luv_ktv's untold moments

am i excited abt my course? i woke at 5.. near 6am.. den felt too early, n slept again.. i usually wake b4 7... den prep to go out.. din bring much... went for my bfast n papers... went to queue for bus around 8am. bfast = 3.3$ (wah, i thto i got lotsa things to write.. but i take quite some time to think )

but the queue was pretty long.. and for 5+ mins, bus din come yet.. strange, my first time to stand jus outside the border-ed queue.. dent eh guy in front.. was like.. stunned tat someone (or a guy) stood suddenly behind him.. move in out, left right.. like so uncomfy..

later bus came, n wah liao.. long line of ppl in the bus walking n finding seats.. i jus took the 1 nearest to mi.. ya i noticed tat got a poly boy like waiting to take the seat i took.. den later he sat beside mi.. while i reading my papers.. he kinda kept peeping at mi siazz... hehe.. i was not scared to show my orientation.. got a poly guy standing near the door... side view facing mi.. i often looked up to him..

but gosh!!! rainy day, den traffic jam!!! thot can be there on time.. but liaozz!!! late siazz!!! n finalyl found my way there... went inside... n started attending the lec...

cos i missed 1 day, i asked the guy beside mi.. he quite not bad looking.. but not local for sure.. i asked him.. but he gave some asnwer which made mi even blur... nvm.. later i asked the tr.. finally got it... but hor, wah liao.. i so blur n so lost siazz.. TR tok so fast n rush... hear wat he say, i kinda understand half half oni...

den during a 5 mins break..tat yandao guy ask tr something... made mi no tiem to ask.. so i ask the other student.. finalyl knew wat i missed... got on... den lunch hr, every1 finsihed their things and went for lunch.. i stayed on,... trying to clear my thing.. dun feel like going lunch oso... everythign so ex.. sighzz.. POOR mi...

den hor, during the lunch, cos 1 student got PROB wif program, TR spent some time fixing it.. n i was left... alone.. staring into blank.. TR oso no time to hiu mi...

in fact hor, at tat time, i was so lost as how to carry on but he like.. dun bothewr abt mi n look at other ppl, i feel so angry siazz.. like he care oni abt those who attending lessons.. mi,who need HELP, he dun bother at all siazz.. later he finally ok lioa... n came over... n ya finally got it...

oso got 1 time, when ppl... i think b4 lunch, when ppl bz wif their assgt, i was stuck somewhere.. he came over, n jus said "u cant do it this way" and went off.. OEI!!!! u the tr... like dat jus went off?? wat u doing?? are uso busy????

i was really pissed... n decided to complain abt him later...

finally, i got things sorted out, n asked him to verify.. he finally explained to mi.. GOSH.........

den lunch time.. all went off liao... i stay in room... the the yandao offered to guide mi 2 thigns... but later, i got prob.. i kena stuck.. i dun ask him.. cos wah liao, he made mi so blur.. dun wan ask liaozz... i make it so obvious siazz..

cos later, when another student.. who i trust more, came in, i asked him as he walk past mi hehe.. n cos this, i kinda skipped my lunch.. din eat anything.. hoping the bfast can last mi... but cant...

i developed migraine!!! wah loa, monday i feigned it.. n now i getting it?? was thinking if i will get any tea beaks... so tat, can go take something.. but no lei.. near 3pm, nohing... den i jus excused to toilet.. back, n took some snacks...

wah, congratulate mi!!! i took popiah!!! wif vege!!! ate 1/3 n jus gave up.. DISGUSTING!!!!!! hehe.. i even thot i may grow to like the dish.. NAH!!!! :D

went back.. sitll fighitngthe headache... wah liao.. seem like a test o whether i can take the pain n caarry on study anot siazz.. i decided i wanna stay put... i muz persevere!!! finally lesson ending.. n i realise i starting to absorb better...

is this a training for my determination later? but will i really need the course? or jsus a test of my determinationj to scceed? cos my new job.. is onsite technician.. no chance to write program.. why i bother taking it still.. but if i dun, nothing to do... now wif this coruse, and loads of tests n theories to memo, at least will have thignt o kill time for mi..

at least during this time, i.. dun intend to go out, n can use the time to prepare myself... n read the thigns...

ok,.. den when the class ended, i went up to tok to TR.. hehe.. oni den i realise we wearing same color!!! hehe.. dun wna mention abt it to him :) but later, i told him i can go for all lessons, he happy.. n even offered to guide mi when the course ended... like give mi 3 hrs personal tutoring to make up for hours lost.. :)

so i went to toilet before going home.. n came out, he opened the door.. frightened mi.. i said in mandardin... u frightened mi... he reply "soemthing mouse.." den was fidning my way out.. haha.. like someone lost siazz.. got home.. n decided to give my best shot at planning...

i bought buns for tmr lunch... n bought mineral water oso.. n decided, i'll go family first to take dinner.. settled liao, den go home to rest.. will watch oni news on TV.. wun read papers liaozz.. for news... cos will take the time to read java notes... den wkend stay home oso... read ntoes... hope i can be disciplined enuff...