luv_ktv's untold moments

the song on the website is pretty depressing.. wah liao.. dun sing this song lah.. 2 depressing oni make u more depressed

hey, the photo page... someone has taken up my nick!!! i tried other combo.. seem to link back to my own prof.. is it cos they din review my pic yet..

anyway, was quite frightening to see someoen so open abt his past siazz.. but he did have a scarring (correct?) past but a .. an unfrnly army environment... but tat was good oso.. at least opened him up to more frns.. not tat lone self anymore..

but strange, since he can deal wif politics, ancipating moves, why is he so sticky wif his first group of aj frns? i mean, even if he's new to the scene, he shld b able to see his direction.. fancy asking a sum of $$ for the orgy thing.. and, being in politics, i surprised he can raise the money in unorthodox ways...

but... jus bear in mind, fair weather frns (means ppl who contact you oni when u are doing well, n disappear when u need help, esp financially) do not stay wif u. they are more for fun times. u still need loyal frns who u can really trust.. those who wun betray u for anything, those who stand by u when u need them, those who pull u up when u fall, those who advise u PROPERLY when u r in dilemma.. as for properly, my now character will say, it means those who tink of possiblities n reasons n put everything out for u.. but u shld still find a way tat u r comfy wif.. to mi, if frns tell u directly wat to do, u will need to think if it's the proper way anot...

anyway the new name is better oso.. hahah...

to mi, being frank n accepting the past, is a way of accepting ur flaws. i do not escape from it, but learn to overcome it or live wif it. umm., the counsellor is not bad siazz.. heeh... everyone, i guess has their own ugly past.. cos they are growing up. it's wat they learn from that makes them up who they are right now.

"always look at the bright side of life" is true.. try to be optimistic.. for EQ, ppl tend to be emotional when it affects them. but do ask ur trustworthy frns for other ways. they often see it in a diff manner..

coming back to fair weather frns, i guess someone may be reading this blog. wel, my close aj frn.. a close frn of mine did mention he is like to be fair weather frn. but i din mind.. cos i enjoy my time wif him... n ask him out every now n den.. but 2 bad, he "chose" to end the 'ship.

n sadly, 2 of my close frns.. r now in Oz... LEAVING ME ALONE HERE... arghzz!! LOL...

conclusion.. i'd say, for those wif matured thinking, i dun see any reason for them leaving u... i came out to my sec n poly frns too, they din leave mi. n we are open abt my orientation too.