luv_ktv's untold moments

3rd day.. although not much runnign around to do cases, here, the thigns seem better.. cos at least not so much politics.. din do much yet...

i guess i really need to .. umm, i mean, recently.. or nowdays, i will get honry at times.. caught between studying, surfing net, watching TV, and sex.. or rather crusiing online..

but today i thot of an ex-acquaintance... eeh.. term sounds complicated? acquaintance... of the past... thus ex-acq... this acq, he told mi he preparing exams.. so he got no time to jo.. for few mths liaozz, den meet mi up, he 2 honry.. n jerked off..

i thot, since he can control urges, why not mi? for now, if i honry, perhaps can jus DIY, but hor.. when i diy, i nowdays 1 or 2 cm dist... quite a poor turnout :P

i guess i'll learn to control my urges.. or watch porn (but it takes time to find n playback).

den last night, saw from ch 8 news.. abt koreans sitting topless on streets, rioting.. i was 2 slow to record.. den ch U, i forgot to keep track and missed e front part...

umm.. a regular visitor here.. jus recovered from a down period.. unable to write essays there.. unlike MINE, which can really let ppl write their FULL THOUGHTS.. i'll pen my words here.. i know he does read them :D

nice that he.. haha.. i seem to be directing my words publicly siazz!! public declaration of ********?!?... anyway, he got over it, err.. aiyozz, wat i wanna say har? umm, everythign u do, it affects ur future.. wat happens to u everyday, prepares u for ur future.. dreams... has 2 meaning... I jus had a dream = i jus dreamed/t. My dream is to set up a company, sellign my product...

yes, it sounds vague, but i hope it makes sense if u think abt it (i'm not sure whether i.. describe it right anot siazz)

having a blog, lets u express urself to everyone who has been to ur site.. to share your thots wif strangers, meet people who had the same predicament, and let your friends to know u better, and to know what you are going through, as.. when was ur last time to tok to everyone? u don't have to incur additional costs, u don't have to repeat wat u said umpteen times to diff ppl, u don't have towait for a chance to call frns up to catch up.

in SIMPLE WORDS, it lets u pour out your sorrows n happiness (or wat u wanna write). it let u feel as though u told someone, where in fact, u told an unknown no of ppl..

a down period is when u feel soemthing's not right, and unable to get out of it. u have to learn to overcoem it, and, if u can, ask urself why u are into it. very seldome, thigns happen without a reason. there's no smoke without a fire *PAUSE*

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jus saw an ad abt total defence... front part, quite ok.. but later, abt immob, liazz!!! i let out a luff when i saw the guy's army attire ready in the car boot!!
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*PLAY* learn to let go and relax (ur stress), forgive and perhaps forget (any unhappiness).. not easy.. but wif time n perseverance, everyone can achieve it.

ok.. i guess enuff abt tat visitor... jus now my 2nd master msg mi.. i had given him my blog.. but i doubt he reads it. he was asking mi somthign.. i know wat he mean, but i act blur.. to demo wat i felt abt his atttiude. later, he oso give up (he din answer after my "huh") n went to sleep.. alright wif mi..

i oredi told him... how he was treating mi.. at times, he still doing it.. he spent a bomb on his bf, den complain to mi he no money liaozz.. wat can i say? i oredi told him my thots, now he tell mi again, wat he wan mi to say? repeat my ans?