e frn who joined in... met mi some time back in mrt, when i was on way to a party. den he started... i was not in the mood to tok then, but when he came, he started the topic n tok abt the party stuff.. den slowly i got into the mood, and shared wat happened then...

then while chatting, 1 of them invited us to a bowling session. to be on a holiday oso.. i decilined first, but later, thot i may jus join in tat day, n tell them i'll confirm later.

den later, we proceeded home... ppl went their separate ways.. n i dinr eally bother to turn around to bid bye... prtty cold hahha... anyway, i was there to relax n get a life..

den while on the train, tok abt the party wif 2 guys who went in my direction... thursday.. think tat's all... den comes fri... ya fri..

chey!!! after writing just now tat msg, posted it, den reloaded the page.. saw tat the blog is there.. how come din refresh siazz

wah liao!!! i din upadte more than 1 week???????????

i kinda remember i did update a bit lei... siaozz

last update is nov 10... last wk,,,

hah,.. got lotsa things to say...

wednesday is eve of deepavali.. frns called mi to go for cash flow game on thurs. well, nothing planned, so i went ahead... but ahah.. i went to irc ( i think so) to find ppl for fun... aiya... dun think so.. maybe i wrote wrongly..

on thurs, i woke up to join frns for outing loh.. for a game.. wah.. i kisiao.. woke at 11, met them at 11+... den arrived at 12+. dne hor, maybe i din take bfast, i ordered oyster sauce chicken mee... big bowl.. $3. den i pased by mixed food stall. haha.. i then ordered 3 dishes.. 4.30$ liaozz.. so ex.. den shared with my frn... hha.. he oso odered big bowl... so had a fulfilling meal... but i still managed to finish all...

at the game there, liao, got 1 guy attitude so bad. i supposed to pay him game cash. i ready wif my money, den he was busy. when he ok liao, he said "where your money??" kauzz!! so demanding?? can he relax a bit???

den after tat, i went for badminton game to join a group of.. ppl

wah the courts was 3, but the turnout was pretty bad.. 3 courts can have 12 ppl play, but oni 8-9 ppl there oni... not tat exciting game.. but still nejoyed a bit..

2 guys.. i believe they are china guys.. both look quite ok.. 1 guy kinda caught my eyes hehe.. he's kinda.. plump lah..but his attitude n skills n keenness on the game took mi away haha.. correct use? wanna know him better.. but no chance.. he din tok to mi.. but played wif mi lah.. or can say i kinda.. tired by the day's game den dun have the energy to tok muhc.. quite pretty quiet for the whole day...

later went for dinner... talked a bit, but still pretty quiet... or even not in the mood to tok... later couple more frns joined..

update again...

http://www.shockwave.com/rd/cr.cgi?k=209160717&c=1058&w=1&d=5476

abt 5 mins time, there's a nice body.. hahah.. not bad :)

another boring day at work...

last night, suppose to meet someone to buy vids.. but last min i backed out... cos really scared tat person is from police. dunno y in the past, i so daring to sell.

so, we finally decided tat, when he comes back to signapore. we'll go his house to look for exchange possibilities.

this time, roommmate came back prtty much on time. wah, and he dressed in long sleeve shirt siazz.. n i guess he back from interview or soemthing.. din tok at all wif him.. the room was pretty quiet all the while.

in the morning, i woke up n saw him folding limbs in cold.. so i used the blanket to cover him up. he den woke up, n held my hand... i oni naturally let go of his hands...

blabbering...

job... study... job: shld i get another job? study: will i be able to go overseas?

i jus recv a offer letter from curtin.. the fees is much cheaper... monash is more prestigious.. so.. which shld i choose?

and, last night, rommate back from soccer... tried to tok to mi.. but i gave a bochap attitude.. dunno y.. really dun have the "chat wif him" feel liao... not regarding $ for sure.. more to... no common topic? n perhaps no wish to tok with him liao...

over this period, i seem to have the feeling, he more into ppl who tend to let ppl make decision.. so tat he can show off his thinking n MCP?

back-dating to last fri (5/11/04), frogot where i was returning home from... went to kopi shop there to have supper.

the place was quite crowded. 2 nearby tables were empty... i went up, hoping to get the cleaner 1, but 1 guy got there first, n bokoed it.. so i put my bag on the other table. my table got 3 seats... den i went to order my food.

den when i got back to my seat, kauzz.. a group of teens occupied that clean table, and snatched my seats away!! they are even sitting at my table!! as though they booked it.

2 guys were sitting at my table. of cos i was unhappy. so i moved the seat so that it made a big bang. i sat down, and looked into the direction of the guys who were sitting at my table. 1 was kinda helpless.. duno wat to do, nervous, n paiseh.. i look at his face a few times.. not yandao type, but got the secondary sch boy look..

den, the drink guy came to take orders. after asking them, luckily she ask mi oso... if not dun think i gonna order. i ordered mine, n 1 ger from the clean table looked at mi.. jus look oni lah..

den all the while i was looking into the direction of tat guy ahah...

when the drinks came, the yandao guy actuallt put his drink on my table. i stared at him. he was like purposely put there 1 siazz.. his frns hitn him not to put there, but he keep luffing off. in end, he did move the drinks elsewhere lah...

den, as i ate my supper.. i saw.. or maybe he purposely show.. his tattoo... cant make out wat it is... haha.. den i kinda .. really lah, i kinda scared abt "will they like in the movies inform their gang frns to come out n get back at offenders?"

truly i did have that thinking... i was even like thinking shld i wait for them to finish meal? cos if they finish and went off, dun think bad thigns will happen.

but soon after, i began to have erotic ideas instead LOL... imagine them coming up to me, den ask mi wat am i trying to do... n wanna gang bang mi LOL...

kisiao!!!

once again.. writing my thots in cyberspace... jus been back from finding mroe info regarding overseas studies... realise tat i need to select my subjs... sigh... duno wat to choose siazz..

sunday, got home... den family sms mi got bfast... nope, dun wan go... jus dun wisht o rush home... later got back home to sleep...

oh ya... my frn ask roommate where they going, roommate say their plan... den frn relayed msg to mi.. i was thnking: n saying... why u telling mi? if he wanna mi know, he'll tell mi... if he dun wan mi know... or dun tend to tell mi, why u tell mi instead?

got home, den slept all the way...

check tat i got the offer letter liao... but need to find the financial support first...

saturday... woke up.. n saw got missed calls.. oh ya, those friends who intro'ed mi to soem biz... kept buzzing mi... wat so sianzzz.. n kinda pissed... they are so persistent they became irrritating...

received a call from someone from irc.. asking mi to meet up.. alright.. off i went... den cos tok to those frns above (they actually came ot my room outta blue).. n was late. at 1pm, he called mi, asking where i am... den 1 25, he called again. i told him i got there lioa.. den he say he coming up.. well, at 145, he din call at all... i cant do anything... he say he cant recv sms, n cant cal him.. i went off.. sent him sms tat i going off...

all the way back from there (i purposely took a bus den switch a train)... n now taking bus home.. sianzz... got home... roomamte n my frn there.. jus sat there.. din do much,...

my roommate later got up liao, i oso bochap... he try to be touchy... but no diff to mi.. he jus a rommmate to mi liao... frn? try harder to rekindle the frnship... he "read" my mind by checking my blog.. if he shld see this, it'll test if he can really understand my mind/thinking.

den later, my frn ask if i wan go out to meet a frn.. umm.. i declined... cos i know rommamte n him sure go out.. nah, dun wan write 2 much...

later, my frn asked a frn out.. on my behalf.. haha.. din really wanna go, but he persistent... alright loh.. join him... but all along, i oni tok to frn, din talk much to roommate.. really nothing to say.. almost like.. sicne no common topic, why tok?

haha.. odd thing... 3 of us met their frn. den we going diff places, so parted. 3 of us took the bus... rommamte sat in between (i let him). i din stick to him, i sat wif a gap between us... realising this, roommate oso kept his arm away from mi... along the way, i totally din tok at all.. he try to tok.. i bochap... call mi cold,unfeeling, but i simply.. dun see the point in toking to him... IN PRESENCE OF FRNS. shall see how long things can last

got there lioa.. to meet frn's frn... i oso din tok to him... at all...

late rhe went to pick his bf.. den came back... but soon they left again..

haha.. den we... 3 of us... frn, frn's frn, mi... went to check out movies... wah, there, saw "their frn".. chatted a bit... n 3 of us went off to chat down stair... my frn call a new frn out.. after a whil,e left for clubbing area.. haha.. den, finally rommate came back again haha...

soon after, they went to clubbing once again...

after work, went to sing in the oficer mess.. wah liao, i alone there.. oni got my supervisor there.. all not into singing... jus there to look oni,...

hehe.. tat day got semi-final for singing competition. some sang avg.. oni 1 or 2 got stuff... n 1 of them, is a sturdy guy.. who wearing black T.. tight T.. den later when voting time comes, i went up to vote for him.. hehe.. i guess i kinda nervous... having a long face, n went up to vote for him.. hehe.. would b better if i praised him mah LOL.. cos while i voting for him, someone praised hima little...

den things are over... but he din win... cos popularity overrode his singing talent.

later, i oso started to sing.. sang "feng kuang shi jie" (crazy world), "guo huo" (over doing), "qing wang" (love web)... no1 i sing quite ok.. warm up n playful song... no2 more to proper singing... no3 a cghallenging song.. ahha.. took unwanted food, so voice go awry

den in the ending... oni a few left.. my sup say the place is quite relaxing.. no need to care whose table... can know ppl easily... hehe... there got a few yandao capts... haha.. maybe next time if see them there, i'll chat up with them hahah... *grinz*

but i lost my umbre there.. sianzz...

got home. and once again, my roommate not there.. ghehe.. jus as i expected :) well, i jus know i think logically n not easy to b deceived. u wan mi believe something, prove it. period

den later, i got home... ahha.. my roommate actually got our frn to speak up for him...

yup, he reads my blog... had a discussion of wat's exactly going on.. well, will believe his words with a pinch of salt. let's see wat gonna happen later...

den in morning.. dunno why, my alarm din go off...

gosh.. now i hungry...

oh ya.. thursday... a very uneventful day... but i wonder if i'll rmb this day.. although i surely can rmb this event...

in morning, i alighted at my busstop on my way to work. den there was a carcass lying on the roadside. i walked towards it, saw tat it's a dead dog lying there... i looked at its posture.

only its hind legs are still on the pavement, the rest of his body are on the road. Its body is not separated. get it?

it's lying on a pool of blood, with it's intestines outside.

I wept. Tears simply rolled down uncontrollably. Tried to control it, but failed. I simply got worse. I called the SPca, hoping for some actions from them. Cos the dog did no die naturally.

But they said they oni deal with animals in distress. If it's dead, there's nothing that can be done.

Excuse mi?? in such a state, how can its death still b natural?!

