luv_ktv's untold moments

sianzz, tired, bored... been returning home str8 for 2 wks.. din go out at all.. originally, thot tat since i dun have any plans to ask ppl out, i at least can.. stroll ard the city area... to lift my spirits n moods... get fresh breaths.. even now, see the starting of ch 8 show, wif julian hee's bods n smiles, my mood is not raised much.. jus felt stunned..

watched CHASE by chance.. the ger was feeling down. daddy came in n noticed something wrong. he asked "wanna talk?"... that is the line that will have started lotsa confiding... some families jus ain't tat supportive.. but gays lead an alternate lifestyle. face a different n unique problem compared to others. if families can be supportive enuff, our lives will be very much improved.

my mum did ask mi.. in the past.. if i got any prob, jus say it out.. but with her unacceptance of PLU, i wonder if she'll understand anything at all... if i told her abt my emotiional side, i guess she'd say, go for a ger... since guys are so hard to please. tat does not help at all...

nothing else to say.. staying home.. not even sure if i .. gonna find out abt registering for mass orgy... if not, jus stay home n rot or watch tv..

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somehow, my mood is fluctuating.. 1 moemnt, i gues i wanna join the mass orgy... next moment, i wanna b quiet, peaceful life, stay home, read my notes. i know i'm bored.. but i'm confused to whether i shld join the orgy. struggling..

den today, i msg my master, hinting tat he can own mi for tonite.. he "huh? wat u mean?" i replied him.. telling him directly.. he din reply at all.. jus after i KO, he replied "tok on msn..." thto i can look forward to a night of fun, followed by a string of events... i guess tat's been dashed.

i think i will find out the details abt the party... den take my time to decide if i wnna go for it