luv_ktv's untold moments

updating my blog on a sunday. quite tired now. felt as though i missed LOTSA sleep. but these days have been pretty happening. my last update was on thurday. or thur wee hrs.

anyway, i forgot wat happening. but on thurs, my boi is taking halfday off, so i met him for lunch. later, met up again for dinner.

on fri, supposed to be jus a normaly working day. can rmb 3 thigns tat happened. in morning, the guy is off to work elsewhere. so for lunch, i asked my snr, in front of fat sup, n 1 more colleague, i asked snr. snr is alright for lunch. den we went off. hahah, along wif us is a yandao guy wif a cutie face!!! very often he'll come our office, but i no chance to tok to him. ahha,. today he having lunch wif mi!!! wow!!! i was practically looking at him all the way!! yandao hair, cute face, beng style haha. WOW. if he's my colleague, he'll be my motivation tor each office everyday =D

den after tat, sighzz... a blunder, a silly n coc blunder. so, kena a complaint letter. fat sup say he went over to boss there to explain. n boss say "nvm lah". somehow, i think it's cos of some thing tat i did, tat the boss say "nvm". cos we have 1 case, whcih we email to an ISP, but no reply from them. so i called them up n managed to resolve the problem. ahah, perhaps the boss know i doing my work, n tat compalin letter is nopthing much, so he bochap. but of cos i know i shld tkae note fo the things lah, dun make any more mistakes.

den hor, after this, i overheard fat sup say my agent coming over to tok abt probation mater. so i thot, wah kauz, at this tiem, when i accidentally blundered, n the guy coming over. aiyozz sianzz.. no chance to ask for pay rise. i even thot: due to this, will i b sacked? but later, i convinved mysself that, nothing will happen. cos it's oni a small mistake. ppl always learn from them. so wat if i made mistake? jus learn from it. n till now, they din find any1 to replace mi yet, so i guess i still safe. den at the tok, well, ok loh, my sup den suggest i shld read up on HR stuf. to brush up my skills.

n den hor, when i returned to office, the young lady said "eh, u leaving ah?" wif a grin. i "huh?".

den 3rd thign is, i met up wif my sec sch frns. saw 1 of them. den chatted up. wif this guy, i dun have much to chat lah. but at least tok a bit. den went over to dinner place there. saw our sec couple. the guy waved at the frn. n we joined them in the queue. from then on, i seem to be neglected. we went in to sit. had a short discussio fo wat we wanna buy. den off we went. i wanna fish, so queued up at the stall. den the ger (of the couple) came over. i saw her, she smiled, i smiled back,. n chatted a bit. den, i thot, we are long time frns. since we are meeting up, why not b happy n enjoy the meeting>? loosen up n enjoy the time!! ahah, do i asound fake?

den the bad thing happened. or the fake mi.

1 sec frn of mine, who MIA for donkey years. he came. i n him met up a few month back. tat time i simply dun feel the need to tok to him,. i think i mentioned here b4. den today we here again. i still dun feel like toking to him. i really dunno how to react. he came over n patted my shoulder, "hey *** how are you" n went to sit down. i simply dunno wat to tok to him. he tok i tried looking at him, but still turned my eyes away secs later.

in end, i look to his direction but to his side. dun look at him directly. i oso din bother replying to him. he din ask mi anythign lah, but i simply dun wana join in conversations he started. i did tok n chat wif other ppl. at times he was even bored, n sat there, staring n hearing us oni, unable to chip in. den he'll suddenly ask the ger, who is always welcoming n approachable, some quetions, breaking his silence. if ppl are attentive, or rather observant enuff, they will notice i am not tat frnly toward him anymore.

i simpyl feel he's no longer worth my 3ffort.

however, when he offered to buy su thigns, i chipped in to say "i not getting any". usually, i'll jus ignore, i tink. but this time, i pretended nothing happened. for the first time, i feel so fake.

haha, den i saw my boi standing outside, waiting for mi!?! i was stuned!! n aiyozz, i dunno wat to do. he there, my frns oso there. intr him to frns, or dun intro, or jus ask him wait outside for mi?? wah liao... anyway, he walked mi to my busstop. there, i saw 2 guys. 1 is quite good looking. i noticed they lokoing at our direction for some time liao. n suddenly, th good guy waved n said "hello" towards our direction. his frn asked "wat u doing". haha, the good guy was paiseh. umm, do i know tat guy?? or he';s my boi's frn??

anyway, mum got cook, so went family there for dinner again, n went home to sleep. gosh, next day got meeting leizz... n my first tiemt o get back to my room afte 12 am. tmr still wanan go swimming. haha, so rushing.