask mi it's the cable for the hdd. got it. i asked if it's the 1 he tried the other say. yes. :) den laetr, he was away doing things, he called my line directly, asking mi to check the comptuer connection. i checked n resolved thing for him in 15 secs. haha, i was thinking, if he called my jnr, will she b agitated n ask thigns, making it worse, tat why he calle dmi? jehehe...

so, i went to audition for choir, like wat my boi say haha. but, i so mafan siazz, troubled him to check my mails. i din realise, my office can't acess mail.yahoo.com. got to the venue. hehe, but i muz say, i m proud i din ask ask any1 for directions. searched for myself!!!! n somehow, i m really... not used to meeting new guys.. in a group. not used to seeing a group of stranger guys. as usual, i was quiet n withdrawn from them at start. but later, i still spoke to a couple of them.

oh yam, while waiting for the whole lot of them. i played with the kitten. haha, ok, i know i'm seriously playing wif the kitten. but in my thots, i feel tat, i'm telling ppl, i'm caring n loving towards even small animals. i'm not unfrnly n cold. but anyway, i think i... from today exp, i still sticking to my usual self: dun b so fast n know ppl. do it slowly. dun need ot b so kan cheong n tok a lot to ppl i see for the first time. unless tat person is chatty, if not, ask few thigns, n stop. wait for him to ask questions.

as for teh audition, quite ok loh. i managed to reach the notes tat the boss set wif the synthesizer. he evcen say, some ppl r tone deaf, n not able to tell between certain similar notes. oh, when my turn for audition, i was apprehensive. boss told mi "dun b afraid, i not gonna eat u", i replied "i'm 2 skinny to be eaten" ahah... well, confidence n relaxed :) i think he was trying to see if i can hit the notes set by the syntehsizer, n my highest notes. n wanna mi sing sample songs. i sang my superstar songs. as i sang, he hit a couple notes. i dunno wat he mean, but now i think he was trying to rmb the highest note i reached :)

on way home, i sure if my boi was wif mi, he will not lemme do it. hahah. got a seat in mrt. i sat down. left side is either boi, or butch.. err, feminine butch. right side if a yougnwoman. ok, when i sat, the woman oredi have her foot in a cross leg manner. after i was seated, a min later, she shifted leg 1 time. touched my jeans. 2 time, hit my jeans again. kauz. wat she think she doing??? i den raised my foot to kick her foot/leg slightly n crossed my leg oso. after crossing, she grabbed her handbag n moved them nearer to her. wah liao.

after alighting, bought ice cream in bread. tasty. ahah, from the way i eat, do i look kiddy, sexy or wat? for dinner, got nasi lemak. haha, mum tis time, took ym advice n cooked it. her nasi lemak is still the tastiest :) umm, later i shall break the bad news.................. i originally thot, not enuff to fill my tmmy. but when i finished my share, i asked if got more left, i ate to my fill. ok , the bad thing is, my dog, after suffering for weeks from injuries n falls n unbalanced diet, finally left us on thur morning. 6.28am, my sis sms mi. i dun wanna go home n check him out, wil oni make mi sadder. wif him gone this way, my family will oso not b so guilty if we were to put him to sleep. it's hgh time for him to leave us.