I kinda talked in a firm tone that something has to be done. They then passsed the call to some manager or leader. I was told to make a police report if anything has to be done.

It's really unfair.

I remained silent for the whole morning. Then finally decided to confide in a colleague. After the speaking, i got better...

Why must the dogs suffer in silence??

just now met up my frns to discuss abt marketing plans again... well, although i may their last hope to riches, I doubt i can make it... I've kinda used up my resources, but still, i lack sufficient fund... can't think of any other ways to get it...

i even rmb that, an acquaintance of mine even told me my love life will improve when I have a stable job.. and it'll b when i'm 25... which will be the coming year... in this case, i wonder if i'll be missing it...

anyway, the job propects now look bad... totally enjoying the free time there... I think i need to buck up on my job hunt... with the IT industry going down, I tink i need to invest in my other talents.. singing at pubs? Teaching Chinese? I even wonder if I shld still pursue my IT degree...

after hang up, roommate checked the schedule again, n "realised" it's showing today... kauzz... of cos, i oso went ot verify too... and i'm correct. so i called them again.. and they agree to watch the show loh...

KO on time sharp. liao.. again, they late... they sms mi, i tell them i there liao.. although i still abt 15 min away. in the end, i bought the tix liao for 3 seater, den they sms mi roommate bf is coming... liaozz.. suddenly tell mi like dat.. went to get extra tic loh.. 1 tic at the back..

took our dinner... din really tok much to roommate cos dun wan b pissed.. anyway, we nothign to tok abt liao.. duno why oso... cant think of anythign to tok to him.. maybe too little interaction, so nothing to say. guess... we living together... umm, sorta... den nothing much to say, he oso nothing to tell mi abt him.. so nothing to tok loh...

when movie end, they went home, i went backt o family to get financial support... they still not willignt o lend mi... although i had promised to do my best n return them the money... still wun support.. kinda argued with mym mum in fact...

returned home disappointed.

saw the msg tat roommate wrote... he explaine dhow he spent his days outside... n kept re-iterating that he dun have monye.. so i wrote back loh...

well, how can someone who can go out all so often actually dun have money? watever is done outside requires money. is there anything that don't? he say he play mahjong... oh.. play 16 hours huh? all day long huh?

i am unahppy cos.. i really dun feel his frnship towards mi at all liao... i've already given him hints, like "if u go out to something tat i can join u surely will tell mi 1.." he heard.. but dunno if understand anot...

so this morning, he came back abt... before 7...am... cos he using Pc, i sat down alone.. killing time.. he den came orward n asked if i ok.. i din bother... jus dun feel like toking to him anymore... if he really cared, he'll ask again.. he din.. so, since it's only casual asking, wat's the pt?

fake.

den jus now, he wrote mi msg, "watever i say, u jus dun blif i have no money.. alright will raise money to pay u back"...

i feel nthing.. alright, i did feel hsi anger... but so? wat ground has he got not to share the load?

den hor, on monday, i called my frn to go watch movie. had asked him to go.. he on.. den he suggested asking my roommate... well, my roommate dunno wat he doing, so up to my frn to call or not loh.. we decided on a movie.

den my roomamte sms mi tat the show is not on... den i was thinking.. huh?? u dun wanna watch den dun watch loh... i called my frn to ask if he still wnana watch... he told mi the roomamte saw tat the movie not on... n we talked abt this for a while.. den i almost wanna say "u trust mi or him?".. cos i dun wan another "roomamte dun wanna watch.. den watch others loh"... but i held my piss, and said i call back later, giving excuse i bz...

later i called.. wat's more, after hang up, ... (contd later)

but i still keen on teh biz... so right now, thinking of how i can contribute. got ppl offer to invest.. but shld i accept his generous offer?

den today, i suppose to meet irc guy.... but he 3 hrs in advance say he can't make it... ok loh.. but the reason he give quite odd.. need to feed his fish... but really lah, at tat time raninig at his place.. so perhaps it's really true.

so the meeting tonite is off... went home to take my dinner...

den, SUDDENLY, another guy called to say tat he cant make it for tmr's movie... liaozz... right from start, i been initiating everything... den now he say he can't make it.. n ask to b on wkend... so i told him directly, if he keen on meeting up, we'll someday. if not, no pt in dragging. he explain himself, i oni repeat my line.

he den ask if i pissed, nope. why pissed? jsu disappointed. if he keen on meeting n going movie, i fine.

so i tmr call another frn to go movie loh...

hehe.. den met up those frns who intro'ed mi this biz... they told mi to try another way.. umm.. well, pretty good hehe... got more ppl willing to help...

oh ya... oso met some ppl from fridae... err, 1 guy lah.. he resemble jean claude van damme haha... pretty fine looking... look better than pic...

den got home n testing my sis reaction.. umm... she got -ve response... ya lah, she worry for mi.. now i caught between... shld i get the money, or wat? i do know the opportunity available... but her worries are not unfoundded loh.. not many ppl can afford 15k...

oopps... trying to start biz... need lotsa money... but went thru all my frns' numbers, but none can fork out even a thousand in all for mi... disappointing...............

been asking ppl for $3k, but no 1 can afford...

hehe.. finally writing for today..

needed to go for haircut... only wanna haircut.. so went at 1130.. but the person ended up asking mi color, and treatment.. 66 oni.. not bad.. so i went ahead.. ahha..late for my apptmt... but hor, dunno why.. my poly frns bad with time planning.. at least from wat i see...

change meet time to half hr later... den hor, when i ready, they told mi they waiting for cab... i ask them where they are, i thot they are my place.. den end up they at other places waiting for cab...

10 min later, liao, called them and they told mi they still waiting for taxi.. kauzz, can't they ask mi to flag cab?? in teh end, i flagged a cab from my aplce in 5 mins... den sent them altogether to the place... after thigns over..

supposed to meet a frn for dinner.. but he have biz to do... so.. nex ttime loh...

haha.. den at home.. oh ya.. for lunch, i took nasi lemak...packet type.. so chamzz.. den dinner, i took noodles.. so poor mi..

den at home, gopt sms from roomate that he chionging wif his date. WAHT??? he job less n still got money to chiong, but say he tight budget??? wat's more, as frn he din ask mi along.. win liao... a war gonna occur.. not gonna let him off...

tat guy who i had 3some wif... msg mi for a session.. haha..

he came over.. and he did some intimate things.. maybe under influence of alcohol lah.. 5%. alcohol..

did kissing... n felt happy wif him sexually... guess he shall be my buddy... will not involve him in SM hahah... he's quite cute LOL... and he said no 1 ever complimented he's cute hehe

friday, confided in my dajie...

my roommate hor, i oso dunno wat's going on.. everyday can actually go out, say play mahjong, den out the whole day.. he not working, finding job now, but yet can afford to everyday stay outside. at frn's place? ok.. den come back here sleep n go out again.. so, my place now become a sleep area for him loh? when sometimes, he can actually dun come back for days?

i dun blif tat, i tok'ed to him n he say his frns pay for him, cos lost in mahjong...

den... this day, i supposed to meet a ...a guy who VERY keen on mi, but i never on him... he always wanna meet, but always suggest touching mi when asking mi out. since he so persistent, i agreed loh. he supposed to meet mi, but jus 10 mins b4 meeting, he told mi he can't make it cos 2 busy at work. kauzz.. i fed up with him liao..

think, if he really cant amke it, he can call b4 hand long ago... i told him to forget mi... n forget he eve know mi...

but luckily... something good still happened...

den the ktv guy jus kept toking for 30 mins n din have real action.. we did exchange pic URL, den hsi replies slowed to a crawl. so i asked him for his hp to confirm.. den at this point, he suddenly say he not gonna ktv, cos his place gonna rain. WHAT??? i even told him off.. n he oni say "sorry" KAUZ!!

http://www.face-pic.com/phunkk is his pic!

den hor, i was so pissed tat i jus told the SM guy tat i in bad mood.. i thot he'll be able to understand but liaozz.. he jus flared up, tat "now u in bad mood, i'm supposed to be in good mood??" "wat a time waster"...

anyway, thursday was spent badly.

continuing the previous entry...

ask frn come out to watch show, he oso dun wan.. n say dun wan watch korean... wah, specifically say dun wan korean, fine loh! copy my roommate style loh... hang up then.

den later i went irc to chat, n find pl for ktv.. wah, no luck siazz.. somemore, got some ppl, chat wif u, they pretty keen.. but later, end up, they joining their frns for ktv... kauz! waste of tiem!

my female colleauge (dajie) online oso, so chatted with her... hehe.. somehow became mates who can gossip...

den someone called mi... or rather sms mi, whether to meet anot.. i think it's tat day lah.. i din keep the numbers, den ask him who he is...he told mi few days back had 3some wif mi LOL.. den i rmb'ed... din think he'll msg mi back siazz.. i mean, on tt day when we parted, i did sms him to enjoy his dinner.. den he reply "sure".. nothing much interest left in his msg. so din keep his number.

but he actually sms'ed mi.. but for sexual needs lah...

so over the days we did chatted a bit.. he's young n energetic... but shan't think too much.. more like a frn... den somehow kept contact...

back to IRC. later i went buy KFC for lunch. wah spent 10$ from own pocket $..

came back home, still on irc... den near evening time, got 1 guy pretty keen on ktv... den we chatted for 30 mins... umm... hehe.. right from the start, got 1 guy SM slave... keen on getting mi.. but i explained my stand, and preferred frnship... so he was trying to meet mi up...

den i oso plannign when to meet.. but that ktv guy kept mi on for ...

