luv_ktv's untold moments

umm.. dunno where to start.. been doing admin work today.. quite ok.. IT not oni abt fixing PCs, oso shld include some admin work.. there is a 28 yo msian in my dept. today, 1 time during lunch, 1 time at KO hours, our hands rubbed together... not sexually of cos, but unintentionally...

den poly frn called mi up for gathering.. it last min.. so din manage to find enuff ppl.. however, i am unhappy abt it. u know, at 625, i called to confirm i going for gathering. she said she at 2 MRT away. so ok, i KO n wait for her. by 7pm, i msg her where she is, ask her to come my MRT find mi, if not, i leave at 730. it's tuff to wait for so long, when i jus KO, tired, n hungry. she said she's coming over. 7.25pm, she not in sight. i msg her i leaving liaoz.

den she called mi, saying she jus got to the mrt and ask where i am. i promptly imagined her to b at the mrt there liao, but i lied tat i oredi at busstop waiting for bus, although i still walking there.. den she said, isit?? she is also at the busstop there...

huh? wat she tryiong to say? she at mrt, or busstop?? den i jus told her frankly, i dun wan meet liao... other day perhaps.. she den attended something else n held on.. but i.. jus dropped the line. 5 secs later, she called again. i replied tat low batt. i told her right now, i waiting for bus liao.. dun wna meet liao. den she said she oredi at the mrt, and confused wat to do next.

i den... relented, and told ehr i b waiting at the junction. n we met up. i jus blurted out... diplomatically.. tat i not happy wif the timings. den went on with dinner,.. but i was almost silent all teh way.. they ask y, i jus said i tired...

at this pt, i feel tat... the frnship bond is no longer tat strong anymore.. i find tat, they are trying to maintain the frnship in a commercial way...

last yr, i mentioned abt some biz chances... well, they intro'ed to mi.. it's a MLM. i was pretty keen on it. but now, no more.. cos... not enuff support, but... somehow, i begint o feel tat, i'll b a sales person if i go in... or... right now, i dun wan meet up this poly frn alone cos i dun wan our chat to b surround the MLM biz. i dun wan tat to happen to mi.

so, now i find tat... whenever i tok to this frn, seem like more on the biz side.. trying to get mi into the biz... instead of the fun n casual tok cock session...

if i were them, i guess this attitude will tell mi, i not tat keen to chat much wif them.. everythign i jus say dunno/... maybe 'cos i was hungry tat time. i told a lie, tat i was tired...

on way home, quite ok... jus tat, quite strange... i was holding on to the pole. beside it stood 2 guys toking. the guy nearer to mi, kept rubbing his elbow n hand wif mine...

den went family for my dinner... my mum unhappy tat i din go family for dinner last night.. so when i called her abt it, she jus hang up after replying. i guess no 1 is to blame.. mon night, she told mi most prob no cook.. den called my sis oso... den later she know i still at work, n said since i getting home after 8pm, she can manage to cook.. im ok wif it.

but when i got home, i was expecting a proper meall.. but the dishes... ok, i dun take vege... but den, it dun mean, my every dish has to be MEAT! the dish oni steamed fish, n braised pork. yes both i can take n taste ok.. but, it's definitely not a proper or tasty meal!!! tasty meal dun mean muz taste good in tongue, but a satisfying meal... but.. the fish is the first dish out, i was disappointed, n decided to buy supper after my first round. dent eh pork came.. well, after takignt he pork, since i wanna b thrifty, i will save the supper for next day... but the meal really not satisfying for mi...

the next day, i really bought my dinner n ate it. mum sms mi jus b4 11, asking if i eating, i replied no. wat for go family for dinner, when it's not to my liking..

oh well, read the papers today, tat Ch U is losing its stand... yes i agree.. den another point was raised. the ads on it, were considerably lesser than b4... but was filled wif trailers... hehe.. i din realise tat until today... :)