luv_ktv's untold moments

feeling better now.. my master asked mi out.. as mentioned, was... struggling.. yes, s'gling whether to go out anot... went out in the end, but was quiet most of the time.. he tried to tease n joke wif mi.. well, a depressed person is not open to jokes.. n.. asked him to diff betwn depressed n sad... err.. or can say i enlightened him on the diff... hehe.. how come so often, i understand more things than the ppl around mi ler?

den, strolled wif him.. or shopped wif him for hours.. den went for dinner.. he had wanna treat mi.. i alright.. so went to deli to eat.. but maybe the centre there.. not prepared for such heavy flow of customers, they din have enuff food.. need to wait or sold out. mine was sold out.. i dunno wat else to order, so din get anythign.. later wanna get drinks.. oso 2 ex there. but... he realyl... a bit 2 caring/attentive siazz.. keep asking whether i want this/tat... make mi feel... almost wanna say he's bothersome...

den.. to spite myself, we walked all teh way back to mrt.. on way to his place, i somehow... felt tat i understand why i so depressed n down...

i was 2 focussed on studying n reading my notes.. neglected my social development.. social circle.. until i was unable to balance... umm.. call it self-diagnosis oso can.. 2 stress wif studies.. till i almost topple... wif the mindset tat, i need to pass 2 exams b4 i can get back half the money... n dun see the pt in telling family abt it... like.. everythign, own self swallow n fidn way out... at that time, almost felt tat, amei's "ku bu chu lai" *cant cry out* suits mi..

sighzz. den, chatted wif master till dawn... nexr day, still need to go swiming bla bla..