*update later*

den few days back, came out to a female colleague mine... we can cliock quite well... den somehow.. almost naturally jus came out to her... hehe.. den was quite relaxed in my talk liao...

while waiting for the vid to finish, i shall write more...

den today, whole day at home... so went to irc to tok.. wanna find ppl for ktv n movie.. called my frn up... wah liao , maybe he influenced by my roommate, he oso dun wan

wah, from saturday i never update at all?

guess i'll summarise againlah///

these 2 days, took mc n cleared my off...

sent my resumes to companies.. but no reply so far...

at times, my hp was detected n had to surrender.

on monday, went wif frns to buy some ointments... had bought it for my roommate, but too bad he DUN APPRECIATE.. n even... gave a despise look (this is wat i feel). on the way back, he sms mi net got probelm. so i told him i get suppe rfirst, den go back.. n he joined mi for supper... tat was when i told mi abt it...

wah liao, damn frustrated siazz... den i din tok at all... i had expected him to at least ... ok, he having some sinus prob tat he dun think is serious, but i bought ointment for him oso.. mentioning abt the nose... hey, i know my nose isn't in perfect skin ,but does ointment help?? of cos it's indirectly telling it's for him.. but he thot it's oni for mi... kauzz...

den all the way, i dun tok at all.. after 4 mins, he asked mi hwo long can they last.. how many months or yrs... i gave a pissed reply "10 yrs". he took it for real. he said "10 yrs.. still ok loh... money still worth"... it's 1000$. seeing tat he took it for real, i said "if' it's 10 yrs, den the company no need to make profits." but i realised late he din hear...

den later in the night, i went sleepign immediately... he asked "umm, u bought new thigns, not excited meh?" i talked back: how can i b happy when someone is so non-appreciative?? n argued with him... his pt is, it's expensive... why i buy... my pt, i know when to spend it when not to.

thurs night.. felt honry, den went online wif cam... hehe... was impromptu decision... den saw some ppl online, n webcam.. haha.. was quite fun.. JO'ed n had fun haha.. wanna him come over ,but he dun wan.. am i kinda exhibitionist? slept at 2pm siazz..

in the end, fri wake at 7, but damn tired.. even dozed offduring lunch break... after work, went home,, wanna rest, but frn called out to meet.. she was planning to celebrate her bf bday lah.. so, brought them over my place to tok... wah, tok until 3am siazz.. was so damn tired but they cant go home cos drizzling.

but hor, the next day (satruday) i suppose to meet overseas frn for bfast... ahha.. slept at 3+.. i think i J'ed b4 sleep... den sat morning, became late for bfast... saw the U-mag got some intro to bfast... had wanna go, but realise i dunno the way there hjahah.. in end, setteld at nearby kopi shop.

spent the morning in his place, accompanying him.. den later when come back,. had wanna rest... but too honry.. in fridae there ,got ppl msg mi... but he too far.. so i went online loh.. haha.. had a taste of mass (invited 2 guys over) orgy... quite ok loh... helping each other do things... but kinda.. concentration spread around... have to pay attention to each others' needs..

den dinner... bought the nasi lemak.. hehe long time no eat...

oh... received rpely from MOM abt my salary stuff... think need to make a trip down next wk... to solve it...

going sleep liao.. so damn tired..

n wah, dunno wat going on, my roommate 2 days no come back... wah.. veli sat..

forgot wat happened... on wednesday.. probably... watched charmed.. n saw the first ep of ch 8 show... oni wanna see toro, Julian hee, and yan xing shu...

den today work... quite boring... wah liao.. damn boring...

later went to join frns for a talk... haha.. went to tanglin halt there (ahha.. i muz mention his name!! or location lah hehe) got 1 stall sellign wanton n dumpling noodles. was strollign the place, den saw the noodles stall.. n decided to go for it. jus when i queued, i saw the stall owner... wearing blue signlet.. wah... nice loking cute chap!

had my eyes on him from then on.. den after the talk, went back there, and went to the same stall.. but this time... got kids around him.. is he married? or his siblings?

den on monday, female colleague on MC, but her bf still came over to tok and rest haha.. had a good look at him... haha as he was resting, i was staring... at the pte... den almost wanna reach out to touch.. he sudenly woke up LOL.. but i kept my hand in a smooth style haha...

den had some chats wif him.. quite nice loh :)

den oso went for some talks... at this point, i think i am starting to get into the biz liao...

oh ya... for that saturday, my female colleague called mi... she was out wif the yandao...

hehe.. n the yandao kinda spoke to mi oso... wah.. i feel blessed :)

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on sunday morning, wah, got home.. den had wanna have some impromptu fun.. went online to find ppl, but quite disappointing n quiet... webcam oso like tat oni,.. not used to the ppl's attitude.. or haha.. no luck wif it at all...

slept jus b4 6am.. den.. somehow abt 9+, family called for bfast... wah, immedialtely, i dressed up in minutes and went down... den later, at the shop there, bought 9 packs of titbits haha..

den got home, n went off to join frns for uni open house.. wah so many ppl there,... in fact, i oso duno wat i doing there... cos i bit lazy to change n consider other unis... since i oredi entered here liao... n it takes time to decide 1 mah... haha...

anyway... den, i went home... along the way, i called roommate to ask him help mi check PC stuff.. den wah liao, as though he find it veli mafan like tat, grumbling all the way...

den finally abt 9+, i went home liao... to iron shirts... den roommate oso got home, n tok'ed to mi hehe.. in past, it seem like he will not do tat... n i oso wrote some notes for him.. hope he got my meaning...

heeh.. i think my diary is mixing up with stories of perth...

den later, on satrurday, went to his frn's house.. wah suddenly abt 10 ppl inthe house.. io was startrled!!! simply sat down n stared into blank n waiting for time to pass...

hehe.. abt 12, my frn called mi to go down.. i changed into my vest and went down.. ahha.. felt so att5ractive!!!!

almost every pair of eyes is looking at mi siazz!! haha.. but when i see other ppl wearing similar style, io kinda fade in.. my dressing style..

anyway, went to pub, den disco... but i think i getting old.. the music dun suit mi much... i thinki still prefer techno.. cos my roommate seem to be experiencing down time, iaske dhim along loh..

he enjoyed in tthe first pub. but the music is jus ok for mi... den went to 2nd ... i mean we went disco haha...

e 2nd disco.. quite good.. at least better... cos more vibrant n energetic.. but the music.. after i got used to it, it not tat enjoyable still...

haha.. i think too long din go disco liao, i kinda getting bad with dancing haha... i stil dare to move but the movements are so fake n stiff... but somehow i can feel my rommate dun enjoy the 2nd place... he prefer looking at ppl... n where it's more crowded.

and hor, i dun quite understand him.. but i think he wanna enjoy his freedom a lot... but he still is job hunting.

den, at the 2nd place, he saw his frn, his frn intro frn to him. den he jus chat with them. oni when his frn saw mi behind, den ask abt mi. den my roommate intro mi.. kauzz.. nvm loh...since he forgot to intro mi, i shan't bother... den he even showed mi a "cross" sign...

well, since he dun bother to intro mi, or maybe forgot, why do i wan to b so enthusiast abt it...

time to go home...

leeuwin estate - augusta

pretty interesting place!!!

the... owner i think... dunno his name, but he's got the charm for his age.. (shld be quite matured age liao)

still rmb, when first got to his place, he came out to hang some national flags to welcome some dignified guest.. we were posing for photo shots, den he ask if we need helpt o take pictures.. COOL...

got inside the building.. n moved around taking pix...

counter staff is pretty nice,.,. had wanna pose a "i'm a counter staff picture" but my pose not tat nice.... in end, my sis posed a better one.

this place got a dungeon siazz,... cos the passage was long,. had wanna pose a running pictrure... but.. sighzz.. cant capture well enough.. nvm den...

hehe.. at the piano, too bad i oni know some simple tunes. but no t bad, pose at the piano haha... if i know some classical music.. SHIOK!!

i kinda falling for this guy in fact... his charisma n charm...

he also intro'ed us to wine making.. n wanna us guess how is wine gotten.. i look at the machine, n guess some pressure compressor was at work... hehe.. guess i spoke too fast.. they dun quite catch it...

karri valley resort

got there pretty late... had trouble finding out way there.. wat's more, the roads were misleading, n some unhappy things happened... so big delay...

but still found our way there lah...

really a forest place... almost like NS life..but in CV!! haha...

by the time we reach there, quite late.. abt 8+.. all shops there close.. even the restaurant is closing soon... we took our dinner there.. n gossiped.. haha...

cos too late, din do much.. n no TV oso cos no reception.

but jus b4 we left, took some pictures...chopping of firewood quite fake, haha..

sittign on fence.. i was thinking of... those modelling posture... dun look at cam... look more natural.. but the photographer (my mum) dunno how to capture...

standing on fence still ok.. hehe..

satur... or maybe the whole of the wkend, i kinda busy... suposed to go fix my hp, over to my relative house to scan pictures, meet an verseas frn, den go partying.

i had made some timing plans... but kinda corkup in the end. planned to go for hp abt 10am, but started off at before 11am instead. din realise tat the thing took 20 minutes only.. i even though i'll be late for the rest of my appointments.

well, my wholeday has been busy... but not those rush here there type.. quite nice loh.. occupied for teh whole day. after repair, realise tat Mac got giveaways... den, decided to drop by there instead before going relative place.. hha.. but sianzz.. got there, but din see anything.. quite wasted trip.

finally went over to relative place... their scanner. wah liao, so jialut... dun scan better.. but i took some pictreus of my cute cousin :) not nephew!!

later my frn called mi... n we met up.. haah.. at the mrt there, i kinda feel cruising is happening.. n i took some time to re-style my hair... to disastrous state haha... might as well dun do in the first place..

took frn to hawker centre to eat.. had wanna eat the fish noodles... but he went for the steamboat... so anyway, dinner's on him...

later went to pub n disco area... haha.. jus before i parted, i changed from a cool black shirt, to a leather jacket ahha.. or vest... LL.. look so cool!

oh my frn frn frn took 1 indonesian frn along... bald.. on purpose? look quite nice... but he not keen on chatting with mi...

time to sleep.. carry on tmr!

umm.. my female colleague is kinda like my lucky star siazz.. yes we can hit off quite well.. n today jus exchanged numbers... haha.. wonder if there' ll be a day when i come out to her, and abt her bf LOL.. tat yandao guy...

but.. the job propects here getting bleak siazz..

geographe bay

there is for whale viewing...

haha.. the whale dun stand on water to let us view... so the digital cam no use.. need ot use video cam.. so the photos here.. oni the parts of the body. nothing much...

sighzz.. some photos, i had some good ideas but the photographer dunno my meaning, so cant takethe pix to wat i want to see..

seem like for the whole of this week, i not been going home siazz... ya loh, din go home at all.. except wednesday when watch the Charmed show... hehe..

mon, went to watch... err... i forgot wat i did... but din go home... i think.. den... tuesday, haha.. i think now i getting lazy to update my diary... maybe cos i dun have internet PC at my desk.. everytime mus come other PC den can update.. so bit lazy..

tuesday, went to watch movie.. wednesday, charmed.. hursday, went to a talk wif frns... haha.. tat guy.. really bit quiet n not tat outgoing siazz.. but.. sitll chatted a bit.. he not tat chatty lah... so duno much abt him.. but when ppl talking, whenever he look at mi, i sure look back :D

den... he asked if i had dinner, i replied "awaiting his treat".. den he ask wat photo i take, i told him, "some sexy pix" haha.. he kinda stunned. as he open the envelope for the pix, i warned him tat it may contain POWdER LOL...

den.. he encouraging mi to go for today's talk.. den i oso.. joked.. cos he say nomrally ppl will "yes yes" but dun turn up.. den i say" Alright, for tat line u say jus now, i definitely DUN turn up" haha.. he was stunned again...

lastly, umm 2 more lah.. he bought some toasted bread, n wanted to share.. i ask if he dun wan, why buy.. he said share wif ppl mah.. den i joked "hehe, den distribute it to all of them loh"...

n he oso asked "where is my next stop" i reply - "my home" hehe...

