luv_ktv's untold moments

dunno why i still have an exasperating feel towards 2nd master.. or perhaps... 3-times-sex-mate?

he jus msn mi... asking mi wat i doing.. i gave those blur answers, and 1 liners... dun wan to tok too much.. later he called mi.. but phone line bad... he wanna ask how come i so sianzz.. n wanna know wat bad thing happen.. i told him calmly "nothing".. den phone reception so bad he wnana hang up...

den in msn, he asking mi how to deal wif some thigns... i gavwe him bochap replies. he ask "why those replies" i answered "dunno". den he say he gonna sleep...

i'm not sure if i still feel for him... such tat i have such reactions towards him, or i'm really taking it tat, he dun treat mi as proper frn, so i tok like tat... i've been very cold to him... no more those fancy chats n jokes... always those "busy" attitudes n tones to him... once again, if he think tat's a "alright, i'm doing fine" tone, den nothing to say...

if he ever discover or realise tat i'm displeased wif him, and ask, i shall see how determined he's to know the truth... the last time i met him, he was DETERMINED to know my opinions of his bf... if he's oni curious abt why i such reactions, n not keen to know, den noting shal b told. i'm not being difficult...

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anyway, at work... eheh.. during my last job, even fri need to wear long sleeve. den today, i forgot n wore long still... wah liaoz, during lunch, e guy who came in wif mi.. dun wanna tok at all.. always showing a long face... tok to him, he oso 1 liners.. alrighjt, i done my best. he dun wan tok, i shan't force him..

den, i went shopping.. went down to b1, a sales staff was looking at mi.. i looked back, he's quite nice looking.. den i went over to his counter to lok some thigns.. haha.. dunno if the thigns really attracged mi,. or he attracted...

den while looking at somethign, he came up, n offered help. i asked him some things... he replied witha smile.. haha... he is cute wif a smile, nice looking without it. :D

noadays, unable to write all my thots whenever i wanna.. so get home den write.. thus, i think some things i may forget.. will add them in as n when i rmb..

thes days, i seem to be getting kinda exhibitionist... cos on way home, in my work attire.. if i dun feel cold or unwell, i almost wanna unbutton the top 2 ones.. leaving myself almost indecently exposed siazz...

adding... i usuaully will ,,.. i dunno if i said this b4,, usually, i won't bother to specifically.. i think i did write this line... say whether i happy sad, moody or wat.. tht's too... direct, obvious n str8. i prefer to describe hwo i feel... up to the visitor to realise wat's my actualy mood...