luv_ktv's untold moments

writing my thoughts again...

this afternoon, saw a documentary on ch 8.. it's about poaching of elephants for their tusks.. another sin of humans against its own race... animals... for vanity, humans don't mind killing. even got some baby elephants had become orphans as their parent... esp mother was killed... luckily got some society helping to raise them...

den jus saw moulin rouge on ch 5... it's a pretty much a superb show.. really lotsa singing.. quite a musical... like The Sound of Music.. was admiring their singing.. n trying to interpret in my own ways.. wat the various movements, gestures were tying to say..

perhaps i'm outta love for quite some time.. or this movie has a good... or long time no see story... so i was quite touched by it.. felt like weeping.. esp the scene where the ger was forced to give up her love due to a powerful figure liking her... she found it hard to give him up, but for his sake, she still did it.. although it broke her heart..

i really felt for the scene... i decided i'll buy teh vcd... and anyway, the male actor was pretty cute.. hehe.. but i wonder if he was ever in those stupid movies.. or it's his first time to appear in movie...

another wk has passed quietly for mi.. no chionging.. no movie... a buddy (online type) asked mi to go out still... but.. got nowhere to go.. n no 1 contacted mi at all... really.. no 1... except for 2 guys who r keen on mi.. ya lah, they my frns now..

but at times, i really wonder if it's gonna worth the course fees... i am keen n determined to learn back java.. but look at now.. my new job got 3 mths probation. which dun allow mi to take leave.. den i mus clear all my stuff in 6 mth (including passing) to get my subsidy... den got 3 exams to take.. 2 classes to attend.. 1 is over.. am i pushing myself too hard? Or it's a chance to train myself up? to be more time conscious n better scheduled?

let see how things go...