city

took some pictures at the city area there... 2 diff views of the city church.. look quite nice hor?

and.. the car oso look pretty special LOL.. in my way :)

busselton timber jetty

was merely touring the place.. cos nothing much left... for the day

umm... a place rather informational loh... but not for mi yet... no interest in reading up so much things..

bunbury

umm.. din take much foto.. got some video i thnk..

took more of the kingfishers n blue sky..quite beautiful.. dunno wat to say, but they look fascinating to mi loh..

den the captain look quite.. cant say charming, but has got the charisma tat made mi take the pic with him...

oh ya, the cruise there is VERY cold...

broadwater - busselton

at broadwater beach resort - busselton

had somehow a hardtime looking for the place... cos got some heated discussions over the location n some arguments along the way loh... haha... shld b lah... um... not really argue, but needed some time to find the way there.

din take much foto there,, cos nothing much to see there. took the family photo... wah set the time liao, den rush over.. jus when the flash took, my dad called my name, n i turned over.. luckily the photo taken is still ok...

den went out to walk... took the sky.. at tat time, the sky was beautiful, but the lighting i dunno how to set.. den pic turn out not tat gd loh..

den, as we walked, suddenly something moved in the tree!!! look like some squirrel or mouse... but... cant b mah, logically. den hor i took the pictures when i somehow think where the creature is... not bad lei.. the shot..

not forgetting to update my diary..

these few days have an easier life loh.. all thanks for the lady... pretty (yes she is.. the chio type.. n the handsome engr is chasing her), she kept toking to mi.. n killing time with mi.. very nice of her.. now, i oso.. somehow feel my stay here is better liao.. not tat "no 1 wanna help mi" workplace.

and she somehow.. kept asking abt my gf.. LOL.. din wan lie to her.. finally told her... tat... i dun have a gf.. she mistook when she wanna send mi something n i reply my gf dun like.. hehe.. anyway, i really dun have. so no pt.

had wonderful wks lately.. enjoying kinda better atmostphere...

back to photo updating..

sighzz.. jus b4... i mena abt to end this page, den i think wat to wann write, den reflect on how come my love life so hard.. sighzz.. anyway... hmm...

my frn.. really got luck.. often have luck with ppl in established careers.. COOL n envious...

anyway, time to go home.. or movies soon..

haha.. i jus got the Van Helsing video..

blow holes

at the blow holes...

wha liao, thot jus now i got update liao.. but end up din at all.. nvm..

this place.. i not sure if all the photos belong here lah.. cos some place i dun even know where they are... lost track..

hhee.. here, with the natural rocks, i had some ideas of how to pose... like.. hiding for big waves.. although stupid posture.. but not bad mah..

den oso got meditating posture :).. but wrong calculation, end up look odd..

the ship.. i had wanna llook as though i CARRYING the ship on my hands.. like cam effects, but the person who took my pic, dun get mi.. n i oso dun know how to have a better pose lah..

den admire the strength of the waves...

oh.. jus receive another update form a "fan"...

haha.. he (shld be lah, rite?) actually ... a citizen (i guess so) of Oz... n recognised most of the place i went!! haha.. quite surprised n exciting iazz.. tat so many ppl reverted back... perhaps i can start weblog frns LOL. anyway, he also toked abt the perth royal show :) knocking off soon...

oh.. these days, i start to research again on the possibilities of going Oz.. tryin almost every1 who i feel will want to support my decision to go overseas... but i think i'll sign a loan loh...

heh.. last night.. a blog fan called mi up.. ya, i did have the idea of getting him to sponsor mi.. (i know he may read this.. but so wat...) but nah... it's too... practical of mi... nah... i dropped the idea... jus hope to find someone to sponsor mi... not to give mi all $$ to study, but maybe to loan from bank?

going town later to check on research.. for Oz trip.. study trip...

beedulup falls

at the beedulup falls...

felt quite nice to see all the nice scenery.. such green life.. and the fountain. at the bridge there, i posed a bit... haha.. den hor, as i walked back, i suddenly struck another pose: i did chinup!!! haha

it's done wiht my daddy camera...

animal farm...

we went to animal farm there to stay.. wah first time first-hand experience with animals siazz!! n so close!!

a joey (baby kangaroo) was there.. nibbling n eating....

forgot if we settled down first, or we fed the animals first...

took a bucket of (their) food and went around... wah, i wonder if the food is really tat tasty, or they damn hungry. when they saw us, they rushed over siazz... n their manner of eating is quite famished type... sometimes even got the elder bully the young 1s by chasing them off... kauzz... oso saw them fight.. not fight lah, but push around...

wah liao........... got 1 incident i feel so bad abt...

i was feeding some youngsters... den a baby lamb/goat came over.. perhaps too hungry.. the others are so big sized n block him from getting attention.

den his body jumped out!! in order to get the food!!! i was surpised... den gave him food...

he den have trouble moving in.. n started to cry loudly... i know it must be painful n frightening... i almost wanted to help.. but later ran off to ask for the workers... finally he managed to get in.. n was limping.. wah.. my heart cringed.....

oso took a farm tour... got a lot of cows n bulls... they seem quite terrified of us... humans i mean.. we walk up to them, they think think think n shun off...

but we were warned not to stand behind them, for their kicks from the hind legs can be fatal... fed the animals bread, carrots, vege.. all greens ahha.. so healthy!! LOL..

First day of Perth - Arrival

haha.. i know i din post for quite some time liao :)

umm.. hehe.. dun quite rmber the place i been to liao.. but... the first 2 days hor, quite nice.. n breathtaking!!

when first got to the airport, was surprised tat they had such tight security check siazz!!

our things hor, pack those medicine herbs, few packs into 1 bag, they even cut open the packs n check... those which not allowed was taken out.. liaozz.. my mum later say, those taken out are cheap stuff.. got 1 mushrooom or something, is worth 40 or $400, if tat 1 taken out, she faint siazz..

then at the entrance/exit there, WAHAHA!!! the weather is soo cooling!!!! when the door auto open, it got COLD wind enter siazz.. liao.. as though even the open ground was air-conditioned!!!

(hehe.. my lines always seem to end with "!!" :P)

at my aunt's place, settled our stuff... n saw the 2 pet dogs. den went to do some shopping... umm.. i think.. now i dun rmb the details... gonna look at the pictures n see wat i missed.

anyway to summarise my surprised findings

1) got a "7 days Rio" undies brand. wah the model is so hot in tat cover!! wah liao.. cant take my eyes of him... haha.... i mean the style it taken.

2) dunno if so, but the shows in Oz is daring siazz! even showed 2 male inmates bathing together.. den 1 guy initiate and was about to kiss wah liao.. Oz is so open meh?!?

3) some movies... din see b4 type... which showed on there... haha.. i dun understand at all!! like no story line siazz.. begin.. den end.. without conclusion...

oh ya, the road is veli veli wide n long..

n shannon is hosting a Scare Tactic show in Oz's WinTV

long time never use cam for IRC.. jus now used again... n was pissed by ppl's atttiude...

maybe not used liao.. but why do they jus "ip?" so practical?? some even say "show ur cock quick!!" cant they jus have a bette attitude????

so honry, go clubs lah!

in time to come, will update the happenings properly haha...

hehe.. my COOL and fantastic pix are online!!!

http://community.webshots.com/user/luv_ktv

hehe.. now i back in singapore!!! back on mon evening siazz.. damn... so tiring...

wah, a lot of thigns happened... over there... n some happened today.. a day whcih i shld b happy and aranging thigns...

tok abt today first lah.. intend to spend lotsa time to write wat happened over the trip hehe..

anyway, wheni back here, i glad tat got ppl... or maybe surprised tat, ppl msg mi to say they are reading the blogs hehe... so daring n expressive!

alright, on tues, pretty late den got up to do my thigns.. wah, cant bear to leave house till 11am. was thinking of settling my stuff in 1 day (today), but haha... tiredness got the better of mi :)

went over to family to pack some last thigns... wah, i think i really tired... and became forgetful... the door is not locked, but i did check tat i got my keys along, so left house.. den mum called to say key still inside.

umm.. but i left oni at.. went to do my laundry haha.. now back.. left at 2pm+.. after watching AH CHENG!!

took teh bus.. at the doctor there, he.. tink it's duty requirement, he ask a bit details of wat happened. so as not to do wrongly. at first, he ask until like suspicious.. i explaoned to him properly.. when he got it, i spoke to him in more relaxed tone..

den at the apptmt centre there, wah, suddenly, 2 ppl who came after mi had their cases done first.. i went up to ask... den oh, so there's a proper reason.

den later, 1 more ger oso done b4 mi. liaozz.. i almost wanna go up, when a lady called mi.. den toked... hehe.. duno outta courtesu, or social etiqutte, i said sorry for asking her earlier on... n things kinda.. cooled down.. i even thanked for her help siazz...

came home, n saw 2 guys waiting outside my house.. haha so they're here to visit roomate :)

den they went for dinner.. when he came back... i asked if my face got better.. was expecting positive answer but he said "still same ugly face". i was turned off.

den he added on, jus here and there got more pimple loh... i replied "ya and nose smaller, eyes bigger". stupid reply, but he said "uh-huh"...

den i dun feel like tkojingliaot... he keep saying things, but i jus give him back his bochap tone loh "ya, ok, oh"... no interest to tok liao. den he say he going out, i wished him "enjoy your outing loh". he did feel something wrong, cos he turned back, but din bother to ask, but showed some face..

phew... finally finished writing...

n jus now, had an argument with someone again.. haizz

first time net access from Perth

hehe... finally got time to update my blog.. wondering if anyone will actually read it haha...

first day, was quite exciting... uymm, i guess i shan't write details...

first day, had a taste of Western Spring.

2nd day, went to Pinnacles to take pictures.. haha... had quite a few shots... EXCITING@!! considering i took some "candid" shots!! haha... will post them up later

thursday, a bad day for mi.. cos i really damn tired.. cant bring out my spirits to work siazz... sianzz... i oni tok when needed.. din chat... was really quiet.. as though i non-existent like dat... reaching noon period, den i starte to recover..

got home, den started packing my stuff for the Aus trip... packed quite a lot.. but meoeny dunno enuff anot...

now friday, last day of the wk... hehe... dunno wat to expect for aus trip.. at leas tno like go hk, know my way n got money to spend.. aus $$ now big... ok i mnea, not as though go aus can walk around n have fun or meet ppl.. cos it veli big n i dunno the way... i look forward... but duno wat to expect loh..

hehe.. jus now, colleague using PC, den i tried to publish something but server slow.. lost the info i typed jus now..

same thing, i shan't repeat wat i typed.. so tedious to type out again..

anyway, sunday cos i went out wif frns, no time to iron shirt...

oh, ya, on saturday, when i went out wif frns for some outing, hehe.. saw a guy in the group of frns... he not yandao, but have the maturity n look cute in matured sense.. mind you, he got Masters siazz!!

sunday, went out again... monday went out wif frn to movies.. the movies place hor, bad luck, sit inside.. den within 50 mins, my chair kicked twice!! at 3rd time, i turned around, saw 3 gers sitting there.. e 1 directly behind mi was kinda hiding her face wif hand... i stared at them till the ger removed hand. stared for 2 secs i think.. den kauzz!! she kicked 4th time!! this time i turned around, n asked her to stop kicking my chair...

guess wat? she ask "got meh?" ask her frns "i got kick his chair meh? no wat, where got kick?".. i told her, u ware the only ger behind mi... i ended wif "stop being unreasonable" haha... guess tat line stopped her somehow... she din kick anymore :)

den got home quite late oso... n hor, my roommate actually got night off for the day hehe.. he got back.. n sms mi hehe...

den tuesday, after work... or during work.. or somehow.. haha... got a yandao colleague wif mi.. sitting beside his gf... chatted here there.. n i somehow got him into the conversation.. made him zat teo LOL...

den tues, went for another session of tok.. some product talk.. um... main push for mi is know the product loh... 2nd push is, can see him haha.. see, no touch... no tok oso... oh ya.. his wife toking to mi.. n seem like we can hit off pretty well... but normally hwo will hubbies think of such hit-off-well frns? if i him, may feel insecure... but i'l tell myself to trust him... hopefully he dun misuse..

wednesday... hahha!!! on tuesday, i had told my frns i not going.. cos got CHARMED!!!!! but.. 2 bad.. i plan n calculate... better go n see him loh.. tat hubby... haha.. but hor, i timer record tat charmed, record wrong channel siazz.. luckily my roomate saw it!! hehe... n wednesday not bad loh... got game to play, n tok to him oso... somehow.. he may not be as frnly n chatty as his wife lah.. but bobian, he nice looking.. i even wanna have a hug from him as farewell hug.. buthe not taken in haha...

laater took bus home..... wah this week, i veli tired siazz.. getting tired by each day..

thursday...

hehe... i know, for some time, din update blog liao...

but in fact, not veli long oso mah...

ok.. tat night, got no time to iron my shirt, but luckily got 1 shirt is those soft material.. den decide to wear tat 1 for my first day of the wk.. haha..

monday... a frn din get sacked, but got posted to another place to work.. hehe.. somehow hor, this frn.. we seem to have the fate on our 2nd meet. i rmb first time know him, i was introverted n not tat willing to know more ppl.. quite closed n quiet.. den i din even intend to know him for long... cos he jus done his ICT, we went to see movie... haha.. timings quite odd loh.. jus b4 8, got to the cinema there...

last min... abt 750, bought tix for a show tat starts at 735pm. den got inside... wah liao, the jumbo hotdog tat i buy from the store hor....

slept... i thnk this day den i watch the yi tian show wif rooomate siazz.. forgot liaozz..

slept rpetty late, den morning woke 7+... den join family for bfast... went to buy digital vid camera... but 2 bad family dun wan listen to my advice.. dun say anything loh..

den near evening time, abt 3+, got home n thot i wun go outand wash my lens loh.. haha.. den my frn called mi out.. well, i promised them liao to go out, so i went ahead loh... quite nice siazz.. tat i went ahead, had a nice chat n saw new ppl.. got 1 ger was PRETTY SWEET N TOKING tat i almost thot from aj POV tat she was trying to know mi better siazz...

den went for the tok... n learnt quite a lot of things.. esp when my relative has been getting mi to go, but i always dun have time... ahhaha... but fate decreed i had to go LOL... n hor, haha, i dun have time to iron my shirt at all haha

den when flag day over, i go home.. hahah... caught my roommate almost in actions.. den i realise he thot i will be home late... but din see much, his bf is sitting on the bed.. oni saw an avg skinny bod.

but sighzz.. when i go intot he room, he dun even greet mi siazz... jus walked out from it..

den i wanna rest n relax.. but frn ask mi go out for dinner... long time din go out, join them loh.. haha.. quite nice to join.. most r married ppl loh.. but got 1 guy not bad haha... matured men tend to have a sense of stability i guess...

got home pretty late...

umm... hhaha.. forgot wat happened on thurs...

fri... i oso.... dun quite rmb wat happened.. i thnk... i watched yi tian tu long ji wif roommate. den watched until 12+am... haha.. finally ready to sleep.

den on sat, woke up in early morning abt 630. den took train to SPCA flag day starting point. dunno why.. the train stuck for a few mins siazz.. thot will arrive to see the ppl setup the booth, but when i gott here.. 805am i think got students there liao.. so i got mine.. sighzz.. cant find FRNS to go wif mi, end up i go myself, but i saw ppl brought a few frns along wif him.. wah liao...

went to some place to ask for donors. stood for hours.. from 810am, till 12+.. wah not bad results!! got 4/5 tin fill up!! and the tin was so heavy tat i find it HARD to cary siazz!! den decided to go back n ask for extra tin.. had wanna call SPCA to ask if can get extra tin, den called the line, but office closed... good oso.. cos i find myself stupid to ask this qn...

returned the tin.. guess wat...

i asked for 1 more tin, the counter ger say "lemme see how much u got"... "wow, it's heavy!".. another counter guy say "wah it's really heavy!!" den the chairperson exclaimed SOFTLY.. "mine is the BEST!!!!" hhee.. of cos feel quite proud of myself ler... n they say, of cos can get another tin.. hehe.. i took it..

n went for lunch. but cos they close at 4pm, when i finish lunch, abt almost 2 pm liao.. left 1.5 hrs to donation... how much can i get? but the lunch oso quite cheap skate. 2.50 oni big bowl of rice, and FEW pieces of meat.. damn..

went back to get donations...

at first, when i jus started flag day, i even wondered how am i gonna get donations. how shld i wear? n approach... after i alight from transport, i oso think... how shkd i start.. den.. i... boliao, approach ppl to donate... cold shoulder given. abt 330pm, i started to leave liao...

i realise tat hor, the students volunteers oni there to be another input for donatiosn.. while i really go all out to ASK ppl.. make them notice mi, n walk up to them for donations... hehe.. some ppl are watching mi.. those exhibitors.. i think they oso impressed by my devotion siazz.. but somehow, i think in my heart, i'm doing good deeds for my aged dog... chn belief.

cos i walk UP tot hsoe ppl ,n ask them, they more willing to donate.
1) some ppl of cos veli sincere, go up to mi to donate.
2) some prep money lioa, den when go up, they donated fast hehe..
3) some, when i go up, they stop to find money to donate..
4) got 1 even donate 10$ siazz!!
5) some simply bochap... wat i mean is they tell u off... or even say DUN WAN

but hor, disappointing is tat.. why those goodlooking ones (bengs n cuties) none wanna donate siazz.. so chamz meh?? or cos it animals?

wah this time, left mi n 2 colleagues oni..

last night, he really.. kinda.. change attitude liao.. haha... seem to have grown up LOL..

the fan, now oso dun occupy tat much... n PC oso let mi use after i go back... hehe.. but it's ok 1 lah.. cos i know he dun have much time to use PC b4...

den hor, after i post my msg asking for advice on how to train 2 slaves, wah, a fwe ppl reply mi, asking to be my slaves LOL... i really surprised loh... cos i jus newbie.. but i guess they were atracted by my looks lah... hehe...

but as a newbie master, dunno wat i can do wif them siazz..

CHARMED!!!

nowadays, it seem like he has changed his attitude n mindset... a lot of thigns tell n discuss wif mi.. n not so autocratic liao...

n for a long tiem, din have dinner wif him, den he kept telling mi it's ok for mi to go home n take my dinner.. well, have dinner wif him so tat, at least he can still get someone to tok mah... :)...

den on monday, got monday blues.... cos wake up too early liaozz.. sianzz...

after faye finished singing, i asked him to go back loh.. was thnking of taking bus back, but tat time i guess no more bus liao, n think of taking taxi. but he dun wan, n say if i wan, can take myself. haha.. we den actually toko mrt to orchard to take bus home liaozz...

got home pretty late.. den next day got to go uncle hse to fix pc problem... haha..

anyway, slept n next day went to uncle house..

in the morning, rommamte ask why i going.. i din hear tat clearly.. but he oso din bother to ask again... so i din asnwer him loh.. den later, went to help fix PC problem... haha.. n mentioned abt my payment LOL... i was kinda joking but they took it serious.. n i thot, how nice if they left mi alone with the nephew haha... it'll be GREAT.... haha...

when done, went to ch U variety show... wah liao ,so lay chey to mention... den went to watch Three oso... wah liao, quite boring siazz... cos the story sianzz... when everything over, i finally went to novena for a good time LOL...

at first, he wanna watch the VCD, but hsi pc damn slow.. n while he doingthe pc, i was so bored and almost dozed off... n later end up no mood to enjoy. but in the end, still did something enjoyable... n he even commented i "GREAT" LOL....

den sunday, took a light breakfast, n went home all the way liao...

continuing my stori/.. hehe...

den after the charmed ep.. went homet o sleep... thursday... got meeting at work oso...got home... n ahah.. i forgot to watch singapore idol competition!! n last min den rmb to watch.. saw some nice faces haha...

fri, went to watch the 933 thingy... haha... quite a boring event siazz.. really feel like it's a "u come, u get prize" thing. cos... judging from the attendance list, and the prize winners.. but hor, kauzz.. it say enter at 7pm, so i think i'll be late for the it, and ask to leave earlier. result: i muz start work earlier oso loh... den i got there abt 6+.. took a so-so meal... n rushed up to meet my frn.. wah liao, in end, they let us in at 730!!

den, the artistes come at 830 onwards siazz!! damn sianzz... even the promo TVs keep repeating... liaozz... the most interesting is that, when a certain prize was given out to Sun Ho, wah liao, the whole audience became so quiet siazz!! cos we all BEI SONG AT ALL...

i even "booed" (i losing voice so veli soft ahaha).. when my frn asked wat is that for.. i showed the "down" sign heheh... kauzz!! how could she ever win the award???????

den.. abt 11 o'clock./. duno y... ok, i was applauding the singers lah.. n outta respect i applauded loud and clear and he wah suddenly shout at mi tat i shldn't clap so loud... huh!?!

i bochap n carry opn to clap to my heart's contents... den he for the rest of show, kept quiet... n oni shhh'ly did his things... when faye came out, i got excited n shouted her name.. wah liao... DIVA....

umm... kauzz.. been a wk since my last update here liao... aiyozz.. wat did i miss?

forgot liao... but after our break, we kinda became more truthful to each other.. in some sense...

mon day... same thing, he went to soccer at home ,came home tired (or i using pc) den he went to sleep immediately.

tues.. went to catch the movie Garfield.. freee tix form frn... went to city area there to buy. wah, saw lotsa VCDs on sale here!! those OLD OLD VCDs... COOL!! then while i browse the VCDs, i noted a 30+ guy crusing mi/./.. not sure if it's cruisinhg but he gave mi this feeling loh...

den the ... somehow i feel tat i've written this tthing in my diary b4... but cant find lei... nvm...

the show, was disappoint!!! liao, heng din buy the tix... the show IS NOt following the book at all!! become some adventure like dat... n exaggerated story lines...

got home prettylate... oh ya, before buy vcd, i go for dinner n bought jap meal... at tat time i thot i was addicted to jap meals... n kinda determined to resaeearch on jap meals.. but i wonder how long this can last :D

on wed.. watch charmed at home.. sian story... boliao episode. den thursday, got meeting... till late...

fri, went to... i go toilet first... den come back..

wednesyda.... i missed tuesday report LOL...

dun have time to write diary yet... umm... ya loh...

tuesday, jus another day on earth.. nothing great.. dunno y, but OJT days are always pretty sianzz..

den went to watch Garfield wif a frn... free tix.. COOL huh?!

i kinda like... well, arrived at the mall there, n saw got stalls of old VCDs for sale... wah, real OLd type.. when i was still in pri sch time. aiyo, i had to curb my spending spree siazz... 1 cd is 5.9... but i cant spend tat muhc... saw 3 or more wah!!! feel like buying them all!!!! got the "dao ma dan", "a xiu luo"... and some tohers... really wish to buy all.. or those tat i like.. but ehhe...

n oso, thot of asking if this frn willing to sponsor my ovverseas studies.. hehe.. dun have chance in the end..

n hor, i noted tat someone was trying to cruise mi siazz... i was browsing thru the vcds there mah.. den a ... 30+ no-fig guy walked to my front... naturally, i looked up, we saw the face, n he walked off.. so OBVIOUS~!!!

n at last, i bought 2 vcd.. cos got promo.. 1 for 5.9, 2 for 10. hehe.. at the queue there, wah, 3 counters oni got 1 working, n so got a long queue. den a ger went over n was preparing the bags.. at tat time, i was already set to switch QUEUE! when she announved counter opened, i think i immedialtey sprang over siazz.. LOL.. n became the first in queue... other 1 is.. abt 10 ppl lioa...

den went to food court wif frn.. looked around, n saw 3 things tat i wan eat... 1 is fish meat noodles, 1 is jap meal, 1 is some kinda mini pot? so i bought the jap 1.. dunno how, now i attracted, or perhaps even addicted, to jap meals...

well, the movie is not tat great loh.. quite boring in fact.. oni some commercial joke lines... lucky it's free mov :)

hehe.. my roommate msged mi.. wan mi buy brewad back.. i reply "cant" .. he kinda surpriused siazz...

and these days, we are kinda like... spend our self sweet time... no time/chance to tok at all... well, dunno if he'll reasd this page... now... or these days butwill let him know tat, i feel strange wif his reactions: since we "broke", he's like dun wan do anything wif mi at all liao... not sexual, but maybe go out for meals or something he oso like no wish... so now, i wonder if he feel e way thing wif mi "never inform at all, den suddenly go MIA".. comeon ,we still living same room... wat's wrong wif telling mi where he's going??

umm.. suddenly, the text formatting toolbar is gone??

anyway, las tnight, my mum msg mi in noon, asking mi to go home for dinner.. cos got cook bee hoon n curry... umm, well, if i am out, n not hungry, guess i wun go home for dinner. would rather tell her i outside...

den hor, haha... surprise.. i was walking to home, n saw the chin up bar... pausing for a moment, i went up to try the bar... i did 6 chin ups!

n.. cos my subscroption for the sgboy is due in a week's time, i went ALL OUT to surf the site n download the pix!!! LOL...

las tbut not least... my bank did reset my account, n i can login lioa, but they sent me 2 letters... i thnk i'll write again to raise the alarm...

umm.. anything to say?

kinda caught between 2 ends... i know i wnana save money, for watever purposes tat i may have now or future... but, i jealous when ppl go out n i stay home... mean i do wanna go out, but dun wan spend $$... perhaps even transport oso dun wan...

inside mi, something again happened in my room...

continuing here.. cos almost KO time liao...

the trip took quite long siazz... den took my lunch, n bought some soft drinks.. n some snacks.. LOL.. wah like long time din eat those, den craving for them siazz...

after the lunch, went to take the bus to see lawyer.. i saw the bus as i crossed the traffic, but i din feel like rushign for it.. end up i waited like siao for the bus... den.. come the proud moment!!!

i dinno which stop to alight at, n decided to take a bet... hehe, n the place i alighted at, is the correct stop!!!! i even thot i may need to walk a distance!! or ask ppl!! hahah!!!

after lawyer, went to eat some snacks/.. aunt treat.. eat till pretty full... hehe...

on sat, met my frn again... n went to play around in the shoppng mall... exposed mi to Xbox.. but no interest to buy still. i invited him to my place.. n he kinda get suspicious... but he din dare ask details... den finally, went to meet frns for dinner... wah,e place is damn corwded. cos they dun have other planms, went off to meet a new slave LOL...

but hor, the slave... came pretty late... anyway, no a prob, cos i shopped around for clothes.. din prepare to buy any new cltohes, but the giordano shirts caught my eyes... i think giordano is my shop LOL... n bought 60$ worth fo shirts siazz!!

den i followed him home, n chatted... n proceed with the kinky stuff haha!!! rather fun.. long time never tie ppl up lioa, n maybe tired, i not veli aggressive... hehe..

oh, i bought a tank top... i feel i look good in tat.. n a long sleeve oso...

so wednesday, we tok it over liao... thursday, kauzz!! my frn hairdresser say no time for us.. so i had to go back my own styler to check my hair. so long din go back liao... as usual, they asked mi to color my hair to block the gray ones.. i wonder if it's true or, they just wann grab more money. but.. true oso loh, tat i have gray hair.

den during the cut, i oso chatted a bit, n oso.. they asked mi buy more titibits for them...

eheh, den my roommate, asme time, went to neighbourhood to cut hair oso. but his.. is like not much diff.. cos still maintain tat length...

on fri, went to lawyer there to discuss my case.. wah liao... ok lah.. i not used to fighting case, so not really sure wat to say n wat not to tell.. but from the tone n pov of the lawyer, he seem like not willing to help us like tat... n cos some of the consultation charges are rather low but the receipts are lost, he like dun wanna claim them back for us... liaozz...

start to have -ve feelings abt him liao... as though wanna settle our case fast..

on fri, i got half day time off mah.. wnana chat up wif my ex-sup. haha but he not free lah.. n he even asked mi if his frn (HR guy) got back to mi.. but nope. but too bad, he busy, cant meet up.. n he staying in the coy still...

but anyway, i.. for fun lah, i take bus from work to ex workplace.. haha... mixed up teh stops, n actually walked to a further busstop, when i can jus take it outsid emy office..

den.. haha, wah liao, kisiao liao.. this bus trip.. took abt 45 minutes.. same time as the length for normal trip in the past.

LOL.. again, long time din update... either 2 lazy, or dun have time...

cos for mi, now i actually... to save money for food, i go home to eat... hoem cooked meals are better mah.. n coem to thnk of it, i guess i need to really start lerning how to cook proper meals myself.. since my mum such good cook (no pun, and really good cook), i might as well really take note of how she cook n learn from her... she know my taste n blab al, wil be in best position to guide mi loh... guess best time is saturdays, when there is no 1 to cater for... but this saturday, i gonna go out wif frns.. dun think can start this wk.

anyway.... go home n eat, thus after work n meal, not much time left... den haha,, dun have much time to write diary oso.. not forgetting, now i share my pc wif roommate, so sometimes, cant use pc...

hey, i jus realise my sgboy subscription is almost up!!! 10 more days only!!! GOSH, my hurry to save the files!!! GOSH!!!

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finally.. the showdown came. haha... had a good talk wif him... but hor, the day was quite busy at work loh... cos i am in charge of clearing the walk-in users. umm, quite good experience in clearing them... saw ppl, tok to them.. n chat with some (10-20%?).. hehe.. workplace got some good looking 1s siazz.. LOL...

den... after work, wait for colleagues to klnock off.. so tat.. .can go home wif him hehe... not really go wif, but wif company of other ppl loh...

mum sms tat no cook,n i eat myself... hehe.. quite funny... got to the kopi shop, found a empty table, n went for it.. i dun wan to be so rushing to grab a seat but i dunno if i still look rushing by moving quickly there,,, got to the seat, hehe.. about 1 sec ago, got 1 guy put his bag there... n the kopi guy thot we together.. haha.. never mind, cold joke.

umm.. got home, n waited for him.. well, we were doing our things and bla bla... till 10+, den i finally decided to chat wif him... he seem lioke, always dun dare b the first to initiate.. cos he feel bad towards mi? dunno.

i told him in the first place... or rather reminded him of my promise to him "no strings attached for staying at my place". den i asked him who am i to him.. he asked mi back instead.

den... we let out our comments for each other... haha.. quite a heartening tok loh.. at least, i passed my thots to him properly.. n he perhaps accepted. cos he din reason (or talk?) back... so i guess he understand my thots.

at the end, we had a better understanding of each toher...

but... he still came out to mi... telling mi wat happened the past few days... i was pretyt open about it... din react much... cos i kinda expected? i was even feeling happy inside mi... or maybe jus glad lah... happy... will be quite... unusual for someone who lost a dating partner...

we still stayed as frns... n he still living wif mi.... n cos he frank wif mi, i did tell him the comments or rumours others told mi. he oso said tat, he did read my diary.. thus, know wat is in my thots...

later tat night, he say he sleep very well... cos the burden on his shouolder is gone LOL..

for mi, it's not muhc of a diff lah..

single again.... again.,.... again.....

PS: although he does read my diary, i dun think i wanna skip anything tat i have been writing here...

anyway, on sunday, was quite a busy day for mi... hehe.. i go bathe first den continue.. :) jus JO'ed LOL

aiyo... i better type faster... later going out...

ok, den yesterday oso went for the zpop thing.. well, everything is fine n ok.. umm, well, he had been to last zpop, n said got security check n cant bring cam.. later i call him bring for mi, he dun wanna bring n insist on it.

den when i got there, no checks at all... cams are free to bring.

cos the F&B is $$ there, i call him to buy some drinks over... ask him buy some bread, he dun wan. ok loh. ask him buy some drinks, he "ok ok lah". den later when he came, he actually bought 2 green tea for him n my frn, n vanilla coke for mi??? in such open area?? i told him i thot he buy mineral water, he say these drinks on offer... WAT??

so later, he say he wanna move around first.. ok.. den later, he came back wif 2 frns of his.. i saw them b4. i ask ed him if he managed to find them by moving around. he say he know they coming. alright. win liao. know tat his frns are cmoming, yet i was thinking he move around looking around?? not tat i wanna know everything, but since he got frns here, why din even inform mi?? it like suddenly some ppl pop up. den he keep chatting with them... den later even go wif them into the crowd. left mi wif my frn sitting together. wat the heck??

am i supposed to be with my frn, or wif him?? he din even ask us along, n jus went in?? in fact, it's as though he was not there at all. .n like i went wif my frn oni!?

later, he came back wif his frns.. perhaps going somewhere.. he fanned mi, wanna get my attention. but i bochap. din respond at all.. even when he peeped at mi from side, i dinr espond. so he gave up n went off..

later my frn told mi wat happened... i replied "i dunno" smiled, n shrugged shoulders...

later another frn came, n asked where is my rommate. i told him i dunno, cos din see him.. but we did come together.. he asked "aren't we together?" i replied "did u see him wif mi? no right?" much later, he came up n tok to us.. i responded to his presence wif "ORH".

den when some ppl came on stage, i wanna tell my frns why i dun scream. all heard my lines, but he, i told him "i cant scream 'cos./.." he said "i know i know"... kauz...

all the time, i was wif my frns n where is he???

when the show about to end, he came up to mi, "i going out wif frns, n later going clubbing" "i told him direct i going home". sianz.

den my frns n i went off too... n my close frn told mi somethign bad about my roommate... i oredi know wat may be going on... wnana tok to him about it.. i even wanna tok wif him on our bus trip home, but 2 bad, he not coming home wif mi.

i oso wanna, tok to him in the morning, but he actually... never mind.. guess i'll tok when got time.. this definitely muz sort out.

on tat wk, i oso... somethign happened.. n toked to my roommate. well, tok for a while, but he kinda pissed (for no reason?) n din tok at all... ok loh... non my bizz.. den i went back family for dinner.. came home, for few times abt 3-4, he try to tok mi.. but i ignore him.. he tok, i dun answer, pretend not to hear. i not angry, but wanna pay him back wif his coin.

for the rest of the night, continued loh... den next day morning, he sms mi lah... with apologies... not tat i dun forgive him, i was not mad at all, but jus wanna let him know how it felt to be not-answered or ignored. den... seem like evetything is back to normal.. .but i was actually waiting for a chance to tok to him.. his sms, i wanna ask him some thigns...

wah seh... never realise tat, for so long, din write anything at all...

well, my first day of work on aug.. was pretty relaxing... n nothing much to do...

den realise tat, they almost have enuff ppl lioa.. n almost dun need anymore.. cos right now, most thigns have settled down.. almost dun need extra staff...

den on my first day, i n 1 guy went in together.. n cos we both wanna be onsite ppl, we given a chance.. via a coin toss. at tat time, i thot "cool, i finally got chance to be onsite!!" but later... in the end, realise tat, with some internal arrangement, i'll still go for helpdesk.. or rather end up there..

everything seem quite ok.. but the morale there not high, expectations of our work sills not high too... even the helpdesk is those bochap n high attitude.. not those frnly kind.. luckily, for mi, my mentor is experienced guy.. phew :)

den sunday night, went to frn house for.. house warming? the ambience there pretty nice.. but sure veli expensive to buy n maintain.. wat' more... with the lightings, the place is more for.. to me lah, more for candlelight n special occasion settings.. normal living need brighter light...

come monday, thigns have been fine... had wanna go for onsite engr guy, but 2 bad, last min... they decided to push mi back to helpdesk...

the thign is, tat day, got 2 guys right? both got accepted... den, they decided to let helpdesk n onsite take 1 guy each n let us choose.. we obth wan onsite, so throw die to decide... so i was given onsite to do... wah, si beh sinang for todya... even almost fel alseep... but 2 bad, this palce cant bring camera hp in.. sianzz... i gues i'll bear with it... hha.. ok, i need to sign in my hp cos it got cam.. i now htink.. if possible tat i dun sign it, but jus borrow the key... LOL..

and the pay quite good... the bus trip is 60c, n lunch abt $2... quite ok loh... pay still can afford these...

err.. at 8+, watch tv had thot of writing something.. but now forgot liao...

on sunday, i tok to my family about it... they oso say, old coy seem like damn sure i'll sign the contract, n tat my salary damn low, sure can push around... n oso, insincere to sign mi up... cos they din prep contract at all..

den oso damn sianz.. cos had late bfast/lunch.

den friday, after getting home from last day at old coy, came home to reformat pc... wah, reformat till i so damn tired.. n dozed off... but got prob here there... took another 1/2 day to solve prob n fix pc..

den satruday, noon, supposed to go and meet a fetish frn, but he maybe mis read me.. thot i meeting other frns.. he pretty discreet... so din wan come out.. kauzz.. sian liao loh... ok loh, see whn we both free again..

wah liao, jus now try to approve some yahoo group msg, but it was restricted... damn...

*check past blgos again..*

hehe... toking abt the interview on wed... i dunno how come lei.. either they really take a long time to decide if they wanna employ mi, or agency themselves take sweet time. on thurs, no reply at all.. i really thot gone case... n i was not up to their requirement...

so i work at old place (tat the pay was low there).. for a whole day. i was told to unpack n assemble PC... entire... umm, newly setup system... kauzz.. so easy... first day was fast but boring.. oni tat, my place 90% indians, 1 indonesian fair guy... tat's all... he's quite... earnest looking loh.. not beng, not cool, not i-muz-work type...

i was even thinking, guess i'm stuckt o such 1.5k jobs... well, wat to do lei...

den haha, today, this morning... abt 9+, i receieved a call from agency. either current coy called mi, or someone else... den hor, unexpectedly (but of cos, reading now sure know is who call liao lah..) the agency for the wed interview called mi!!

ok... now edit is pretty late lah... but anyway, as summary, they called n confirmed my position... n told mi my salary.. i was of cos excited.. den i told current coy tat, i gonna quit.. at that time, kauz, they still din prepare my contract yet... so i told them tat is my last day.. since din sign anything, i can quit anytime.

but hor, the guy who i went around wif to install the pcs... if he chn, i may like him.. cos he's hardworking, honest (hois attitude)... very muhc like an honest chap who go find work ocverseas and take care of his family still...

hahah.. seem like, everytime i write my diary, i need to see when was the last update, and wat i write.. so i will rmb how n where to continue..

wah liao, i have high hopes of gettingthe job B4 interview.. thot will be cimple 1, and can get more pay.. but no loh... interview is pretty short.. n not much is asked.

end up, i rush back to other coy to sign contract siazz.. sighzz..

hehe.. finally watched CHARMED!!!!

n hor, i think.. sometimes i can get premonitions... very often, my right eye keep blinking. i always bo chap it... but often, when it blink, something happen.. but i always din take note... but this tiem, i did... it blinked... guess wat? 1, the LRT hang for minutes... 2, the bus whcih can send to mi to the place only has 2 rounds in the day. 3, end up i take cab in.

4, the interview is shot loh... so i guess i know...

den as i ironing my shirt for tmr, my left eye blink... hhe.. wat will happen tmr?

and i jus installed my SIMS, n will be playing SOON... haha.. on fri will reformat my pc..

well, mon yes, his attitude changed... for the better lah...

den.. strange lei... ok, i went... i su... i had went for interview last fri... den told to sign contract on mon. den i went to look for the guy to sign. the guy,.. sat there, din sign anything but merely discussed abt my capabilities... as though it's like 2nd interview.. finally, he told mi he dun have the letter there to sign.. n i have to go main office to sign.

den... i called main office, told to go next day "after work" to sign. i felt strange but.. ok lah..

den tues... hehe, i receive a call tat say i got interview at other place... haha i was excited of cos.. n it's local entrepreneur (phew, spelt right at first attempt!) but i had to give old offer some reason so tat i can go for new itnerview...

so, i called old job to say i gnna sign now, ok? they say... i go back new place to sign... cos no time on their side.. wah liao...

my guess at that time is tat, they messy. OR they still discussing if need mi. cos maybe too low a price? OR, they really cork up in their admin. kauzz...

anyway, i did ask them to give mi grace period... n they agreed.. reluctantly. they even.. of cos lah.. say things like... they prefer mi to at least go new office for some hours today... cos it's not good tat i din work on my first day... see how loh...

oh ya... long time din write this... it happened in wkend, but forgot to write.

some days back, i was walking n saw a crow? lying on a pool of blood. headless? i frogot... as i passed it, a couple other birds flew to it.. i duno if they trying to pick it up, or eat it... it's really pitiful... fancy just dying off like dat.... knocked down by car? maybe...

later i walked back, n saw the body lying inside of the car park.. gues they trying to revive it? Or too heavy to bring it to nest? umm... guess it's former...

on sunday... felt no diff form him... in fact during evening time, i wanna ask him to watch the fireworks... (he thot got overseas ppl perform, but it's local)... he dun wan. wanna use pc instead.

den later, when frn called, he actually agreed... went out... but he seem to give diff atttitude.. even when sit down, while waiting for bus, he din wan sit close to mi. on bus... he was dozing off as per normal. i tok n ask him thngs, he reply "boliao".

finally alighted... and blab la, killed time, n saw our frn... from tat time on, it seem like he got liveilier, and became more frnly wif mi...

if he oni close to mi when we are in front of frns, but otherwise is cold, we might as well dun b together... wat's the point of acting for the sake of embarassement? i had planned to, come monday, i'll sort it out wif him...


but it turned out tat, on monday, he boght some games to play, i helped him put them in properly.. and he managed to play... he had 180deg change.. became very frnely.. n bit sex deprived once gain...

was it really cos he was too bored, and needed some perks, or.. he's jus 2 happy?

but wat seem strange is tat, he din wan go out wif mi on sunday...

but come to think of it... it may be cos he know i looking for job, yes... i occupying pc all the time as i looking for job.. so he jus veli bored. and due to this, he is bored n wanna go out. know mi looking for jobs, so dun wan mi waste time..

if he think this way, it's good loh :) if not............

shld i say this? i din feel this reln will last...

well, thurs was the last update hor? friday, finally settled down n got a chance to tok to him.. tok a little bit here there.. he wanna play games, and bought the CD. but the CD install got prob. of cos he irritated.

den for the whole evening, he was like quite pissed... maybe too bored?

so he slept early.. while i use computers. but it seem like... sexual advances to him.. din turn him on.. except tat... early that evening, he did try something funny lah.. perhaps when he's... in the mood?

den this morning, i had tried to download the program for him to play, but not successful.. so he jus prepared to go out... din say a word. dressed up, prep'ed to go out. den i ask if he going out, den he nodded.. somehow like.. thnking how to answer my qn... last night, he even asked if i open minded enuff to accept 2 timer. i rejected.

jus b4 he left, he commented t's boring to stay home.. might as well go out walk. outside, he sms mi tat he bored tostay home. going out alone now, n meetign frn later. he rejected my offer to go wif him... alright den..

shall keep my figners crossed as to wat gonna happen...

umm.. saturday morning was the laast update... since then.. quite happening i can say..first.. i slept til pretty late. den went out wif my roommate n his frn to celebrate his frn bday... enjoyed the time.. spent abt 100$.. den got home about 3-4am..

went bfast wif family on sun morning. bought food for roommate. slept a while n went to the concert at the marina Sq..but was quite pissed with the arrangement.. although got to watch the fireqworks.. den after that, walked to some spa to enjoy the package LOL..

n again, got home at 2-3am.

monday, was quite.. relaxing? Not say relaxing lah, but more to nothing lef tot do liao... jus sit n laze around.. n mi hor, ahah still din go n find job yet LOL.. around evening time, went back family to watchthe NDP.. after tat, went home to sleep...

i guess something bad happened to my roommate... cos he was tired, n grumbling this nj tat...den into the night, he was further pssed by someone who called him... sighzz...

tuesday... firs ttime tat he went to work, while i jus stay home.. quite relaxing.. but i din.. really din bother to find work yet.. i oso forgot wat i did to kill time..

wednesday is the bad time. i wont the iweekly free tix. went to watch... den on way back, we argued.. over some music stuff.. i gave in n tried toking to him.. but he bochap.. den we kept quiet all way till home.. maybe he cooled down liao. or something.. when we sleep, he said goodnight to me n wanna me sleep closer to him LOL...

den today, finally settled down to send resumes again... somehow, i got feeling tat ill get bette rprospects this time... maybe due to more experience or my roommate made mi lucky?

hehe.. ytday was the showdown siazz.. LOL.. although my supervisor oredi told mi 90% wun renew... but i still have plans in mind lah... like wat i gonna fight for if staying... den.. wah liao, mgmt again "play tricks" cos supposed to arrive at 9am, but 930 still not here.. den i go take bfast liao...

when come back, he here liao. waited for my turn. haha.. when time for mi to go in, my supervisor acted non-chalent n seem stand on neutral side haha... they use same old reasons to reject me loh.. like... not up to par.. and more like a burden.. but i dun agree.. ehhe, ask mi stay longer i oso dun wan LOL...

den came to monetary terms.. the mgmt does know abt the OT stuff.. wah liao, if i din mention to them, maybe they wun even mention it... den oso my leave balance n OFF..

when everything's settled, i went to my uncle's place to do pc... wah, haha.. i realise my old RAM dun work.. maYBE SPOil lioa... now, need to decide if wan upgrade or buy new system...

hehe.. funny thing is, ok.. i nedd to go khatib there. so took bus to HBF. switch to marina bay line. but, i fell asleep... last stop i heard was novena or something.. den go all the way to kranji there, i woke up.. realised i missed the stop!!! travelled all way back... wah so tired...

got home, den dozed off.. at 3+... abt 330pm.. haha.. woke at 9+...

back in office, hehe called my frn up... chatted wif hiim, n watched him on webcam. hah.. now i worry about phone bills.. LOL..

ok, back to clearing my things... n my supervisor quite funny.. he still working, but keep aiding me in my battles... haha..

umm... hehe, KO pretty early... cos a slacking colleague checking the reports.. den nothing much to complain so i went off earlier.. went to ghim moh there to get cheque, and buy tv cable.. ahhaha.. ok ok, i got there. n was searching the place for tv cable.. found 1 shop which sells > 10m. i was thinking.. den the... ok, i had asked the shopopwner if got >10m cable.. she say got.. den as i leaving, she asked if i found it.. i thakned her n left...

den.. i shopped around the area... WAH!!!! saw so many shops there!! so many cheap neighbourhood stuff!!! long time no see them, i so excited!! can't stop my craving to buy them!!!

1 shop, sells lotsa stuff.. sweets lah.. i know wat i gonna buy liao.. ok the owner is guy.. den went off to look again. den next shop, another owner is guy n while i loking at his shop, he commented on my bag.. this move make mi wonderif he's aj siazz..

so i finally decided to draw money loh.. haha.. mi kisiao.. wanna take out 50$, not used to OUB machine.. den take out 1k!!! i was even frightened myself!! hahah...

den went ahead to buy the cable... 19.90.. for 15 m, not bad lah, but i ask the owner.. "can give discount" or something like dat.. she say "18$ loh" haha i was grinning inside... sex appeal ah? in ntuc, 10m is $17+. here 15m 18$?? LOL.. 1 m = $1.20 :)

den went ahead to buy other stuff.. n went home...

evenoing time, setup the TV.. wah!! UNSURPASSED CLARITY OF VISUAL!!

ytday, left office earlier than normal jialut timing.. LOL..

den... bought lunch for my dog.. n msg'ed my SLAVE tat i am free today.. den we met up.. but.. aiyo... had wanna bring my dog down for walk, but slave came, n din have the time.. din even have time to do much things..

hehe.. had simple fun.. cos quite rushing... den... once again. i grabbed things from my family to my house LOL..

when i got home, bathe.. n set things up.. se tup till 2pm+ den i sleep.. wah, i pretty tired siazz... i guess i fell asleep in minutes... woke at before 6pm, saw my date not home yet, n sleept again. woke at 7+ i think..

msg my mum to ask if got cook or not.. cos i kinda get sick of non-nutritious dinners out side.. miss home cooked meal.. LOL.. but she din reply??!?! umm.. did she misread, or wat? den went for dinner with date, and got home fast.. cos i tired.. haha.. come to htink of it, i feel as though we married for quite some time isazz...

this time stil lquite ok... the things went quite smoothly... den got time, i chatted with my supervisor... wah liao.. the chat was disastrous.. or rather... enlightening?

well, it seem gonna be another bad streak of luck for mi... ok, cos i blundered tat day (ytday), he was asking if i think ther's hope in my pay review. i know lah.. these period, lots things happened.. 2 bad... but my pay was so damn low!!! i'm not asking for HUGE rise, but oni 100 bucks wat...

den he oso told mi of a bad news... our company gonna restructure.. n some my level staff may gonna leave oso.. and.. i duno how true his words are.. for him, he may have to leave the company too... i dunno how true... maybe his way of putting thigns... dunno oso.. cos he did mention that he may los the job oso... n tat day i blundered, he oso blurted out tat "u wan mi to lose my job issit? jus say so lah, i can walk out of the office!" i was thinking he said it due to anger.. cos 2 things happen in 2 wks...

den he say, for mi, i may not renew my pay, n best is to find a new job...

and, did i act i'm perturbed, or i am a bit? or was i non-chalent?

umm.. anyway, shan't say 2 much here.. dunno who are reading it anyway.

so, i left office EARLIER!!!

go home to search for mirror, tv antenna, and extension of tel line.. wah, so tired.. n tmr, guess i gonna bring my dog for walk... got home, n set things up... KAUZZ!!! duno why, the reception is so bad!! den, i JO n slept. when i woke, my date jus got back. hehe.. cosy room? ;)

took dinner wif him.. dunno lei.. our relation consider wat... bf, or wat? we co-habitating. dunno.. but since we living together, we can build better rapport...

in fact, for the allowance, i hope to continue here.. if not i kinda prefer normal shift... haha.. contraditing myself...

wah liao, a bad day!!!

had a kinda good start.. bringing my things bla bla..

but in morning, office hours period... wah, i was blasted with questions in office.. DAMN.. well, i din do my job properly lah.. n it's quite a big issue...

haha... umm.. some things, scared ppl read.. better not write.. *wink*

but damn it, knocked off at 10+.. took bfast, den went home directly.. in mrt... cos faster.

so tired siazz.. went to new room to put things down first. den went back home to watch video.. haha.. 3 hrs of video str8! den i immediately fell asleep. woke at 7+8. took dinner n packed something for my date.. coshe living wif mi..

can i say i look forward to living wif him? hehe..

den, on the bus, was thinking so hard how to defend for myself, den when got to office, the colleague simply told mi tat he's truthful, so directly say he din check.. well, tat's the case lah... now hor, somehow, i look forwad to going home... new room.. guess.. home now refer to new room, family refer to family house...

dunno if i look forward cos it's my home, or got someone living there..

if my date is pretty knowledgeable, does it make mi very ignorant?

cos.. it seem like, those ppl who date me out.. they pretty knowledgeable.. know many things, n able to tell mi lotsa things as we encounter them/... but i most of the time know nuts...

then... if it's IT related, i kjnow lotsa more than them.. why such things happen so often...

thinking.. shld i broaden my kowledge, to make myself more "marketable"? Or stick to my usual "lazy to initiate self-learning" attitude? well... time will tell i guess...

after the trip, um.. quite a lot of things happen lah.. but wah liao, 2 mucht o mention.. cos happen during our dating.. haha.. why i write out leh?

so, i went to work loh. he later joined mi about 12am. tok'ed and toked... LOL... den he rested. the BIG day gonna come...

finally i knocked off, n we went home to pack my things.. hmm.. how come now adays, my mum seem so non-chalent abt my frns coming home har? in past, she will at least return them greets. now like... hostile like dat... haha... as i pack my things, realise got lotsa dust here n there.. some even got a chunk of dust!!! LOL... i look liao oso paiseh ;)

den went to flag cab.. but liaozz, no cab siazz!! for abt 20 mins!! endup book cab... sianzz... a proper $3 trip became 6$... ARGH!!!

and..hehe.. am i lucky anot? cos when i first looked at the rooms, the smaller 1 is avaialble.. n i thot tat will be the one. den now, both rooms are free, n i get the bigger room of cos :D

this week will be busy cleaning up the room liao.. n seting up the pc first of cos... will be some toiletries over to use...

haha my room!!!

working 8pm to 8am tis wkend.. so, "here i am, at my workplace once again.."

these days have been preparing for my MOVE OVER CEREMONY!!! feel so good about moving over.. but haha.. been feeling cool about having my own room... finally growing up? move over lioa, den felt nothing much... but at least got my own space.

got a frn.. he a regular... having problem with his java project. i had told him i am able to help.. but he seem quite apprehensive about asking my help... anyway, on fri, he supposed to come lah.. but he din tell mi wat time he cna make it.. so i called him... umm... i wonder if it's cos he find it quite strange i so keen to help him, den he... thinking wat may happen siazz... but seriously, if he come, i'll wan to somehow.. get him into gay sex LOL... cos he's petite!!!

anyway, spent the day clearing my stuff.. fri nite, brought my things over to new room.. MYSELF.. cos tat frn above din come...

sat... i supposed to rest lah.. but later, still went out wif my date :) had quite a lot of fun.. went to the food fest.. chey. thot the fest can grab lotsa free things to eat.. but instead, spent bombs. den went to shop for things.. quite fun day loh..

oni not good is, our frns all bz, n dun wan join...